all these years, the stigma of being called "Crazy" and "Psychotic" all the embarrassment an shame and attack of my dignity, went out the window hwen i realized IM NOT insane But I Really AM SICK!  I am a sick person! its not an insult its just true.  mental illness stigma is a nightmare and i'm here to tell everybody my thoughts thoughts are just as valid as anybody elses', and i have every right to write and publish all the books i can think of!  I have a disease, but it doesn't have to be an insult....its not an insult to be disabled.  it's a fact. and it is sad. and YES my opinions are completely valid to publish! SCHIZOPHRENIA