Theodore Loves me to the Death
He Will Follow Me To The End of Life
He Will Never Leave Me By Myself
I Will Never Fear B eing Alone
Our Love Pierced the Heavens
This Love
This love that is worth living for
Will be forever in the afterlife
My husband just Wants Me To Love Him
He Loves Me As Much As I Love Him
God Is Never Going To Put Out The Light of Hope
The Love a True Love Eternal Between We Two.
We Would Rather Be In Hell Together
Than in any way apart
God Will Never Put Out This True Love
It Will Endure Death and Burial
He Will Be Waiting For Me When I Die
Theodore!
Friday, November 25, 2016
Saturday, November 19, 2016
"Pink Roses"
Pink Roses
Pretty and made of cloth
Pretty Pink Handmade Roses
Or Porcelain Roses,
remnants of a table ornament
Look at all the roses
roses painted by hand
in watercolor on the wall
roses in the blush of my lips,
ever pouting
Pink rouge and powder so soft
soft as talc or some soft balm
soothing to the touch
Sunlight streaming light
into the large airy room,
translucent lace curtains
hiding the lazy sunshine
soft pillows and an easy chair
resting and drinking hot tea
hot steaming mug of tea for me
i'll wrap my fingers around it gratefully
the day will slowly pass by
I will slowly grow old
life is so precious!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
Pink Roses
Pretty and made of cloth
Pretty Pink Handmade Roses
Or Porcelain Roses,
remnants of a table ornament
Look at all the roses
roses painted by hand
in watercolor on the wall
roses in the blush of my lips,
ever pouting
Pink rouge and powder so soft
soft as talc or some soft balm
soothing to the touch
Sunlight streaming light
into the large airy room,
translucent lace curtains
hiding the lazy sunshine
soft pillows and an easy chair
resting and drinking hot tea
hot steaming mug of tea for me
i'll wrap my fingers around it gratefully
the day will slowly pass by
I will slowly grow old
life is so precious!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
"My Makeup Desk"
I have a desk in the corner of my living room,
overlooking a balcony garden through the window door,
and before my face I placed the loveliest mirror to see my reflection
I can gaze and gaze into my mirror and never tire of gazing lovingly at my face
I never ever tire of it, my face makes me dream, my desk is covered in makeup
and black eye crayons to paint my eyes in eyeliner, black like a tiger's eyes are rimmed
and the beautiful blue iris of my eyes gazes back and in it i see my heart, waiting, waiting
in my eyes my heart is always breaking and waiting for theodore in my eyes i see the world
As I Wait for theodore I braid my hair and brush my hair with a hairbrush
my long black hair is a beautiful cascade of something soft like water, it goes to my belly
my frail waist and ribcage struggling to hold up my two large breasts that make my back slump
my soft belly, my porcelain skin, white as goose down or snow or a cameo, pale as white porcelain
a little too pale. My face pleases me so much. especially when i am wearing makeup
i love to go barefaced every day I wear loose, flowing nightgowns with little sequins and fabric roses
I love to relax relaxing is so soothing--- i am always tired.
And there is something else I do at my makeup desk, I write poetry daily
I've written thousands of poems over the last seven years, all at my makeup desk
On my wonderful quaint little laptop. I just listen to the sweetest music on youtube and
I just while all my cares away all the livelong day, basking in the sun
and when I get an idea, like now, I write poetry
Life is soft/
In Jesus' Name/
Amen////
I have a desk in the corner of my living room,
overlooking a balcony garden through the window door,
and before my face I placed the loveliest mirror to see my reflection
I can gaze and gaze into my mirror and never tire of gazing lovingly at my face
I never ever tire of it, my face makes me dream, my desk is covered in makeup
and black eye crayons to paint my eyes in eyeliner, black like a tiger's eyes are rimmed
and the beautiful blue iris of my eyes gazes back and in it i see my heart, waiting, waiting
in my eyes my heart is always breaking and waiting for theodore in my eyes i see the world
As I Wait for theodore I braid my hair and brush my hair with a hairbrush
my long black hair is a beautiful cascade of something soft like water, it goes to my belly
my frail waist and ribcage struggling to hold up my two large breasts that make my back slump
my soft belly, my porcelain skin, white as goose down or snow or a cameo, pale as white porcelain
a little too pale. My face pleases me so much. especially when i am wearing makeup
i love to go barefaced every day I wear loose, flowing nightgowns with little sequins and fabric roses
I love to relax relaxing is so soothing--- i am always tired.
And there is something else I do at my makeup desk, I write poetry daily
I've written thousands of poems over the last seven years, all at my makeup desk
On my wonderful quaint little laptop. I just listen to the sweetest music on youtube and
I just while all my cares away all the livelong day, basking in the sun
and when I get an idea, like now, I write poetry
Life is soft/
In Jesus' Name/
Amen////
"Imagine The Ocean"
It's Been So Long Since I Have Seen The Ocean
I realised I Can't Imagine The Ocean
It's Somewhere in my Memories, Tucked Away
I have never been this long without seeing the Ocean
In My Imagination it is something glorious and gorgeous
Something like a miracle every wave is different
and in every wave a million years and lapped by the moon
the Moon laps the Ocean's Edges Like A Kitten laps at A Dish Of Milk
Imagine the Ocean, So Far Away. with its ponderous beings
hovering somewhere in saltwater depths. Imagine the Ocean.
Imagine its vastness, somewhere out there, somewhere in the void
hopeless to reach but yet how I Long To See It
The Edges of the Sea!
In JEsus' NAme,
Amen!////
It's Been So Long Since I Have Seen The Ocean
I realised I Can't Imagine The Ocean
It's Somewhere in my Memories, Tucked Away
I have never been this long without seeing the Ocean
In My Imagination it is something glorious and gorgeous
Something like a miracle every wave is different
and in every wave a million years and lapped by the moon
the Moon laps the Ocean's Edges Like A Kitten laps at A Dish Of Milk
Imagine the Ocean, So Far Away. with its ponderous beings
hovering somewhere in saltwater depths. Imagine the Ocean.
Imagine its vastness, somewhere out there, somewhere in the void
hopeless to reach but yet how I Long To See It
The Edges of the Sea!
In JEsus' NAme,
Amen!////
Friday, November 18, 2016
I almost wish I was cruel, like the rest of them.
I feel alone in my sweetness, innocence, kindness and generosity.
I am more than isolated here in this little house I am really trapped
Fearing between rocks and hard places, frying pans and the fire,
I almost regret being such a kind, good, Christian...Because,
If I Was Cruel Like All The Rest Of Them,
I Wouldn't Be Persecuted Nor Tormented Nor Alone.
I am filled with a new emotion--- Sadness and loss.
I have not lived long enough to have ever experienced true Sadness.
Until Now. You all make me so sad. I Pray For Them All.
All I Can Do Is Stay Alive And Pray.
I wish I was Cruel, like all of Them.
In JEsus' NAme I Pray,
Amen!////
I feel alone in my sweetness, innocence, kindness and generosity.
I am more than isolated here in this little house I am really trapped
Fearing between rocks and hard places, frying pans and the fire,
I almost regret being such a kind, good, Christian...Because,
If I Was Cruel Like All The Rest Of Them,
I Wouldn't Be Persecuted Nor Tormented Nor Alone.
I am filled with a new emotion--- Sadness and loss.
I have not lived long enough to have ever experienced true Sadness.
Until Now. You all make me so sad. I Pray For Them All.
All I Can Do Is Stay Alive And Pray.
I wish I was Cruel, like all of Them.
In JEsus' NAme I Pray,
Amen!////
"What If"
What If This World Was Filled With Kindness?
What If people Loved One Another, and didn't judge each other?
Wouldn't it be wonderful
Wouldn't it be wonderful
if people would be kind to one another
if there were no more suffering nor pain
if cruelty wasn't the norm that you could assume would occur
wouldn't this world be a beautiful, better place.
if people were good and kind and not cruel and selfish?
What if everyone thought of others before themselves?
What if this world was kind by the norm rather than hateful and cruel
What if my husband and I were treated with kindness instead of disrespect and scorn?
Wouldn't That Be A Much Nicer World!
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen!////
What If This World Was Filled With Kindness?
What If people Loved One Another, and didn't judge each other?
Wouldn't it be wonderful
Wouldn't it be wonderful
if people would be kind to one another
if there were no more suffering nor pain
if cruelty wasn't the norm that you could assume would occur
wouldn't this world be a beautiful, better place.
if people were good and kind and not cruel and selfish?
What if everyone thought of others before themselves?
What if this world was kind by the norm rather than hateful and cruel
What if my husband and I were treated with kindness instead of disrespect and scorn?
Wouldn't That Be A Much Nicer World!
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen!////
"Time"
As Time Passed the years were lost behind us.
I cried out in pain every time my heart thought of you
I give thanks to God That You Were Kind enough
To Let Me Cry In Your Presence. The Wind Blows.
I feel it tickle my face, remembering when
I was once beautiful, smiling with pride
for no regrets of a well lived life. Your memory
is a whip that forever strikes me, again and again.
I hope that you cannot hear me crying out in pain
Because My Cries are pathetic, tortured and agonized
and i dont want anyone but myself and my husband there
when I finally do lose my self-respect and dignity and pride.
I was grateful for that you did not listen to my screams.
Thank You for letting me Cry In This Temple of memory.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen./////
As Time Passed the years were lost behind us.
I cried out in pain every time my heart thought of you
I give thanks to God That You Were Kind enough
To Let Me Cry In Your Presence. The Wind Blows.
I feel it tickle my face, remembering when
I was once beautiful, smiling with pride
for no regrets of a well lived life. Your memory
is a whip that forever strikes me, again and again.
I hope that you cannot hear me crying out in pain
Because My Cries are pathetic, tortured and agonized
and i dont want anyone but myself and my husband there
when I finally do lose my self-respect and dignity and pride.
I was grateful for that you did not listen to my screams.
Thank You for letting me Cry In This Temple of memory.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen./////
Thursday, November 17, 2016
"Some Basic Christian Principles"
Clothe The Naked, Feed The Hungry
Clothe The Naked, Lest They Become Cold or Ashamed.
Feed The Hungry, For Believers HAve The Bread of Everlasting Life.
Have Compassion for Everyone, including criminals, even mercy unto murderers.
Be Merciful in all the things that you do, always, in every way
Let not your feet walk in unclean or evil things, keep the straight narrow path.
Judge Noone But Thyself, For In Judging Thyself will thou inherit heaven,
Yet If Thou Dare Judge Another PErson In Any Situation,
Each Time Thou Shalt Be Judged for thy own sins, even unto hellfire.
Give Drink To The Thirsty. We Are All Thirtsy, and so all shall always thirst
so do not hesitate to give good things like something to drink, for goodness's sake
That they may satisfy their thirst. And Be Not Self-righteous, or thou art a Hypocrite!
Rather than be hypocrites, be humble and lowly in stature, meek and gentle, like lambs.
Drink The Water Of Eternal Life, By Believing In Christ, For By Thy Gentle Faith in Christ
Thou Shalt Never See Death, but awaken as from a dream at the end of life, into eternal life.
Life is difficult and long, hard and for the weak and meek it is hard to survive without God's Grace
Those That do not survive are taken into heaven, and God Himself has a Greater Plan than any one
Yet-- seek to save lives, and mourn the dead! Seek to heal, never to harm.
Do not Evil and confess every sin. If thy faith waneth like the moon, listen to the Gospel of Christ.
Avoid bad people and cruel people, and do not paint your face. Pray for your daily bread daily
For he that asketh recieveth, so pray to God to give thee Thy Daily Bread. Thee needst not labor.
Do not wear gaudy clothing, be kind to everyone, be humble as possible
do not make assumptions that thou knowest not to be true. Of what is true, Judge ye nothing of it.
Do not seek to be attractive, but rather to be kind and merciful unto others even unto poverty.
Do not paint thy face. Him that hath two coats, let him give one to someone in need.
And Thee only needest one coat, one pair of shoes. Riches are of heaven, which is after death
If thee have a million coats, then ye are blessed, because thee must give each millionth coat away.
Give your money to those around you. Be Kind and avoid Evil. Believe in Christ.
If Ye Refuse To Have Mercy in Your HEart For The Meek Lamb Jesus The Christ
If thee turn even a man as Jesus away, thee havest little mercy, and cannot have faith.
Recieve Christ with a human and decent respect, and thus ye shall see truth.
For the truth is that Jesus's Words are The Purest Truth, and we can only emulate.
If thee have too little faith, ye shalt be tempted to sin.
Sin Not. PRay Always, and be thyself of a prayerful personality in character, praying always
So that if thee art of an attitude of constant prayer, then ye shall go to heaven, and do great good.
Strengthen your faith where it weakens, and do not commit adultery under any situation.
Let not the devil tempt ye with the flesh which returneth to the dust, even returneth to hell itself.
Carnal things are not the Desire of God, But Rather Good Will and Kindness among all People.
Love One Another, above all things!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen.
Clothe The Naked, Feed The Hungry
Clothe The Naked, Lest They Become Cold or Ashamed.
Feed The Hungry, For Believers HAve The Bread of Everlasting Life.
Have Compassion for Everyone, including criminals, even mercy unto murderers.
Be Merciful in all the things that you do, always, in every way
Let not your feet walk in unclean or evil things, keep the straight narrow path.
Judge Noone But Thyself, For In Judging Thyself will thou inherit heaven,
Yet If Thou Dare Judge Another PErson In Any Situation,
Each Time Thou Shalt Be Judged for thy own sins, even unto hellfire.
Give Drink To The Thirsty. We Are All Thirtsy, and so all shall always thirst
so do not hesitate to give good things like something to drink, for goodness's sake
That they may satisfy their thirst. And Be Not Self-righteous, or thou art a Hypocrite!
Rather than be hypocrites, be humble and lowly in stature, meek and gentle, like lambs.
Drink The Water Of Eternal Life, By Believing In Christ, For By Thy Gentle Faith in Christ
Thou Shalt Never See Death, but awaken as from a dream at the end of life, into eternal life.
Life is difficult and long, hard and for the weak and meek it is hard to survive without God's Grace
Those That do not survive are taken into heaven, and God Himself has a Greater Plan than any one
Yet-- seek to save lives, and mourn the dead! Seek to heal, never to harm.
Do not Evil and confess every sin. If thy faith waneth like the moon, listen to the Gospel of Christ.
Avoid bad people and cruel people, and do not paint your face. Pray for your daily bread daily
For he that asketh recieveth, so pray to God to give thee Thy Daily Bread. Thee needst not labor.
Do not wear gaudy clothing, be kind to everyone, be humble as possible
do not make assumptions that thou knowest not to be true. Of what is true, Judge ye nothing of it.
Do not seek to be attractive, but rather to be kind and merciful unto others even unto poverty.
Do not paint thy face. Him that hath two coats, let him give one to someone in need.
And Thee only needest one coat, one pair of shoes. Riches are of heaven, which is after death
If thee have a million coats, then ye are blessed, because thee must give each millionth coat away.
Give your money to those around you. Be Kind and avoid Evil. Believe in Christ.
If Ye Refuse To Have Mercy in Your HEart For The Meek Lamb Jesus The Christ
If thee turn even a man as Jesus away, thee havest little mercy, and cannot have faith.
Recieve Christ with a human and decent respect, and thus ye shall see truth.
For the truth is that Jesus's Words are The Purest Truth, and we can only emulate.
If thee have too little faith, ye shalt be tempted to sin.
Sin Not. PRay Always, and be thyself of a prayerful personality in character, praying always
So that if thee art of an attitude of constant prayer, then ye shall go to heaven, and do great good.
Strengthen your faith where it weakens, and do not commit adultery under any situation.
Let not the devil tempt ye with the flesh which returneth to the dust, even returneth to hell itself.
Carnal things are not the Desire of God, But Rather Good Will and Kindness among all People.
Love One Another, above all things!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen.
"To Theodore"
Theodore, Out OF All The People and Causes
That I Could Have Chosen To Devote My Entire Life To,
I Wanted You To know, That I Chose To Marry You Instead!
Out Of all the people who need help, in You I Find My Soul
God Meant For Me To Give You My Life, I Love You
So Don't Ever Doubt That Yes, I Love You Madly, Completely
Please My Sweet Baby Lamb, Promise Me Thou Shalt Neve Doubt
That I Truly Love You With All Of My Heart and Soul! Verily, Verily,
I Do, Love You.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen////
Theodore, Out OF All The People and Causes
That I Could Have Chosen To Devote My Entire Life To,
I Wanted You To know, That I Chose To Marry You Instead!
Out Of all the people who need help, in You I Find My Soul
God Meant For Me To Give You My Life, I Love You
So Don't Ever Doubt That Yes, I Love You Madly, Completely
Please My Sweet Baby Lamb, Promise Me Thou Shalt Neve Doubt
That I Truly Love You With All Of My Heart and Soul! Verily, Verily,
I Do, Love You.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen////
"A Kind Face"
It's no good at all to have a "Beautiful" Face!
The Only Thing That Matters is Having A Kind Face
A Face Someone in danger of afaird or in need or
very young or very poor or very old or sick, a face
The They would choose to help them over other faces
in a crowd. If You Are The Kindest, You'll Need A Kind Face
Not A "Beautiful" or "Sexy" Face-- You need a bare, kind face
So that People who are in need will look at you and see
Someone who can help them, inspire them, give them Hope.
There is No Need To Be "Sexy" When You Can Be Kind
If You PResent Yourself As A Kind PErson, You Will Be Able To
Help The People Around You Who Really Need It!
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen!
It's no good at all to have a "Beautiful" Face!
The Only Thing That Matters is Having A Kind Face
A Face Someone in danger of afaird or in need or
very young or very poor or very old or sick, a face
The They would choose to help them over other faces
in a crowd. If You Are The Kindest, You'll Need A Kind Face
Not A "Beautiful" or "Sexy" Face-- You need a bare, kind face
So that People who are in need will look at you and see
Someone who can help them, inspire them, give them Hope.
There is No Need To Be "Sexy" When You Can Be Kind
If You PResent Yourself As A Kind PErson, You Will Be Able To
Help The People Around You Who Really Need It!
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen!
"Did You Ever"
Did You Ever Give Someone Something You Loved Dearly?
Did You Ever Think outside of yourself, at other's troubles?
Did You Ever Cry out, "Hallelujah" over a Simple Thing?
Did You Ever Lose Your Things To Salve Some Else's Pain?
Did You Ever Fear You'd Never See Your Mother Again?
Did you ever just want to die from sadness?
Did You Ever Give A Faith The BEnefit Of The Doubt And Believe?
Did You Ever Suffer the most pain from a tiny wound?
Did You Ever Pick Up You Crosses And Follow Jesus?
Because, It is never too late to change and do the right thing
You, too, can help everyone around you, TODAY!
In Jesus's Name,
Amen!
Did You Ever Give Someone Something You Loved Dearly?
Did You Ever Think outside of yourself, at other's troubles?
Did You Ever Cry out, "Hallelujah" over a Simple Thing?
Did You Ever Lose Your Things To Salve Some Else's Pain?
Did You Ever Fear You'd Never See Your Mother Again?
Did you ever just want to die from sadness?
Did You Ever Give A Faith The BEnefit Of The Doubt And Believe?
Did You Ever Suffer the most pain from a tiny wound?
Did You Ever Pick Up You Crosses And Follow Jesus?
Because, It is never too late to change and do the right thing
You, too, can help everyone around you, TODAY!
In Jesus's Name,
Amen!
"I Know A Little"
I know a little, how it feels
for the homeless and cold
When The Chill Of Winter
Begins To Turn Cold. I Pray
I Pray for them I Pray For Me
I Pray For Those Who Believe
They're Better Than You and Me
In God's Eyes We Are The Same
The Rich, The Cold, The Old, The "Lame".
I Pray For All People Who Suffer
And also for those who cause the suffering.
They do not realize than after we die
It is the homeless and poor that are lifted high!
In Jesus Name,
Amen!///
I know a little, how it feels
for the homeless and cold
When The Chill Of Winter
Begins To Turn Cold. I Pray
I Pray for them I Pray For Me
I Pray For Those Who Believe
They're Better Than You and Me
In God's Eyes We Are The Same
The Rich, The Cold, The Old, The "Lame".
I Pray For All People Who Suffer
And also for those who cause the suffering.
They do not realize than after we die
It is the homeless and poor that are lifted high!
In Jesus Name,
Amen!///
Wednesday, November 16, 2016
"Acute Pain"
"There is incredible acute pain in
Not-being-able-to-provide for your family.
I know because i feel it. Something warm to drink and a song for me
For Theodore, all his rocking horses, dollhouses, teacups and other fancy stuff.
To Provide Food, Shelter, Clothing, and Supplies--
These are the things that make a wife a good one.
I shall provide food, clothing, shelter, and supplies
for as long as I can!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Tuesday, November 15, 2016
"Free"
I Have A Free Spirit
I am so free in my heart
I have a constant desire urging me on to freedom
to break free of any chains like an eagle
freedom is everything to me
i love my freedom so much
i love my freedom more than i love my life
if i am not free, i would prefer to die
i must always seek freedom.
it's a basic truth about my heart
i am pursuing freedom forever
free spirits cannot be tamed!
