"JEsus, Thank You For Giving Me My Husband's Heart"
Dear Jesus,
I Just wanted to write you this THANK YOU Note For
Giving Me My Husband Theodore Christopher Land
 His Love For Me I wish I could explain what love feels like
Love HURTS your heart Breaks it shatters when you see
The Man You Love Struggling To Find His Way
My Theodore needing time alone time to cry juice babas
It just makes me want to cry I love him for who he is inside
I don't care what he looks like even though he's beautiful as he is
I just love his peaceful sweet heart, his soul, the child in him
I love every single thing about him he's why I'm not a suicide
my love for him is greater than my pain from everything
I took on the world for him, im balancing these juggling plates
the bills are getting paid, dinner's getting made, groceries are coming
and new pants and tshirts this month, knicknacks for my birthday
and candy and toys for Christmas!  I don't care how long I live anymore
Not really-- as long as it's a life with Theodore and no one else
I don't want to die alone I dont want to be alone I can't replace my love
Jesus, don't let God take him from me, please!  Lord, I am his beacon
in the storm, his home, his dollhouse, his train set, his bedroom, his tv,
his home... and his wife.  Lord please don't take my life before
I am able to see my older husband through this life, so he isnt homeless
or alone!  Lord, bury us side by side!  Thank You Jesus For Theodore!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!