"The Suicidal Urge is Simply A Cross To BEar"
The Constant Suicidal Urge Is Just My Cross To Bear
I cannot carry JEsus's Cross... yet he can help me
To Carry My Own.  It's Just The Cross I Bear, like a Job.
I am a full time Gaurdian Over Myself and
"Not-killing-myself" is my only job, really!
It's up to me and Jesus Now! I CAN DO this!
Suicidal Urge is Satan, Fighting Satan is Goodness
If Jesus is The Christ, Then Death Will Never
Put Out My Light!
...In Face, On The Contrary/I Believe In EVERLASTING LIFE
Salvation.  I love my life, I can do my job of not-killing-myself,
I am extremely Good at my job.  It is my Cross To Bear!
I am a disciple of Jesus Christ.  Meanwhile, I'm walking in God's Way
And Writing About My Precarious Situation
And Writing Poetry, almost as though "Writing" were
Ariadne's Golden Twine Given To Her Love Jason, To Get Back Out
Of The Labyrynth and kill the Minotaur, In Greek Mythology!
I can write myself out of anything.  I'm smart.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN!