There Are Always The Things
One Fears
And The Reason One
Goes To Sleep At Night, To Shut Out
To Shut Out
The Pain
And Be Fathomless as a cloud
To Be Unconscious Is Sweet
To Not-Be
To Sleep
There are The Things One Doesnt
Want
To
Ever
Know--- like
How
One's Spouse
Really
Really
Really
Feels
About them.  Or
How MAny People
Really
Really
Really
Love Them.  These Burdens
Weary Me.  I Go To Sleep
Each Night I lay Down My Head
And Close My Eyes, with a
Clean Conscience White Like
New Snow, and my God Watching
Over Me There
In That Stillness I Can Feel,
Having These Burdens OF Not-Being-Loved
Having these burdens makes it easier
more soothing to
close
my
eyes
at
night.
When I sleep,
 I am at Peace.
Who needs to be loved by man.
God is the only Reality, and when i am
 approached with a greeting or smile, I
am filled with fear.  And it never
happens anyway, Thank God.
In Jesus' Name.
Amen.