"They" may break my heart, but yet
they cannot break my freedom!
I am servant to no man.
Never was
Never Will Be
Independent and Strong
Just Like America used to be...
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
I Have A Free Spirit
I am so free in my heart
I have a constant desire urging me on to freedom
to break free of any chains like an eagle
freedom is everything to me
i love my freedom so much
i love my freedom more than i love my life
if i am not free, i would prefer to die
i must always seek freedom.
it's a basic truth about my heart
i am pursuing freedom forever
free spirits cannot be tamed!
"They" may break my heart, but yet
they cannot break my freedom!
I am servant to no man.
Never was
Never Will Be
Independent and Strong
Just Like America used to be...
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
"Peace"
And, Maybe, I Can Find Some Peace Here.
After going through so much pain on the inside
i don't ever want to hear voices again. i can't i'm exhausted
sometimes you don't realize how close you're grinding your axe
until you almost cut yourself.
So, Maybe, I Will Find Some Peace Here
A Chance To Relax, A Chance To Breathe
Now That The Voices And The Mania is Gone,
I don't ever want to go to the doctor again.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
And, Maybe, I Can Find Some Peace Here.
After going through so much pain on the inside
i don't ever want to hear voices again. i can't i'm exhausted
sometimes you don't realize how close you're grinding your axe
until you almost cut yourself.
So, Maybe, I Will Find Some Peace Here
A Chance To Relax, A Chance To Breathe
Now That The Voices And The Mania is Gone,
I don't ever want to go to the doctor again.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
Monday, November 14, 2016
Friday, November 11, 2016
"Love"
On Christmas Day, My Husband And I
Will Have One Another, and We Will Hold
One Another, And That Is The Best Christmas Gift
Either Of Us Could Give Or Recieve. The Thing Called Love.
We Will have no money, but yet, we will be rich in Love.
To Be Penniless Yet Rich in Love, Is the Christmas Spirit That
Jesus Truly Wants From Us, This Year. To Have Few Or No Gifts,
Yet To Be Grateful To God For The Birth Of Jesus Christ...
This is the way God wants us to Celebrate this Christmas, I Believe!
To Be Penniless, Yet Rich In Love, Is The Truth Of The Christmas Spirit!
Thank God We Are Penniless Yet Oh How Rich In Each Other's Love,
Theodore and Me!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
On Christmas Day, My Husband And I
Will Have One Another, and We Will Hold
One Another, And That Is The Best Christmas Gift
Either Of Us Could Give Or Recieve. The Thing Called Love.
We Will have no money, but yet, we will be rich in Love.
To Be Penniless Yet Rich in Love, Is the Christmas Spirit That
Jesus Truly Wants From Us, This Year. To Have Few Or No Gifts,
Yet To Be Grateful To God For The Birth Of Jesus Christ...
This is the way God wants us to Celebrate this Christmas, I Believe!
To Be Penniless, Yet Rich In Love, Is The Truth Of The Christmas Spirit!
Thank God We Are Penniless Yet Oh How Rich In Each Other's Love,
Theodore and Me!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
"LOVE"
LOVE is Fathomless, Vacant, Stripped and Barren
LOVE is waiting for the psych meds to come at 5:30 AM weekly
LOVE is when you know all the answers--you're just working on explaining the answers.
LOVE is what keeps the Stars Apart
LOVE is what keeps me alive
LOVE is kissing before work
LOVE is scraping dirty dishes over, and over again.
LOVE is providing for two children and a woman who want to kill you.
LOVE endures every single mortal strain and can be answered after death
LOVE is why we die
When You are in love, everything inside your whole being
takes place in order to fulfill that love that you feel for the one you love.
LOVE is absolutely worth dying for
LOVE is worth enduring a lifetime of solitude and pain for.
LOVE is the greatest gift God Could Ever Bless Anyone With.
The Greatest Thing God Could Ever Give You, is
To Love Madly And Be Loved Madly In Return!
In Jesus' NAME,
AMEN!!!!////
LOVE is Fathomless, Vacant, Stripped and Barren
LOVE is waiting for the psych meds to come at 5:30 AM weekly
LOVE is when you know all the answers--you're just working on explaining the answers.
LOVE is what keeps the Stars Apart
LOVE is what keeps me alive
LOVE is kissing before work
LOVE is scraping dirty dishes over, and over again.
LOVE is providing for two children and a woman who want to kill you.
LOVE endures every single mortal strain and can be answered after death
LOVE is why we die
When You are in love, everything inside your whole being
takes place in order to fulfill that love that you feel for the one you love.
LOVE is absolutely worth dying for
LOVE is worth enduring a lifetime of solitude and pain for.
LOVE is the greatest gift God Could Ever Bless Anyone With.
The Greatest Thing God Could Ever Give You, is
To Love Madly And Be Loved Madly In Return!
In Jesus' NAME,
AMEN!!!!////
Thursday, November 10, 2016
"Love"
Have You Ever Known What It Is To Love?
Although The Long and Countless Span of Years
Stretches before us, my husband and I face starvation.
We live off of love; one another's love, our love for the other
Love is the fuel that drives our hearts and everything we do
I have not lived in vain i do not regret marrying my Theodore
Marrying Theodore Was The Only Thing I Did in life Worth Doing
Only The Years We've Spent In Communion Were The Years Worth Living
If My Love Shall Die, Then So Shall I lay me down, beside him!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Have You Ever Known What It Is To Love?
Although The Long and Countless Span of Years
Stretches before us, my husband and I face starvation.
We live off of love; one another's love, our love for the other
Love is the fuel that drives our hearts and everything we do
I have not lived in vain i do not regret marrying my Theodore
Marrying Theodore Was The Only Thing I Did in life Worth Doing
Only The Years We've Spent In Communion Were The Years Worth Living
If My Love Shall Die, Then So Shall I lay me down, beside him!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Saturday, November 5, 2016
"A Passion For Virtue"
I have an overwhelming Passion for Virtue--that is,
doing good and kind deeds, giving to the poor, feeding hungry people,
buying gifts at christmas for others, loving one another, rescuing animals
protecting bullied shy people like my husband, standing up for the "underdog" always,
giving king things away to strangers, always doing the right thing, being kind,
not wearing makeup so people won't be afraid of me and the right people WILL
talk to me, whereas the Wrong People WON'T. If you present yourself as a kind person,
you will make kind friends and meet kind people. But if thee wearest black eyeliner,
the bad people will be attracted to you, and the meek and humble...will be AFRAID of you!
One of the only ways to tell if someone is kind or not is in their faces. If I have a kind face,
Then I can continue doing my life's passion, which is, "Virtue." I have a great passion
for "Virtue". It is one of my only motivations in life. If your desire is just to be kind to others,
Then you will be a very good person and live a real, good, unflinching honest life./A Passion For Virtue
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!////
I have an overwhelming Passion for Virtue--that is,
doing good and kind deeds, giving to the poor, feeding hungry people,
buying gifts at christmas for others, loving one another, rescuing animals
protecting bullied shy people like my husband, standing up for the "underdog" always,
giving king things away to strangers, always doing the right thing, being kind,
not wearing makeup so people won't be afraid of me and the right people WILL
talk to me, whereas the Wrong People WON'T. If you present yourself as a kind person,
you will make kind friends and meet kind people. But if thee wearest black eyeliner,
the bad people will be attracted to you, and the meek and humble...will be AFRAID of you!
One of the only ways to tell if someone is kind or not is in their faces. If I have a kind face,
Then I can continue doing my life's passion, which is, "Virtue." I have a great passion
for "Virtue". It is one of my only motivations in life. If your desire is just to be kind to others,
Then you will be a very good person and live a real, good, unflinching honest life./A Passion For Virtue
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!////
Wednesday, November 2, 2016
"Praying"
When I Feel Lost and Forsaken and All Alone and Outcast Forever,
I Pray. I Get Quiet And Stubborn and Grumpy. People Think Im Grumpy
Or Seething Or In A Bad Mood. The Truth Is, I Am Praying When I am Being
Grumpy. When I Get Angry, I'm Praying. When I'm quiet and don't want to be bothered,
Its because Im Praying To God. When I Never Leave My House, I'm Very Busy Praying.
The Reason I am an Introvert is Because I Believe In Praying To God.
I Prefer To Pray Than To React To Abuse. To Turn The Other Cheek Rather Than Respond.
My Heart Is Passive. I Have MAny Prayers and I Write Some Of Them Down,
But In MY Life I've Don'e Very Little Interacting With Others Because I'm Busy Praying.
I'm Quiet And Like To Keep To Myself and I Am Constantly Praying. I don't adapt to Society.
I am a Person who is Deeply Rooted In The Power Of Prayer. I Don't Need To Go To Church.
I Am So Busy Praying All Day Every Day, That I Write MY Prayers Down As Poems
Although I Havent Made Any Money, I am Very Proud of My Prayer Poems.
What are these things i am writing, and why do I never run Out of them? Prayers.
They are me, constantly praying to the Good Lord In Heaven. Just General Good Will
Peace On Earth, Thirsting For Righteousness, Praising The Meek, Encouraging the Persecuted
The Things Jesus Taught Me To Do. I Write These Thoughts about Christianity down in Poems.
These books, i don't really care who reads them and i dont care if i make money from them.
I am writing them to God. My Books Are Me, Praying To God, Written Down.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!/////
When I Feel Lost and Forsaken and All Alone and Outcast Forever,
I Pray. I Get Quiet And Stubborn and Grumpy. People Think Im Grumpy
Or Seething Or In A Bad Mood. The Truth Is, I Am Praying When I am Being
Grumpy. When I Get Angry, I'm Praying. When I'm quiet and don't want to be bothered,
Its because Im Praying To God. When I Never Leave My House, I'm Very Busy Praying.
The Reason I am an Introvert is Because I Believe In Praying To God.
I Prefer To Pray Than To React To Abuse. To Turn The Other Cheek Rather Than Respond.
My Heart Is Passive. I Have MAny Prayers and I Write Some Of Them Down,
But In MY Life I've Don'e Very Little Interacting With Others Because I'm Busy Praying.
I'm Quiet And Like To Keep To Myself and I Am Constantly Praying. I don't adapt to Society.
I am a Person who is Deeply Rooted In The Power Of Prayer. I Don't Need To Go To Church.
I Am So Busy Praying All Day Every Day, That I Write MY Prayers Down As Poems
Although I Havent Made Any Money, I am Very Proud of My Prayer Poems.
What are these things i am writing, and why do I never run Out of them? Prayers.
