"Patient Betrayed By A Nurse"
Nurses are evil
patients are good
you cannot make
one hair white nor the other
black which of you
can add to the hours of your life
the true temptation to madness
is when sweet loyalty and love misleads thee
to venture to save that sweet soul
thou didst love in thy youth
thy middle age
and hopefully all thy life,
my sister, you have given me Vision
others Do Not Have
I Can See Both Sides
Of The Coin
Nurse and Patient
you are cruel
i am kind
you are earning money
on my crucifixion
we are all being crucified
by the medical professionals that cannot
can kill the body but
Lo! They Cannot
Kill
The Soul
The Soul Is Divine It is God
It is Lord
The Soul Selects Its Own Society
Unfortunately one of my life partners,
my best friend, is a nurse.
Not only a nurse, but a nurse at the very
very same hospital
that i was commited to
as an idiot
scourged
thrashed
stripped naked
they cast lots
for my clothes there
and i felt like jesus was so far away
so fucking far away
i couldn't get to my jesus
he was on the other side of a curtain
that is life
i think he was calling me
to the other side
or carrying me through
madness engulfs, engulfed, my mind
addiction and rationality dissolve
like a pill
in thy stomach
"i'm jim morrison im dead" as madeline
my fellow lunatic cousin always suggest
the irony and virture of her heroism
her martyrdom
her gift of her soul
to the human race
Madeline
could have been a nurse
would have been a nurse
---Jesus
chose her to have a beautiful soul
to love, not hate, to choose courage over fear
and loyalty over cowardice
she has committed herself and pledged herself
a soldier of the cause of the meek and
trodden upon, the slaves of the damned
the patron saint of the mentally ill
i couldn't believe it
when they told me she had gotten in a fight
i couldn't believe it when she got commited to
my dear, dear familiar asylum
a chip off the old block you know.
It's actually something that
I would do
something divine
something brave
and feirce
like a lion presiding over a village
Madeline is a hero
Theodore Is a Hero for quitting his Paramedic Job to protect me
Mommeea is hero from which we are only the daughters laughs at danger she does
red hair screaming victory face of nefertiti of the nile
as long as i draw breath
she shall never fear death, nor medicine
they will have to come through me
and they will have to come through madelive.
We are sacrificing ourselves
our bodies
our minds
our souls
for the thing's that mommea taught us when she held us
in her tiny arms as infants
when we played mushrooms fantasia with pillows on our heads
they are all dreams
they are all dreams
Zhanna, choose your side wisely dear old friend
i cannot bring my heart to look in your eyes and see
a traitor.  even if you are a traitor i find sadly i am willing
to fight to the death for you, my best friend.
Nurse Zhanna, next time you hold
a phlebotomy needle
I summon God to Raise in Your Conscience
The Soul of Christ
and all he taught
and if you are good, then you will
put it down.  I hope
to God
that you get fired!
In Jesus' Name I Pray,
AMEN.////////////////////////////////////////////////