"LOVE Can Give You The Strength"
LOVE Can Give You The Strength To
Move Mountains
To Hold up a planet for the the one you love
Yes, love you can stop the worl for just one person
and even if you can't, you can wash dishes
in fact you can do anything to express your loves
IBelieve in the Power of Love It's Why I am Still Alive
I Love, and I am Loved.  LOVE Can Do Anything.
In JEsus' Name, AMEN.//////

"How Much I Love Theodore"
Ilove  him more than my first or last breath
I love him morethan I am willing to admit
I woul fight for him I woul Die for him
I Love Him,Lord.
I Just Love Him.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

"Theodore is Actually Happy!"
You Know, I Daresay, it's a miracle, but that
Young MAster Theodore, My Little Lamb, is actually
HAPPY.  In his life, in his wife, in his car, in his job,
I feel like i am very proud of myself that i have created
a kin of life for us  in which we can both
be HAPPY.  After watching his lifetime of pain i feared
he would never feel Joy Again Lord.  But
I think he's
he's turned a corner in his life.  He is HAPPY.
And I'm So Grateful To You, God, For Making My
Dream of His Happiness Come True!  Thank Lord, for I
I am
Also
Happy!  We are happy together.  It is a good life Lord.
I love him sovery much. Thank You God.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen

"Theodore's Busy Little Days"
Every Day Young master Theodore, has
a very busy day.  He has to get enough
sleep in because he work very hard also
he has alarm clock to wake him he works so
hard he drives across town in his little car and
then he rives back to another part of town and
he scrub-a-dubs the dishes for two restaraunts, yes
he works very hard!  He has to take a bath every
morning,  to make sure he get all clean  and good
for his busy days.  Every Week He Gets
Time Off To Spen With Me, esp. Sundays
an every other sunday he spend with his little boy,
Zachary.  So hasa very busy, wonderful,full
life.  i am the home maker. i make surehegets  up
every morning and comes home every night
i daresay, he's ...downright...happy!
I never could  believe that My Theodore could find
Joy And Meaning In His Lifeafter all the death and Pain
that he has had in his  life.  but by the grace
Grace
Of
God, Theodore has very busy days,
a very happy life, and me, his wonderful wife.
Theoore has has  busy little days,  Lord!
I pray he always will have these busy little days
inwhich he feels joy and happiness, and i am able
to take good care of him, which  is all i ever
really wantedto do  in  my life, is take care of him.
Thank You, God,  For Theoore'sBusy LittleDays...
the flowers  need water!  That my job Lord. =)
InJesus' Name,
AMEN.////

"Marry Me Jesus"
I'm not worried about being alone in heaven
I will marry Jesus, if He will Have Me as His Own
I Will Fear No Loss Or Pain, For I Love Him.
I Love Jesus i am in love with him i more than
follow his teachings, i actually long for him to be
with me all day and all night.  If my mortal husband
where he falls short of perfect, my own Jesus, Jesus
fulfills all those wishes.  So I Will Marry Jesus when I
Get To HEaven.  The Rest of Life is a Journey.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen.////

"Time Passes"
Time Passes and you age
comes to know suffering
comes to know jesus and pain
comes to hope for salvation
when one is beaten and defaced
tortured crucified drugged committed
patronized beaten, laughed at,
 turned the other cheek
fat and old i stand but alive
i am not young any more
i am geting old
i am so much wiser than i was then
i know humility and suffering
i know how to get on my knees
and worship God and serve him
Beautifully Broken, i would rather
be the me i am today, the wiser, the kinder,
than who i was then i was lost then
i have seen your man of stone
i am a friend i God Himself
i am getting older every day
this is the story of learning to
be truly human, truly alive.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen.

"Courage"
Courage Is The Flash Of Light On A Burial Shroud
Courage Is The THing We Want Most When We Are Most Afraid
Courage Is The Only Hope.  It Is A Butterfly Landing On Your Finger
In Your Time Of Doubt And Pain.  Your Angel Wings Are Your Courage.
Courage is what makes you an angel of God.  Those are your wings.  Feel Them.
Know that They Are There.  Have Faith In Yourself Do Not Give Up or Lose Hope
When You Most Doubt Yourself, Is your bravest, most beautiful greatest moment of virtue.
The things of the material world are fleeting nourish your soul and dig deep like treeroots
and endure.  Courage separates a person from an angel.  You have wings.  God sends you
a butterfly in your hour of need and he says, "You are my beloved Child, in whom I am well pleased."
And You Pharisees an Physicians can mock us and judge us an spit on us
We are the children of God.  And There's no need to make your cruel thoughts known;
We Are Quite Aware Of What We're Going Through.  Fight Them On and On.  Beautiful Angel
In JEsus' Name,
AMEN./////

"Did you Know, I am An angel"
Did you know, I am an angel
I don't know why or how but
I believe I am an angel on earth
Angels help Their Fellow Man
Angels Are Heroes In disguise
Angels are there when you need
more help than anyone can give
I believe I was called to earth by God
To fulfill a heavenly mission of helping
others while i live out my own life.
When I look around me I see fellow angels
We are all angels and if we could see that
then maybe bad things wouldn't happen to us
My Wings are not of this world
My Halo is invisible my power is prayer
my helper is the Lord God and i am
here to help others and myself
Did you know, I am an Angel

In JEsus' NAme,
Amen

Sometimes, the Best Mothers
Throw Their Unborn Children into the sky
because they are being pursued by devils
and the Greatest Gift They Could Give
To Their Unborn Chilren is
To Never Bring Them Into This Cruel World.
If it isnt safe, and you can't bear
to see a child suffer or go hungry at your hand
an you watch, helplessly and praying, as the the world
chases you like some prey it shall devour with vengeance
and this mother believes I shall see my Children
In Heaven for they are angels and that is where they belong
In Heaven.  I look up to the sky and see
the children i will never have, and i smile sadly, knowing
they love me and they are grateful
not to be born.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN.////

"His Kingdom Was Not Of This World"
There Was Once Born a Young King
Noone Knew He Was A King but some believed
Twas No Crown Of Gold and Gems For His Innoecent Head
Twas no feather pillow nor inn in which to rest his head
His Kingdom Was Not Of This World
The Angels Were His Only Companions
He Live and Grew Older Into A Man
Noone Believed He Was A King, He Ha no Ermine Robe
An The Miracles He Worked Were For The Glory OF God
No Luxury did He Know He turned the other cheek
he loved one another he did not judge he never married
nor had children and people were always cruel to him
when he died it was because he told them he was a king
an he was killeddan crown of thorns marked his lonely victory
The was once a young king
noone knew he was a king but some believed!
His Kingdom was not of this world

"Your Daughter"
Something in the way he sleeps
all naked and curled up with his
little fists clenched and stubborn
something in the way he refuses to cry
something in his faraway eyes
something he doesn't know he needs
My husband needs a daughter
A Little Girl to hold and kiss and dress up
and play with and adore.  in his older age
and i can see this in my heart and i
have decided to allign life's fates such that
he WILL have his very own daughter
a little princess, her devoted father
and wise, hardworking poet mother
I will bear him a daughter from my flesh
to ease the aching in his soul and
the aching in my own soul.
Theodore I Will bear Your Beloved Daughter
 Someday.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN.//////////////////////

" My Flower Children"
Oh Night, Oh Night!
Gently Tossed By A Warm Summer's Night
I rise from a Slumber near and dear
The blue delphinium is proving everyone to be wrong
It proves they're all wrong
wrong about us
 wrong about our home
wrong about nature
 wrong even about flowers
wrong to hate a flower
wrong to cut a flower
wrong to smite a flower
wrong to buy a flower
and my littlest daughter delphinium, she
shakes her pretty curls and says, "No1"
She shall never be picked nor handled
She is a princess in a castle in a hanging gardens
all people can pay her dear little homage
this is my middle child.  My Son, Nasturtium,
is only one bloom but how loud and proudly orange he is
and my baby, a white lacy little cluster
of starlike flowers among my eldest daughter
rose's thorns, they are singing their mother
to sleep
on a warm may evening.  I am
so proud of my children.

"One Rose"
I named our Daughter Red Rose
She Was Born A Ballerina
Gently Softly, Poised on tiptoe she stands
She is the child of our love
And Eye's Delight of Summer
Cannot help but think that she blooms
although only for a little while, purely
for her love of us, her mom and dad!
Fragile and light, she could fly away
tickled by summer winds the gardener
is grateful for this one rose and calls her
my own daughter, born this night.

"Red Rose Haikus "
I.
The moon is rising
Red Rose Blooming in the Dark
Thick Summer Night
II.
Perfume of Red Rose
Stands alone in the night sky
starlit and gleaming
III.
Oh Rose My Red Rose
Naiive thy bloom speaks wisdom
Courage Little One!
IV.
Red Rose At its Peak
The only Rose of Summer
Blooming in the dusk!

"Self Portrai"
My Eyes are Gentle, Victorious,
Intelligent, Sleepy and very weary
they are steel blue on white
parched white skin with freckled age spots
like chinese rice paper, immune to any scratching,
superior to any that would critize, losing
the petal lushness of its bloom, my lips
sculpted by god, are ever-pouting and parted
 and my cheekbones are like peaches without a tint of blush,
so they are snowy peaches, which angle like a snow covered
mountainside is the slop of my cheeks
my nose is aloof and perfect, even to me
a bit broken but only to enhance its straightness
there is really no flaw in it
but my eyes have shadows under them shadows deep
an magical like deep reflecting pools of water my eyes
have shores underneath that show my age and resemble
bruised rainbows.  The lashes suffice on their own.
this face is fair insofar that i want for no makeup
not even an eyeliner this face is fair and my hair
is a a wild trammel tamed by God Himself into perfect
strands of black crisp soft strans,  it goes down to
my belly and makes a shawl-like draping for me
so that i look elegant even when naked.  The body
is equally profound, imperfect and robustly fullness
like ripe melons my breasts hung gently in hammocks
my belly some soft pillow protruding excessively for my
 husband to press against his own skinny stomach.
my body is is chubby an petite, my waist is very frail, my hips
are very wide-i have an hourglass figure with muscular legs.
MY Skin is white as marble or milk or an easter lily with tiny freckles.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen.

"Soflty Panting"
Your breathe is softly panting
emiting a little steam with every out-breath
your body is relaxed into sleep
and dreaming, your tiny narrow waist cinches
your angel-wing shoulder blades and your
back rises and falls like ocean waves lapping
twilight shores in....out....in....out....
Softly panting you are dozing
easy to rustle awake, then fall
impenetrably lightly back into a blissful
sleep.  you say that when you sleep
you do not dream.  i watch your eyes
dart in rem sleep under babyskin eyelids
and i pray for you that you are having
sweet dreams. In...out.....in.out....
softly panting

"Glad Not To Be"
I am so glad to be a patient
I am so glad not to be a doctor
My heart isn't brutal enough
It bleeds thick and red instead
I am the patient-sort of person
Masochistic Christian Beyond Recall
If Someone handed me a scalpel or
cottom swab or vaseline jelly
i would scream and vomit in horror
no, i wasn't born for the gritty butchering
of souls.  in fact, i feel so much vigour
in the angels that my fellow man and women
and children have, that i pray almost
constantly, praying and my mind
is haunted even when i am at home
safe in my home, i still feel like
i should be giving blood or negotiating
surgery or being psychooanalyzed yet
again, i think the angels are my fellow man
when i look into another's eyes i see an angel
i know our wings are conceale beneath our clothes
coats and shawls and hoodies and overalls
yet they are there, all the same, angels wings
and they fly when they walk.  I believe
in the honour an integrity of this fight
being patients, going up against science
with faith strengthen oh Lor Strengthen
My faith, So that in Thy NAme
I May Move Mountains.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen.////

"Waiting Rooms"
I smile sadly when I see
Each Fellow Patient Rise When Called
By their first name, and hovering
float through the doorways of destiny
The reason i cannot help but smile is
that i know there is an angel
A Seraphim, White Wings and all,
concealed beneath their plain
brown overcoats i see their angels
their angels are there i say a prayer
i think of hospitals, where people
go to die, and pray to live, i see angels
angels in the hallways and corridors
angels in the beds angels in the wards
of the mentally ill like me, are all angels
doctors are treating angels and
angels are watching over them
jesus is in every prison
every hospital every lonely keystroke
of a a forgotten poet me
jesus is in these places
and the angels i sense
all around me
strengthen me
i peer up with blinded eyes
being release from a psych ward,
into an entryway but i see angels
with their trumpets and long gossamer robes
and sashes of gold i know in my heart
that they are flying all around
and watching o'er
that hospital atrium
a prayer to jesus Christ, and i
step
impossibly
into light
alive again, not only saved
but safe
from harm
and free
to go
my way!
In JEsus' NAme,
Amen.////

"Porcelain Basin"
Porcelain Basin
Cold To The Touch
Enamoured by Flourentine
flowers that nearly
make one joyful
with their mirth
cold cool water
soothes tired hands
brings handfuls of cool
water up to
the eyes and cheeks and
nose.  Porcelain basin
wouldst that thine frozen
antuiquary festivities
bring some smile
or memory of faraway
opulence long since
lost, bring thee, to me!

"To Give It All"
You Can Give It All
To The Universe
As a Gift
Dusty Bookshelves
may not be my destiny
an yet there is courage
and perserverance in it
in the fighting of it
the humility of loving others
can you find your way
because nobody
 has to be alone.

"Heartbreak Afternoon"
A Long Day and
The realization that
one is alive or so it seems
having lost track of the time
and knowing no other way to be
sunlight falls heavy on my tired face
i squint because of pain of heartbreak
if i am in denial that all is lost, then just
let me remain thus.  I am alive
and this is a tiring fact, for i am
getting old.  The laziness of sunlight
calls me like a friend calls a flower to bloom
into glorious day i have lost track of my age
Lilies Dying everywhere i look are lilies
white lilies dying before having had a chance
to bloom, lacy rich alabaster petals bursting
tragically enthusiastically from dying buds
on already- dead stems.  it makes me sad that
they will never get to bloom yet happy that the flower
is the last part of the plant to die, almost indicating
some faraway lost hope, a hope that i might
someday be happy again, that pain might
have an end to it.  Consciousness Only feeling
Pain at the fying of lilies on a stubborn aftenoon sun
that will not grace the shadows of light to turn to the side.
If there is hope I am waiting for it to come to me, again.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen,

"Blood Lily"
I am the Blood Lily
Blooy Lily Lily Blood
Bleeding Lily
White as snow lily
dripping in blood
black blood thick and
menstrual on snow
 bloody white lily
fertility and health
lily on a dying stem
still has time to bloom
fading lily i am bleeding
womans blood the creatrix
of all things and in this
I Am The Blood Lily.

"When You Love Someone"
When You Love Someone
You Would Die For Them.
You wait for them for years
because that is what it takes
you pray for the one you love
all day and all night you pray
when you love someone
you jsut want to fill all the
crevices of your body with
one another, every chance
you get to be with them
we sleep with our arms
wrapped around each other
all night and every day off
work that is how we show
our love for one another,
Theodore and I.  I love Him,
Madly.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen.////

"Far-Away, My Soul"
The Part of Me That is Distant as a Star
Is My HEart The Part That Survived Cancer.
That Part Of Me Is Pure Courage
It's Broken and that part of me the pain,
the waiting, it will never heal-- yet
It is one of the most beautiful things about me
And it Has Formed Me Into The Me I Am Today.
Let it Come.  I cannot go back, I don't want to know
I want to have Peace, In The NAme OF God.
I'm Terrified Inside and it makes my heart far away/
In Jesus name,
Amen

"Faith Conquers Fear"
For Over Two Years Now
I have lived in fear of Cancer
I had some lesion removed
two years ago, and
the biopsy came back
healthy and normal.  Since then,
I have lived in Fear of Cancer.  But
Today, I realized, perhaps
for the first time, that God
Has a Plan For Me and If One
Accepts That And is at Peace
Then One Can Have Faith
That Cancer is not going to happen
to me or my loved ones that it is
a Fear, and We Must Have Faith
Faith In God To Overcome
This Fear.  It's so easy to live
in mortal fear of Cancer.  Yet
Faith, In God, and His Love,
For Me, For Everyone, Faith
To Walk By Pure Faith
And a Good Deal Of Courage, One Can
Over time through suffering, one can
Overcome fear of dying (from
anything) death in general, through
Faith In God.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!

"Lord, Be Good To Theodore"
Oh Lord God Almighty Father Of Heaven
And Earth, My Own Father, I Pray Thee
Thou hast been so infitely Good to me
taking me deep into thy inmost heart places
and making my life a miracle.  Lord i praise thee
i lift my hands and praise thee they think im crazy
well i call it praise and life.  I love you God like
you know how i feel about you God.  I'm going
crazy with gratitude.  Of all the times you saved
my life and and have delived me and protected me
and given me good things, and how few are the works
i have done in return.  I am working on it right now, this poetry
lord, pi pray my poems Praise You.  But That not Why
I Come Here I Come Here To Pray For a Very specific thing
THEODORE CHRISTOPHER LAND.  I am very worried
i know he is hurting inside and even i fear i may not
be able to reach inside his heart and find him and love him
to love is to know and i try to know him Oh Lord.  I try
I try to think about him as much as possible
i have been avoiding it recently due to my great concern for Theodore
He is have a very hard time.  If Anyone Can Reach Into His
Terrified and Innocent Chaste Heart, Oh Lord, then
It Is Thee.  Know Him.  Love Him.  Provide For Him.
Freely I have Recieved, Freely I Strive To Give
To Do Unto Others As They Have Worked Great Works
For Me.  I end here.
In JESUS NAME,
AMEN.////

"Prayer To Jesus"
Dearest Lord Jesus Christ,
I Pray Thee Shalt Not Take My Poetry Ability
Because Lord JEsus
it is the only
only thing
i have left
it is the only thing i want to do
and i want to do it more than anything
and i'm good
i'm good at it, lord!
Oh Sweet Lord, Provide for us Poetry
supply us with new hope for poetry is hope
its literal and figurative hope
its pure hope
if we give up poetry we give up hope
for there is nothing left for me
nothing on earth
for me to do
but stand and face the wall
or write.  Poetry is
all i have left.
Keep me alive.
In JEsus' NAme,
Amen,////

"Break Free"
Break Free
Break Through
To The Other Side
Of The Rose Briar Wall
Slash at the thorns
they are only hatred
laugh at evil and darkness
thee art the light of the world
dont let them put your candle out!
Else who would shine in the darkness?
There must always be hope.
God gave us everlasting life
and he did Not
Not
Give
us
A Spirit of Fear.  God Says,
"I Have Not Given You A Sprit of Fear"
Break it.
Break the chains that bind thee
break them like soggy spagetti
or spiders on the skin
fling their hate with horror
their hate is so ugly
in heaven it is as dirt
it counteth for naught, in heaven
laugh at them
spread thy white wings
and fly!  Fly into the
Universe and give others
 another
reason to fight for.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen,

"Love Poem"
And if i give to you my heart,
I hope you wont throw it out
My Flower Blooms For But
A Little While and darling,
I want to spend those
 precious hours with you!
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN./////

"Dream of my Husband"
Theodore i want to run with you
like wild horses
through cascading pouring rain
make the rain roses
pouring down rains of roses
winged victory, i lift the banner
yet again
yet again
courage has genius and magic in it.
Theodore i want to run with you
like wild horses
or powder blue butterflies
i want to orbit you like a satellite
like a planet around our sun
in thy wife.  i love the more
more than she did, more
than she hates you'
more than i know
In jesus' Name,
AMEN.////

"Don't Let Them Steal Your Dreams"
Don't Let Anyone Steal Your Dreams.
Don't let anyone manipulate your self-worth
your self-confidence.  you can do anything you want
that is feasible.  the internet is amazing because
you can do and access anything you want
at the touch of
your fingertips.  it's liquidty it's freedom
all of the things that you have ben through
in your life, youre experiences, are not only making you stronger,
but better and kinder and wiser and cooler and braver
and more easy to love and more loving and prouder
don't let them steal your dreams.  PSychiatry is madness
it is the purest form of madness and jesus taught us
"Judge Others Not, lest ye Yourselves Be Judged"
I dont judge and i don't let anyone judge me
i turn the other cheek when i am smited
sometimes, i laugh at them
anyway, dont let them shake you
nor break you
nor form you
nor lead you
nor hurt you
nor teach you
nor love you
they do not love you.
if they did they wouldn't judge you.
I speak because i can
Be. Brave.  Rebel.  Be. You.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen

"The Span Of Creativity Is Actually Infinite"
Don't Fear.  The Span
Of Human Creativity is Infinite.
There's no wrong way do things.
there are infinite right ways to do things.
its the effort that you put in, that get the output
if you pour and soul into your work
and let it become your life, your passion
then i believe verily and so, and logically--
that i will never possibly run out dreams.
Geminis are great communicators i am a gemini
if i can communicate what i am feeling
with my mind or spirt or body or soul
consciously or unconsciously, even,
if i believe i can do it, courage is a force
it scares the shit out of scientists and satan
courage will leads us to heaven
courage will save the world
it is moving one
grain
of
sand
and
then trying
on
to move
yet another
and
yet another
it's infinite.
I haven't even begun to express
my thoughts
they never end
the reason people stop writing is because
they havent poured their lives
and hearts and souls
into writing.  they do....other things
with their lives
if i am wrong, then damn me, but for me,
it's the effort.  a dreamer is a dreamer
and any undertaking is worth taking.
It's brave.  It is effort.  It is courage.
We never Run Out of Dreams,
And I Believe, that
Never Will I, run out of Dreams, either!
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN.////

"Fight Them On And On"
Fight The Darkness On and On
Chase it to the peremiters of the universe
with my soap-bubble heart
all is lost, yet all is won
it's working
and it's working
and nothing is real
and nothing exists
just the words
that
 express
the battle between
good
and
evil
that i see
on this Planet
and i dont
even
leave
my
HOUSE!
It's Working
fight them on and on
take it easy
smooth glide
you've got to fight for your life
fight for what you believe in
it's working/////
AMEN,

"Patient Betrayed By A Nurse"
Nurses are evil
patients are good
you cannot make
one hair white nor the other
black which of you
can add to the hours of your life
the true temptation to madness
is when sweet loyalty and love misleads thee
to venture to save that sweet soul
thou didst love in thy youth
thy middle age
and hopefully all thy life,
my sister, you have given me Vision
others Do Not Have
I Can See Both Sides
Of The Coin
Nurse and Patient
you are cruel
i am kind
you are earning money
on my crucifixion
we are all being crucified
by the medical professionals that cannot
can kill the body but
Lo! They Cannot
Kill
The Soul
The Soul Is Divine It is God
It is Lord
The Soul Selects Its Own Society
Unfortunately one of my life partners,
my best friend, is a nurse.
Not only a nurse, but a nurse at the very
very same hospital
that i was commited to
as an idiot
scourged
thrashed
stripped naked
they cast lots
for my clothes there
and i felt like jesus was so far away
so fucking far away
i couldn't get to my jesus
he was on the other side of a curtain
that is life
i think he was calling me
to the other side
or carrying me through
madness engulfs, engulfed, my mind
addiction and rationality dissolve
like a pill
in thy stomach
"i'm jim morrison im dead" as madeline
my fellow lunatic cousin always suggest
the irony and virture of her heroism
her martyrdom
her gift of her soul
to the human race
Madeline
could have been a nurse
would have been a nurse
---Jesus
chose her to have a beautiful soul
to love, not hate, to choose courage over fear
and loyalty over cowardice
she has committed herself and pledged herself
a soldier of the cause of the meek and
trodden upon, the slaves of the damned
the patron saint of the mentally ill
i couldn't believe it
when they told me she had gotten in a fight
i couldn't believe it when she got commited to
my dear, dear familiar asylum
a chip off the old block you know.
It's actually something that
I would do
something divine
something brave
and feirce
like a lion presiding over a village
Madeline is a hero
Theodore Is a Hero for quitting his Paramedic Job to protect me
Mommeea is hero from which we are only the daughters laughs at danger she does
red hair screaming victory face of nefertiti of the nile
as long as i draw breath
she shall never fear death, nor medicine
they will have to come through me
and they will have to come through madelive.
We are sacrificing ourselves
our bodies
our minds
our souls
for the thing's that mommea taught us when she held us
in her tiny arms as infants
when we played mushrooms fantasia with pillows on our heads
they are all dreams
they are all dreams
Zhanna, choose your side wisely dear old friend
i cannot bring my heart to look in your eyes and see
a traitor.  even if you are a traitor i find sadly i am willing
to fight to the death for you, my best friend.
Nurse Zhanna, next time you hold
a phlebotomy needle
I summon God to Raise in Your Conscience
The Soul of Christ
and all he taught
and if you are good, then you will
put it down.  I hope
to God
that you get fired!
In Jesus' Name I Pray,
AMEN.////////////////////////////////////////////////