"Drowning in Your Ocean, Theodore"
My Heart is Faraway and Sad
It May Have Come Down For Awhile but no,
I am back where i belong
I, I am in a place where you people will never get to me
You can never penetrate the safety of a heart that is a home in itself
this heart is my home, no matter where i go, i have my heart
all around me look around all i see is heartlessness and apathy,
i want to say, quietly, and loudly, "....You people Don't Know
A Single Thing about me!" I want to say, "You know what? You
People don't know me at all!  You never will!  You'll never know me!"
and laugh and walk away into my future where i can be alone and safe
where i do not have to face cruelty and heartlessness, know-it-alls and doctors
they don't know me at all.  I Just Want To Be Alone.
I love my companion Theodore Christopher Land.
He is alone with me.  Together we are alone together,
together we can hold hands and be alone together.
The one you can marry is the one you want to be alone with,
the other one with a faraway heart never to be found,
in a sea of emotions the depths of which i can never fathom thine,
theodore, i will love you all my life, your heart is infinite and endless
i'll drown in understanding you, i just want more and more
to drown in your heart.  you make me feel
like solitude can be shared!
I love you Theodore.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen.