"Pain"
I couldn't breathe, i was so afraid,
my imagination unraveled and i fell
i prayed to God so Hard i didn't get an answer
Felt the Pain of Loneliness, mixed emotions
But Mostly Acute Pain, Shame, Guilt, The Feeling
That I Could be doing something better with this life
That I should be doing better with the ones i love
With the house, keeping it clean, i just wanna cry
Cry and Cry and Cry and Cry, I wish you were here
Just wanna live my life, all this pain falling around me
like curtains falling down or my eyelids closing at night
I just wanted to let the fishing line unravel and let the scrapes bleed
to feel the pain and cry, to feel better after all the pain
Tomorrow's gonna be a brighter day, i believe in this
In Jesus' Name,
Amen