I almost wish I was cruel, like the rest of them.
I feel alone in my sweetness, innocence, kindness and generosity.
I am more than isolated here in this little house I am really trapped
Fearing between rocks and hard places, frying pans and the fire,
I almost regret being such a kind, good, Christian...Because,
If I Was Cruel Like All The Rest Of Them,
I Wouldn't Be Persecuted Nor Tormented Nor Alone.
I am filled with a new emotion--- Sadness and loss.
I have not lived long enough to have ever experienced true Sadness.
Until Now.  You all make me so sad.  I Pray For Them All.
All I Can Do Is Stay Alive And Pray.
I wish I was Cruel, like all of Them.
In JEsus' NAme I Pray,
Amen!////