"Story of my Life"
She Lived A Life Of Perpetual Pain and Hardship
A Strong Woman, She Refused to Wear Any Makeup
She Didn't like to see herself to be dominated by men
And Because of her Religion,  She didn't want to die
She lived a life of constant hardship and suffering
Pain was a way of Living, of Getting By, She Wrote Poems
Knowing Nobody Would Ever Read Them, endless Poetry
She refused to die she refused to let her husband break her heart
She refused to let them see her cry She refused to cry out in pain
Stubborn and Kind, She Prayed Constantly She didn't really want fame
She didnt want money or power or luxury or beauty she was selfless
She Considered herself A Female Preist of Christ, and on every night
That Her Husband Refused To Come Home, Her Heart Would Crack Inside
Yet She Never broke.  Her Beloved Tree, China, Saw Her Dying of Suicide in Pain
And Because China Loved Her More Than Life, The Tree Cast Down Its Branches in Greif
And Told her she loved her as China lay dying, She came twice to pour water on her tree
And Wept Bitterly until they put police tape around her tree, yet still, in the wind,
Her Tree China still calls to her in the breeze, begging her to survive, to yet live on
Although heartbreak and sickness, police and poverty and the voices raged in her head,
Yet She Refused To Sacrifice Her Life Nor Her Dignity.  They Would Have To Murder Her.
She Swore Revenge in her time of need and Cursed the Devil She imagined the Promised Land
She Prayed She Cried She Was A Hero She Endured Suffering that would have caused most men to
kill Themselves.  Yet She Endures.  Because the point of life is Not Happiness The Point Of Life is God, Is Passing the test of this mortal life, is purity and to give drink to the thirsty and the hungry
She lived a life so painful that, even if she surrendered to Satan and died there, she would have Gone
To A Better Place.  Even Six Feet Under Decaying and Nonexistence is better than constant pain
if there is a heaven, she has earned all of it already.  If not, she looked forward to an end to her pain
The mercy of death is that it cannot promise an afterlife, yet it at least guarantees the end of all pain.
Nonetheless, She Never Lost Faith In Jesus.  God Was Her Only True Father, The One In HEaven
She looked Forward to rest after a long life, she was tired of suffering.  She Was So Brave!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen