"God Is My Father and he talks to me"
God is my Life PArtner, along with My Husband
He IS So Present And Loving To Me, He calls me "Daughter"
God is more than my friend.... he is my salvation
but enough about God's mercy.... it's wonderful enough to know
Just how very much he loves me, that "Schizophrenia" is really
The Delusion That One Is Talking To God!  But It's not a delusion!
Christians understand the "Still small voice within",
 "The Comforter Jesus said he would send to all Christians in John"
This is the holy Spirit!  I live my life having conversations With God...
And If that is delusional, you'd be suprised at what a holy, healing delusion
this is.  God wants me to bloom and blossom and grow like His Own Flower.
Who Knows... Maybe I will get my wish, my prayer, which is
to live to see my husband go first, for he is eight years older than me!
I desperately want to be buried by my husband in death.  That's why.
I think that the most soothing thing i could do for myself, is
to buy us a pair of side-by-side funeral plots, In Huge Advance!
I have a wish of laying beside him in eternity, just as i have
lain beside him in bed year after year, for eight years now...
Laying In Peace With My Husband Is My Honest
Concept of Heaven! Heaven
Is to be buried beside my loved one.
In JEsus' Name I Pray,
Amen