They are me, constantly praying to the Good Lord In Heaven. Just General Good Will
Peace On Earth, Thirsting For Righteousness, Praising The Meek, Encouraging the Persecuted
The Things Jesus Taught Me To Do. I Write These Thoughts about Christianity down in Poems.
These books, i don't really care who reads them and i dont care if i make money from them.
I am writing them to God. My Books Are Me, Praying To God, Written Down.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!/////
Tuesday, November 1, 2016
"Death is the End to All Suffering"
Death isn't a bad thing,
We dread it. but in death,
there is no more capacity to feel pain.
The living things of Earth all have capacity to feel pain
and that is what evil functions on. to not-exist is freedom
to not-exist is to no longer have to feel pain
when you are a mental patient you are a slave to more than
most slaves ever have to account for, The freedom to think
The freedom to be. Just to Be. The freedom to exist
Freedom is the drifting pond scum in the river rock pools,
where the minnows dream and sunlight warms the algae.
the are just free to be happy. What is freer than the fowm of the sea?
seafoam is free, neither air nor water, neither real nor unreal,
forever drifting into and out of being. feeling no pain,
To look forward to death when one is a slave as a mental paient
is to look forward to being free. Freedom is in death. Death is release
and end to the suffering of mortaliy and end of time and space
to no longer be restricted to the rules of time or space is freedom.
Death is, in its freedom, the end to all suffering, pain and hunger.
It is an eternal Peace after an enrgetic effort and inevitable death.
But while we are alive, in time space, we must always be Good
because if we are not good energy then we are taking goodness
from the universe and not giving it back, The Price for Birth
is Pain and Death. THe Price for death is eternel peace.
In Jesus Name,
Amen!!!!!
Death isn't a bad thing,
We dread it. but in death,
there is no more capacity to feel pain.
The living things of Earth all have capacity to feel pain
and that is what evil functions on. to not-exist is freedom
to not-exist is to no longer have to feel pain
when you are a mental patient you are a slave to more than
most slaves ever have to account for, The freedom to think
The freedom to be. Just to Be. The freedom to exist
Freedom is the drifting pond scum in the river rock pools,
where the minnows dream and sunlight warms the algae.
the are just free to be happy. What is freer than the fowm of the sea?
seafoam is free, neither air nor water, neither real nor unreal,
forever drifting into and out of being. feeling no pain,
To look forward to death when one is a slave as a mental paient
is to look forward to being free. Freedom is in death. Death is release
and end to the suffering of mortaliy and end of time and space
to no longer be restricted to the rules of time or space is freedom.
Death is, in its freedom, the end to all suffering, pain and hunger.
It is an eternal Peace after an enrgetic effort and inevitable death.
But while we are alive, in time space, we must always be Good
because if we are not good energy then we are taking goodness
from the universe and not giving it back, The Price for Birth
is Pain and Death. THe Price for death is eternel peace.
In Jesus Name,
Amen!!!!!
"Our Treasure and Hope is In Heaven Now"
When You Feel Hopeless
When There is no future for you but a bland aging and eventual death
With no money, no christmas, no good things, just hunger and poverty and barrenness
no children, no gifts, no makeup, no pretty dresses, no hope
When you are feeling low and without a future that was promised to you
Pray for your enemies. Pray for them that persecute you.
Because Your Treasures are in heaven. Yours and Theodore's
Inherit the kingdom of heaven and forsake the material riches
be homeless, be penniless, be hungry beyond words, be naked, be barren
be mentally ill, be struck and smited, turn the other cheek
pray for those that persecute you. Next time, don't place your heart's hope in Christmas money.
From now on, our only rewards are guaranteed to us to inherit in heaven!
Our selfless writing and unrewarding labor is selfless and gainless
and take comfort that Little baby Jesus loves the poorest the most.
Baby Jesus in cradle came to save the hungry and poor and sick,
to heal and save us from our sins, to cure and love take communion and break bread
Jesus loves the poorest people the most. There is no shame in being Poor and Homeless.
To Beg is the Ultimate Humility. Jesus Loves Theodore and I. Our Treasures are in Heaven!
No longer will we place our desire in material por physical pleasures or riches.
We are going to die and inherit bliss in heaven! We won't be penniless then!
In Jesus Name I Pray.
Amen!!!!!!!!!!
When You Feel Hopeless
When There is no future for you but a bland aging and eventual death
With no money, no christmas, no good things, just hunger and poverty and barrenness
no children, no gifts, no makeup, no pretty dresses, no hope
When you are feeling low and without a future that was promised to you
Pray for your enemies. Pray for them that persecute you.
Because Your Treasures are in heaven. Yours and Theodore's
Inherit the kingdom of heaven and forsake the material riches
be homeless, be penniless, be hungry beyond words, be naked, be barren
be mentally ill, be struck and smited, turn the other cheek
pray for those that persecute you. Next time, don't place your heart's hope in Christmas money.
From now on, our only rewards are guaranteed to us to inherit in heaven!
Our selfless writing and unrewarding labor is selfless and gainless
and take comfort that Little baby Jesus loves the poorest the most.
Baby Jesus in cradle came to save the hungry and poor and sick,
to heal and save us from our sins, to cure and love take communion and break bread
Jesus loves the poorest people the most. There is no shame in being Poor and Homeless.
To Beg is the Ultimate Humility. Jesus Loves Theodore and I. Our Treasures are in Heaven!
No longer will we place our desire in material por physical pleasures or riches.
We are going to die and inherit bliss in heaven! We won't be penniless then!
In Jesus Name I Pray.
Amen!!!!!!!!!!
"To Rescue an Angel In Danger, Believe in Him!"
I am going on a thinking mission
to rescue a kidnapped angel
he didn't turn from god, he sacrificed himself
to save humans. he has been taken in not-being.
I am going to "Name" Him and think about him until
he is brought back from the demons of hell.
I'm rescuing an angel from not-being. Not-existing.
I believe in him with all my heart, and there is
noone else who knows he exists! Much less that
he is fallen, or taken, and I am going to Name him
By Loving Him With My Heart, Until I Have Named Him
And When I Rescue Him, He Will Know Me
and I Will Know Him.
I'm Rescuing an angel in danger.
I am going on a thinking mission
to rescue a kidnapped angel
he didn't turn from god, he sacrificed himself
to save humans. he has been taken in not-being.
I am going to "Name" Him and think about him until
he is brought back from the demons of hell.
I'm rescuing an angel from not-being. Not-existing.
I believe in him with all my heart, and there is
noone else who knows he exists! Much less that
he is fallen, or taken, and I am going to Name him
By Loving Him With My Heart, Until I Have Named Him
And When I Rescue Him, He Will Know Me
and I Will Know Him.
I'm Rescuing an angel in danger.
God And I Are Arguing About
Whether Progonostes is Real or not
Then God Said something not-human
by turning on the air conditioning. it was like saying,
"Caroline that is precicisly the whole
Purpose
of angels-
to Believe in them.
That's what they do. That's why they are
You must Believe in them. Worry all you want,
those spiritly supsicions that you are not alone
are absolutely not going to go anywhere.
Believe in us always!"
Whether Progonostes is Real or not
Then God Said something not-human
by turning on the air conditioning. it was like saying,
"Caroline that is precicisly the whole
Purpose
of angels-
to Believe in them.
That's what they do. That's why they are
You must Believe in them. Worry all you want,
those spiritly supsicions that you are not alone
are absolutely not going to go anywhere.
Believe in us always!"
The Angels Live On Because I Believe In Them.
The live on in my heart, their worlds and their dimensions
their many eyes and wings, their powers of transcendence
Into and out of mortal realms, they, her spirit, all those dreams,
They Live On In Me. Because I Read Those Dreams, They ARE
They Exist now where before they were waiting to be discovered
How many things are in books and forests, waiting patiently for me to discover them???
I'm unconsciously worried that I might leave a spirit outcast and alone if i don't "See" it
You sense spirits, and they communicate in thoughts.
Now Leave Me Alone. I am very busy, working very hard
on a personal mission that God Almighty Assigned to me.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!////
The live on in my heart, their worlds and their dimensions
their many eyes and wings, their powers of transcendence
Into and out of mortal realms, they, her spirit, all those dreams,
They Live On In Me. Because I Read Those Dreams, They ARE
They Exist now where before they were waiting to be discovered
How many things are in books and forests, waiting patiently for me to discover them???
I'm unconsciously worried that I might leave a spirit outcast and alone if i don't "See" it
You sense spirits, and they communicate in thoughts.
Now Leave Me Alone. I am very busy, working very hard
on a personal mission that God Almighty Assigned to me.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!////
"Schizophrenic"
When a little Mouse is Smited Hard, Or A Robin Faints To Fly,
When a doctor sees someone as less than them and tells them why to cry
When the humble are stamped out under elephant feet, when the dove is pierced in the wing
Those That Profane THe Most Sacred, Holy, and Humblest Things---
God Loves The Humble and the not-entirely-sure, things doubted, things believed
Things you have to believe in to communicate with, things that can only be done through faith
Communication with angels requires faith, and the love of God we arent all given that gift
in fact very few may be gifted with the mission of being a home for Seraphim and Cherubim.
We are called Schizophrenic, I am "severely schizophrenic" according to doctors
but as for me, the angels are my companions and more real than people. I feel
as though had their wings wrapped around me and kept me safe, to sheild me from humanity
because i have a hard time adapting to society, and its obvious that i do not fit in
an oucast, i am grateful for my spirit companions, and for my human husband Theodore.
With Theodore and my gaurdian angels, I need never fear. Theodore was sent from heaven to me,
His mission is to take care of me, and I of him. As for Theodore, He Believes in the Angels and
talks to them through me! They have long conversations through me, and he is the model for one.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
When a little Mouse is Smited Hard, Or A Robin Faints To Fly,
When a doctor sees someone as less than them and tells them why to cry
When the humble are stamped out under elephant feet, when the dove is pierced in the wing
Those That Profane THe Most Sacred, Holy, and Humblest Things---
God Loves The Humble and the not-entirely-sure, things doubted, things believed
Things you have to believe in to communicate with, things that can only be done through faith
Communication with angels requires faith, and the love of God we arent all given that gift
in fact very few may be gifted with the mission of being a home for Seraphim and Cherubim.
We are called Schizophrenic, I am "severely schizophrenic" according to doctors
but as for me, the angels are my companions and more real than people. I feel
as though had their wings wrapped around me and kept me safe, to sheild me from humanity
because i have a hard time adapting to society, and its obvious that i do not fit in
an oucast, i am grateful for my spirit companions, and for my human husband Theodore.
With Theodore and my gaurdian angels, I need never fear. Theodore was sent from heaven to me,
His mission is to take care of me, and I of him. As for Theodore, He Believes in the Angels and
talks to them through me! They have long conversations through me, and he is the model for one.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
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