"I'm Happy"
I am happy in my life, \i am well aware of being happy
and at peace.  The urges are "Not Real", I tell myself,
And How Could Anyone Be Grumpy On a Sunny March Morning?
I cannot, be grumpy.  It is a beautiful day.  There is an Easter Lily
In My Garden, and I am Fasting For Lent up to Easter.
"Death" and "Early Death"
annoys me...I try to put it out of my mind, which is easy for me...
I feel healthy and I feel Donwnright Good.  I Want To Get Better.
I Don't... have anything to hide, besides that I am fasting for Lent.
Serenity and Peace are filling my heart with a sense of All-Is-Well
And the mercy and faith in our God, Who overcomes ANY Diagnosis.
Praying helps.  Eating fruit and vegetables helps.  Having alot of Porcelain
Toys and little beatuful things all around my house, helps enormously.
Sheets on the bed, helps.  Hot Tea Helps.  The Little reminder of Fear
I brush it off my shoulders, trusting fully in a loving, merciful God
Who Has A Plan, By The Way, and I am just a part of it.  How small
is my life in consideration of others!  Even If I had money,
 I would give it away....to those less fortunate!
I'm happy!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!