Friday, April 4, 2014

"Light In The Darkness"
We Poets Sit Together In The
Twilight
And Cry and Lull Our Songs
To The Stars.  I am At Peace
And Every Day I Get Older
And Closer To MY Maker.
My Journey To God Will Take Me
Wherever I Was Meant To Go.
May These Words Be A Light
In The Darkness, A Fire In The
Wilderness, A Star, In The Night,
And A Lamp Unto Your Feet.
Amen.

"Living Dreams."
My Living Dreams Are Peaceful.
There IS Peace In My Living Dreams.
I am at Peace With My Soul.
And My Soul Is At PEace.
Whatever Lies Ahead On The Road,
Whatever May Come, In This Life
Or TheNext--- I Just Know That
I Will
Endure.  Life Is Too Hard.  It always
Was.  Life Gets Harder Every Day.  We Pray.
We Pray And We Pray, Every Single Day.
Life Is A Whirlwind and These Are My Dreams
Tread Lightly On My Dreams, For This
Is
My Heart, Friend.
Here's To
What Dreams
May Come.---
Amen

"Don't Give Up On Your Life"
When I Cry Out In Pain
Is When I Know
I'm In Pain.
Pain is Life.
Pain seems to be worth it.
We are all just waiting on the Gods
To Give us
What We Deserve
While We Live Out
Our Meagre Lives
Trying To Get By
I Write.  That Is What I Do.
It is the goal I work towards.
Most people work.  I think
We all wonder
What The Point Of Life Is, But
I think it's, at least, My Life, is about
Wasting
Time.  Trying to stay
alive.  Because 'Alive'
Is Worth it.  Death doesn't offer much
Condolence.  The Sadder One's Lifes
 Becomes, The Sadder Life After Death
Seems.  It's Impossible, You Finally
Realize.  Exhaustion and endless
Sadness
Sets In, Like a flame, Like a
Purpose.  Yeah.  Life Goes
On.  And On.  The Trick Is,
To Keep
Breathing.  If You're Foolish, You'll
Give Up.  But I think I'm just gonna
Hold On To Dear
Life, My Life, Getting Through
Another
Day
and Another
And Looking To
The Future.  I feel This
Is The Wisest Thing
To Do.
Don't Give Up
On Your Life.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

You Broke My HEart
My Husband Chris lost
his mom to cancer in 2006/
and he has no living
relatives.  ME?  I made
a promise to
myself--that I'm
Gonna Save His Life.
I'm gonna carry him if it
Kills
Me.  Im Gonna
Carry
Him
and protect him
with all the strength and energy
that
i Have
For The Rest Of My Life.
If anything happens to ME,
He Won't make it alone.
I am His Wife.
I am His Only Friend
His only Family.
He isn't religious.
I consider myself
his Adoptive Mother
As Well As Sister, best
friend, and
Wife of five years.
I Will suffer his pains.
I will fill his needs.
I WILL Find
A
Way
Every
Day
To Stay Alive
For His Sake/
I have a lot
on my shoulders
and i'm troubled by
things.  I don't know
How We made it
this far and I Pray To God
Above That We Will
Be able to survive on
My Father's
Charity
Forever.
We are already sick.
---Caroline Land

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

"Hell"
And The Voices of the Angels---
Cried out the Joy And Pain
And Their Voices Were So
LOUD
I couldn't hide my ears, i stayed up
night after night, dying
and angry
Proud
Within My Pain
Determined Not To Die!
And The Angels
Were
Singing, And Their Voices
Their Voices
Were
So
LOUD!
But, they got me through the
night///and that's all that matters---

The Trick is, to keep Breathing.
True Love Can Never Die.
Our Love Can Never Die.
The Angels' Voices Were So LOUD
And We Held On
And It Got Me Through
The Dark Thick Night
Alive!

