"When One Can't Do Something"
I think, I cannot Do This...
and I pray.  I pray
I pray and i pray and i try to
get through to another day.
another day comes,
the obstacles remain the same, so i
pray and i pray and i try to
get through to another day.
Humility and gentleness are virtues
i have sought them until now as
golden flax to the Gods, yet
now my humility and gentleness is
being tried...it is a challenge to
survive.  Theodore breaks my heart
and i am madly in love with him
i feel like such a fool
i do not know what to do
just want to sit and dream of him all day
even while he's hitting me or yelling,
i just want him to go to work so i can dream
about how much i love him!
sometimes he isn't as nice as he really is
in jesus' name,
Amen