At 30 years old, I find myself crying and asking God "Why????"
Why Can't We Get Married After All These Years?
Why Can't We Settle Down and Stop The Endless Shaky Ground?
Why am I robbed the Security of a Future, The Security of Money?
Why Is Time Draining my life away as a price to be with the one I love?
Why All the instability, insecurity of not having a home to own?
Why am I forever forced to battle the addictions, unceasing?
Why Won't My Mate Come Home, after all these years of praying?
Why do We have to wait to Get Old To Be Together Again?
Why don't we have any money, after all our hard work?
Why are we fighting and why is he mean to me and hateful?
Why do I keep turning the other cheek and pray all day for him to come home?
Lord God, Why All This Senseless Suffering?
What disgrace have I found in God's Eyes that would render me a life of constant pain?
And Why Can't We Have Children?
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.///
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