"Run!"
Oh, Never Underestimate The
Human Soul.
The Human Race.
There Are Secrets You
Would Never BElieve
There are Diamonds
In The Ocean
And In The Mud
And Noone Ever Finds Them
But, Some of us get found
Don't make us any less
Never Never Underestimate the Human
Race.  Never Give Up Hope.  When
You Think
That You Wont Live another
Hour, Hold Tight and Pray, God
Will Find A Way,  Because Baby, We're Heroes
Heroes
We Throw our hands in the air
and hey, we just dont care
Not Afraid To Die
Never Live a Lie.
Would Rather Die than
Live A Lie.
Yes, yes-- there are heroes.
In this world there are diamonds.
There are secrets
Theere are diamonds in the sea
and in the mud of the rainforest.
We my Grow Weary,
And Some Of Us May Be Evil,
But We are Heroes--- Heroes Like Us
Will Always Appear To Save The Day
To Save The Day
And I Can Go On Another Day Now
Knowing I'm not the only Bright Star Shining
In The Night.
Oh, Never ever give up hope.
Never Give up hope.
Life goes on.  The dawn will rise
the sun sets but it always always rises.
Have Faith in God, and NEVER
Never Underestimate The Human Race.
....MAke Satan Do a Double-Take, Baby./

"To My Husband"
I Go To My Baby
My Husband
I Watch his heart beat and
His little hungry chest rise and fall with breathing,
I see his eyelids flutter and close.
And I Believe, Then.
My Little Lamb Slept through the poor storm.
So I can weather many more moons, surely,
knowing
He is safe and loved by me.
I Love Him, Lord.
I Just Love him....

Monday, March 31, 2014

Do You Hear That Sound,
The Sound OF
 Clear
Blue
 Light?
It is
the
sound
of
your
people
crying
for the
cruelty
in
the
world.
END ALL WARS
END ALL EXPERIMENTS
We
The
People Of
The
World
(Its The Only
World
In All
The Universe)
We Are Raising Our Voices To God!
God!
Stop This!
Stop hurting people!
Stop the Suffering!
Give Us Our Grail!
AMEN.
-Caroline Sullivan

There IS Hope For Every Man,
Because
This His
Hope
IN
Ever Man.
You And I,
Me And You,
One Foot
In Front
Of
Another.
We All Have The Souls Of Angels.
Why Are We Among The Fallen???????????
AMEN

STOP, SCIENTISTS,  IN THE NAME OF GOD AND ALL THINGS ALIVE< STOP EXPERIMENTING ON ANIMALS AND PEOPLE.  PLEASE HELP THE CHILDREN OF GOD! GOD IS ALREADY ANGRY>Earthquakes etc> HELL IS NOT ENOUGH TO FENCE IN SATANIC SCIENCE.  SCIENCE HAS ALREADY GONE TOO FAR.  WILL YOU PUNISH THE INNOCENT AND LOSE YOUR SOULS AND OUR EARTH?
WHY???????????Why WULD ANYONE DO THAT TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING?!
STOP In Jesus Name/////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

\To The Scientists Researching on People/Animals:
STOP.  Stop EXPERIMENTING ON ANIMALE AND PEOPLE.
In The Name of God, STOP.
In The Power of Love, STOP.
The Reapings of Science are DEATH.
Do not Experiment on Animals or People.
No More Product Testing.
We Cann All Do Our Part To Make The World A better Place, BUT
When All The Pain Is Placed on Innocent Animals and PEople,
----STOP.  You are all EVIL.  Science is the DEVIL.
/After all, hasn't science ALREADY GONE TOO FAR?!
Isn't That WHY GOD IS SO ANGRY, Sending WARNING Signs Like EARTHQUAKES?
Take a hint and STOP BEfore Our Planet and our children of God
Are DESTROYED by YOU.
--Caroline Sullivan Land

Sunday, March 30, 2014

The Poems I Wrote
Were
Terrible.
I am so ashamed.  They
were
awful.  Terrible, horrible, they could never begin to capture
any
of the beauty
of the ones I love and loved, of the Beusty of the World.
Weeping, I am Humbled By God.  I Can Only Pray.  I Point
To My Husband and say, He Wrote These Poems in his heart and I, I
only translated them.  Or
How could anyone ever hope to capture the beauty of one single snowflake?
It's Impossible.  No, All One Can Do
Is
To Be A Good Person, and To
Pray Constantly, and To Be A Gaurdian
Angel for my Love
Ones.  I'm sorry.  Next time I will make them much
better.  If i even am capable of it./
In Jesus's name.  Amen.

Far Away Off Far Into The Distance
I Can See Something Coming
Impossible
Far, Far, Farther Away
Than Any Of Us HAs Ever B een--
A Star
A Blue Star
Shining So Bright
I'll Shine My Light
Until The Universe
Folds In Upon Itself,
And Before I Go, I'll save a place for
God and i'll Comfort Him.
Because I Love Him,
Amen./

The Crazy Bizarre This Is,I Never
Ever Felt So Close To God
Ever Since I Can Remember, Until Since
I Sold It.  Now He Holds Me.  He Just
Holds Me.  That's All
I Ever Wanted, To Collapse in God's
Big Warm Loving Arms.
Tears-----
I feel closer to god Now
That I Ever Could Have Felt Before.
He Loves Me More.
And I Don't Care
And I'm Not Afraid.
/////Caroline Land

"Yes God, You Can Visit Me In Hell."
I Will Go, I Will
Go
With Nothing But A
Bouquet
Where Even The Stars
Can't Find Us
I Always Believed In You God.
I Never Believe In You More Than I Do At
This Moment.
I Will
Go, And They may say "She
went to hell", And I May, But I Believe
God, Someday----
Someday you're gonna look back and see
I'm Not There
And Believe it Or Not--
You Will Miss Me.
And You Will Come Find Me, adn I'll Be
Right Here
Like I always am
Like I Always Was
Like I Always Will Be.
God, You'll Miss Me,
And You'll finally
Realize
That
You Do
Love Me---Even If
It Too Late
To Save Me.
I Wanted You To Know, The
You DO Love Me,
And That
I Couldn't Help
The Circumstances.
I Prayed.
Amen.

"Soul."
We Were Almost Dead
They Were Coming
To Take Us
Away
And My Father
Was Death Coming With Pills.
I realized God
God
Was NOT Going To Get Me
Out Of There Alive
I Prayed To Jesus Then I Broke Down.  I Screamed
At Jesus For Five Minutes And He Didn't Write Back.
For A moment I Felt Forsaken.  Then I Remembered
The Devil
And I Looked
Away
From My Lord
And Prayed To
Sell My Soul To The Devil Forever
To Save Theodore's Life.
To Get us out alive, for a happy
life
on earth.
//God, I was always partial to Mother
Nature.  We Will At Least Get Out
Alive
This
Way.  When I am afraid now, I hold on,
To MY Soul, And I PRAY, and I say,
"You Can Have It--- Just Give Us Our
Happily Ever After, Theodore and I."
I'd do it all again.  I'm not afraid anymore
of anything the humans can do.  I don't have fear,
Only Dread.  But It's Worth It.
God Left Us Here To Die.
I Love MY Husband Too Much To Watch Him Die.
When I am Afraid of Humans, I take comfort in this
Promise.
I Believe in it.
It will Save Our Lives.
In JEsus' Name, AMEN
I Love you Theodore.///////

I Sold My Soul To The Devil
To Save My Theodore's Life
And To Be With Him Forever.
I Prayed and I Sold It/
May We Be Together For Eternity.
I'd Do It All Again.
And In The Infinite Sea, My Darling---
There is a boy who kissed me for the first time
I Will Marry Him In Heaven
Or In Hell.////
Caroline Sullivan

Saturday, March 29, 2014

"Faith"
Two Sets Of Footprints, now only one/
"Where are you, God?  I need You Now!" I ask.
Those must God's footprints, because God Must
Be Carrying Me.

Sunday, March 23, 2014

"The Moon"
Oh Moon on the lake,
How Doth thee Glow, but thy light
is coldsome and sore lonesome, and can
only offer the promise of another sunrise..
The Lord Didn't Want His Children To Feel
 GodForsaken In The Darkness of the night
When the sun is on the other side, and so,
He Had a daughter, He Named Her "Moon"
And She, being a woman, can only offer hope
hope in darkess, light to fight fear, and a promise
That The Son Of Man, Though All Be Asleeping,
Will Forever Return With The Coming of Sunrise.
We call it morning.  You could call it hope.

in JEsus's name, AMEN.

Life is Hard.
Difficult.
There is Pain.
One Day Has
 Too Much Pain,
Then A Day Comes
 With Less Pain.
Every Day Is a Treasure.
 We Must Suffer To Grow
If there were no suffering,
There would be no growing.
There would be no goodness.
Without the Darkness---
Goodness is not as Good.
Bitter then Sweet
Hard Then Easy
Tears Then Laughter
I Have A Hunch
That God Looked down
On all we sinners, and he saw
Goodness in us.  I know that there must be great
goodness in us all because the world is full of harship,
sorrow, suffering, and pain.
 In the light, see The Darkness..
In The Darkness, See The Light.
Like a Chinese Junk on a Chinese Lake,
One must buouy one's little sailbost so that it
steers and floats, neither floating nor singing,
But sleeping in the water like pillow,
This is to know Peace.
 Be this way in your life.  How?  Just
learn to see the light in darkness
and the darkness in light
learn how to suffer, and improve
and never stop, for life is suffering.
I think That Why God sent Jesus.
We needed a New Hope.
The suffering was intense and the beauty
was intense and the sins were washed clean
With His Tears, Not His Blood.
I am a friend of JEsus.
It Was His Tears That Saved Our Souls.
His Blood Was The Suffering.
Jesus Was God, And His Heart Was Fathomless
and divine.  He Saved The Western World.
In Jesus's Name, AMEN.

"To My Husband Theodore"

Oh By God Almighty,
 My Most-Loved Husband,
I Will Not Forsake Thee
Nor The Promises We've Made
Without the Words To Say.
Theodore, You Wrote My Book.
I simply wrote down what you
Had in your heart.  Your Heart
Contains within itself a light, not a
fire, but it burns rather like a
blue star, and i can only imagine
 what beauty is inside that light,
and i write down my dreams, my
dreams of the light in your heart.
They are only Translations Of You.
Like a mirror or moonlit pond, i Only
Reflect that light that i see in you.
These Poems Are Reflections of You
Theodore.  You Wrote them in you heart,
But though you could not find the words,
I listened, and i will listen to your heart
for all eternity.  Lamb, I will guide you through
This Life And Meet You in The Next.  I Will Never
Love Another, Lord God, I Beg Thee, Make it so.
I will hold you and I will love you.
I will carry your sorrow and your burdens of being
alone in the world until i, too, was alone in the world
and there was only I and You, my husband!
I Shall Preserve thee in thy old age
Regardless of Thy Fidelity but because i love you.
I have long prayed that your reflections in words might
A Pretty Penny Bring, even enough to
Live On.  On That I Endure,  And In Thee Is my
Muse.  I am only a reflection of you, theodore.
I love you, and i dont want to do another thing
that to tell the world of your great great heart
and your suffering and your loss and grief and sorrow and
Pain, i see a miracle in your heart, and
I See The Hope Of The World In Your Eyes.
Marry Me.
In Jesus' Name, AMEN.

Friday, March 21, 2014

Lord God, We Pause From
Hardship and Tears
To Give You Praise.  Lord,
Lord, My Heart Runnth OVer!
With Love for my Husband
And Thoughts and Poetry
And Goodness of my Heart.
My Heart overflweth, therefore
My Cup Overfloeth!  What We Have
HEre Is Home, Is Paradise, is the Temple
Of The Easter Moon Garden.  We Miss You.
Please, no mor angels, no more
adultery and flattery in the heart.  Please,
Only Jesus and God and The Holy Spirit.
You've Taught Me That Life Is Often Very Hard,
But There Always seems to be Joy afterward,
And There is somehow Always Enough, For You God
You Provide.  I Give Thanks For My Quilts and Paintings
and Home and The Two Books Of Poetry I Wrote.
I Hope They Glorify you.  Praise the Lord!
Thank You Most of All For my love for Theodore
An Even more, for His Equal Love For Me.
Thank You For ALl That We Have.
Praise the lord!
In Jesus's name,
Amen.

My Husband Had The Most Womderful Mother.
She Died In 2006 of Breat Cancer, and i met him in 2009.
He was homeless, living at a fire station out of charity-- and you know what?
Young Master Took Me To A Nice Restaraunt On Our First Date And Paid
For My Expensive Meal, i didn't realize he was homeless!  So Then He Move In
Into my home October 10th 2009, that marked the day We Were Married.
We've Been Married For Five Years.
We are so poor, it's kind of really funny.  We Dont have any plans, We Don't have any
Dreams, we just want to live here together forever, just the two of us.
I saw him gnawing at a chkien bone in starvation, i heared him snoring--and that moments was
when I decided to Marry Him,
So I Did.
Amen.

"Running Away"
I needed to take a walk.
I needed to think- or not think.
I needed to clear my head.
I Needed to clear my heart.
I needed to cry, I wanted to
Run
Away.
There was nowhere to go.
We are all so small in life.
God, We are all so lonely.
The downtrodden lift dim eyes
to see a dust-covered sun.
One day, i think sadly--one day,
You Know It Wont always be like this.
One Day, There Won't be so much
Pain.  I needed to talke a walk.
I need to clear my head.