"Seeing a lost love"
If whom I saw was you
Then you are still young.
If whom I saw was was you
Then You look good and are mild
If whom i saw was you
you are not bitter like me
If whom i saw was you
the madness i loved has cooled
If whom i saw was you
i have let madness wreak my wings
and tear at the passion of my heart
If whom I saw was you
Then i have outpaced myself
If Whom I saw was You,
You No longer love me
And I can no longer love you
when i looked into your eyes
i saw hollowness and indifference,
my own soul pulsing and throbbing
with pain of the wicked hope that
that i might be you, yet in my pride
and dignity i refused to ask
i remember you as my child lover
and that is how i choose to remember
you.  that is how i choose to see you
when i return me back home
into blessed eternity.