"Nothing Left To Lose But You"
I Have Nothing Left To Lose But You
You Theodore my only reason for living
I lost europe and i lost my city
in fact i lost my world outside my door
because i cannot leave this lonely empty cell
the only thing in this cell i have to care a damn for
 is you i have no possessions, no money, not a cent,
my computer isnt my own, my body is not my own
i am a patient and there are unseen hands pulling strings
but i've already lost all but you and you are my world
no i cannot take you out to dinner and darling i dont have
any pretty clothes to wear to make you smile
i feel like my earbobs belong to someone who deserves them
and i mutter to myself to bite back the tears i mutter that
"Money is for Sinners" and "We Must Be Strong" and the unseen
hands tearing apart out fabric that we called home
our children our pets our family our friends everyone else
there is only you, my darling Theodore.  You are the only
thing i have left to lose.  I am so afraid of losing you
for i love you and have traded all of these things just
to be with you.  Fine Then, let them take my beating heart!
Jesus be with us now for our poverty engulfs us in tears
and our cross we are losing the strength Jesus help us I pray thee.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN/////