"Faraway Heart"
I had to look away
To Keep From Crying When I
Realized How Sad it was, that you can't
See the pain in my heart, and i
felt so sad and faraway, i realized
i am alone in this life, alone completely,
and no lack or gain in understanding
could change the fact that i've found myself
entirely alone in life, no one to understand me
no one who cares, no one who could love me
Yet i looked into my own heart and wondered
how the rest of you can be so heartless, i don't know
how you can see through someone like clear glass and not feel
 anything but cruelty.  you all make me want to cry.
if you could read my mind you might see the reason that
i dont want to be like any of you, the sadness in me
the things that make me exceptional are the things
that must inevitably make me lonely
i am alone in this life and i am aware
there is no one that cares, that really see through to me
my heart isn't a plastic exhibit, it's more like an ocean
if you think you can see through me, that's where you're wrong.
Sometimes looking at a soul brings blindness
and i,
 I have to look away
To keep from crying when i
realized how sad it is, that you can't
see the pain in my heart, and i
felt so sad and faraway, ir realizeed
i am alone in this life, alone completely,
and no lack of gain in understanding
could change the fact...I am alone in life.
And that is the way i want it to stay.
You each make me sad.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen