"Jesus Loves Us/Apostasy"
Jesus Loves Us All So Much
God Loves Us And JEsus is God
JEsus died for us
he sent us the comforter in John,
the Holy Spirit.
I thin that
the reason people
do bad things
is because they lose
Their Awareness
Awareness
Of God's Love.
Try to remember, that God Loves you....
He loves those that love him
but he loves us all
an apostasy is we feel far apart
from god
i learned that in my church
they talk about it all the time
in church, about how
people God's people don't feel the Love
The Love Of God
For Periods of Time in history
this has happened throughout history
and God wants his people
to COME BACK to Him
In Body, Mind, Spirit and Soul.
He wants to save us
to deliver us
to redeem us
That's is exactly why he sent his Son Jesus Christ
To Die on the Cross To Pay The Price of our Sins
So That The People of earth could
Atone
for their sins.  Jesus's sacrifice is also known
in my church, as "The Atonement"
In which he died and was crucified to atone for out sins
that we would all be Forgiven
Forgiveness to me is the thing
Jesus Brought To Mankind
Like Prometheus,
He Gave Us a Divine Gift
Of Everlasting Life
If We Only Believe in Him.
"For God So Loved The World,
That He Gave His Only Begotten Son, So That
Whosoever
Believeth in
Him
Should not Perish, But have
Everlasting life" (John 3:16)
Amen.

"I Will Never Be Alone Again"
My husband came home to me today
he's coming home to stay in mind
heart, body and spirit he is home again
gently i draw the lock of our front door
after tucking him in to bed he going to sleep
right now while i play him music.  as i lock
our front door, i realize im finally happy.  that
i will never be alone anymore because theodore
loves me more than anything, and thateven if
we are separated physically, he will
 always be with me in his heart. I know
That I Will Never Be Alone Again, for i
am carrying this love he has for me deep inside
of my heart and his hearts, In Jesus' Name,
AMEN.
~~~~~~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"I am an Angel"
I am an Angel come to Earth
To Spend out my mortality
my kingdom is not of this world
and i fear it grows harder as i age
to belong, i never will feel like i do,
and i need not see my Wings, i Know.
I know my wings are there behind me
i can feel them in my shoulder blades
and the moment i die they will be
returned to me.  i am an angel alone,
sent to the earth to endure a sentence
of time yet i need not see
my wings for i know they are there
and should i ever need to fly away
they will carry me back to heaven!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen.

"Feeling Alone"
I was lost and confused in a dream
Lost; and so, having nowhere to go
i smiled at the irony of blood red raindrops
in the flourescence of lights from our car
it was chilly for April i drew a shaded hand
to help me cry yet no tears would come
and i vomited thick clods of dinner all over
the pavement, breathless, then curled up
into a small frightened ball and put on my
husband's jacket.  i am not allowed to wear it
but it was so wet rainy and cold and i was
not in my home as i should have been and
i was alone and it vaguely occured to me that
i would always and forever Be, alone, that never
never again would i have a friend or lover who might
understand me, but am married, and it's an abusive marriage.
When you're married you are completely alone
especially because my husb and no longer wishes to be
married to me anyway, we are just trapped
like doves in the teeth of a mortal snare
and though in pain we cannot escape one another.
In jesus' name,
Amen.

"Seeing a lost love"
If whom I saw was you
Then you are still young.
If whom I saw was was you
Then You look good and are mild
If whom i saw was you
you are not bitter like me
If whom i saw was you
the madness i loved has cooled
If whom i saw was you
i have let madness wreak my wings
and tear at the passion of my heart
If whom I saw was you
Then i have outpaced myself
If Whom I saw was You,
You No longer love me
And I can no longer love you
when i looked into your eyes
i saw hollowness and indifference,
my own soul pulsing and throbbing
with pain of the wicked hope that
that i might be you, yet in my pride
and dignity i refused to ask
i remember you as my child lover
and that is how i choose to remember
you.  that is how i choose to see you
when i return me back home
into blessed eternity.

"Sea Dragons"
A SEahorse
is a tiny dragon
it has wings
but now they
 are called fins
harmless and
beautiful, they
are the babies
of the deep.



"Gargoyles black in the snow"
Gargoyles stand
black in the snow,
 pondering eternity
their wings are
 those of bats
their faces are
those of men
though contorted
with horns and
devil's tails
fearsome haunches
terrible gripped claws
grasping their perches
like terrible angels
all fallen from heaven
they gaurd the
gateway to eternity
they stand judgement
the are not as much
beautiful as terrible
not so much kind as
stern as stone or rock
they pass judgement
on all souls that creep
beneath their shadows.

"Just Because Life is Bad Doesn't Reflect on God's Love For You"
Just Because you are suffering
isn't any reason to assume
that God doesn't like you
or that he wants you to suffer...no,
God doesn't doesn't want any not one
of his children to suffer
he provides for us all
and i think that suffering came into this world
Because of Satan.
GOD IS GOOD
he is the only truly Goodness
God LOVES you
And LOVES me
so much more than we realize
when i have a bad day i tend to
blame it on God or say, "God must be
Angry with me, or punishing me!" and i
feel so ashamed and unloved.  this is wrong
if anything god loves us even more when we suffer
and he loves every one of us
when bad things happen do not
blame God do not think he doesn't
like you or may have forsaken you, he hasn't
God is something altogether infinite
can you comprehend infinity?  I can't!
When we die we return to God
And God Loves Each
Every
Single
One
Of Us
Infinitely!
God Wants his children to come home to him.
I think when we die we finally go back home
to god
after a long journey
and there
in heaven
we can feel his infinite
love for everything.  we all have
compassion in our hearts
if you can fel compassion, you can
feel God's Love For You.
God Loves Us ALL.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN