"Theodore Is Strange"
Theodore Is Strange,
But I understand him pretty well.
he is, after all, my muse and husband.
First of all: 1. He goes days, weeks, months,
even full years---without SAYING ANYTHING!
He is not only quiet, he is a silent, introverted man.
He is silent.  The only time he communicates with me
Verbally are to address a need he has
which i haven't intuitively realized.  If he hits me,
he's trying to direct my attention to a problem.
He Loves Me More Than Ever.
When We First Were Together, He Was Scared and Insecure.
He wasn't really being "Himself," he was too in love with me
it was a front he had to put up for me, in order to get me
to be his girlfriend and fall in love with him.  Now that I AM
So In Love With Him, Now That the safety of Seven Years
of "Marriage" has gone under the bridge, he reveals his
sensitive, introverted, disabled nature,  He Needs Me So Badly!
He needs me to interpret for him, to find him a life, job, shelter.
love, and me to be beautiful.  He needs me.  And I need Him just as bad.
Right now, he needs to work...and it means everything to him
that I Stay Here At Home!  I Must Stay At Home while he works!
I must not leave!  I keep him alive!  He is silent because he knows
He Is Loved Here, and He Feels Safe.  I'm Like His Mother,
And Wife, and Sister.  He Counts on me to clean up the house
and take care of the garden and Wait For Him, right here, all day.
I think that, in knowing that I am here all day, waiting for him,
supporting him....it is the energy that fuels his heart.
He is a fragile little lamb.  Esay to break his heart,
and noone would ever know but me.  I love him.
I love him madly.  Nobody else does.  I am his Wife.
He Loves Me Madly.  He's Just Not Well!
I Must Wait For Him, always!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!