"Loss"
Memories float across my counsciousness
Out Of Place, Distored, Sudden Flashbacks
Things That Were Once Unimportant are everything now
Things that were once important are unimportant now
I cannot remember
My Past Is Hidden Away From My Mind
You See, I Have A Vague Sense Of Time
There Is alot I miss alot of happiness
alot of pain alot of good things i Know were there
but I can't- I can't-I just can't
remember
What A Loss I've Suffered in life
I Wish I could get my memories back
But I Can't All I Have Is Now
And All I Do is Reminisce anyway, so
Why On Earth Can't I Remember much?
I have a loss in my memory and my heart
I wish i could get those moments back
as my father abuses me i fall back into Childhood
It starts to feel like my childhood
How I miss My Mother!
Loss is aching in my heart like constant weeping
that never shows
So Much Loss
So Much Loss
In JEsus' Name,
Amen,////