"Love Is Madness Itself"
Well How Dare They Try To Understand The Heart
That Which They Call Madness Is Just The Aspect of Having A Heart
Madness Is not a disease but an aspect of the heart
and the heartbroken are often accused of being the sickest
often the "sickest" madmen are really the kindest and gentlest and humblest
Psychiatry is a Sadistic Nonsense that seeks to Dissect The Concept of Love Itself
Sometimes I Believe It Is The Cruelest and most Direst Form Of Evil There Is
How Dare They Map And Study The Human Heart and the Ability to Love
How Dare They Call Kindness and Love Madness and Say Truth is Insanity
The Only Cause For This Sadism is Heartlessness, a lack of ability to Love
Psychiatry is the Lack Of Love In The Human Heart and Little Else
The Psychiatrist and the Poet are eternally Pitted Against One Another
The Poet Inherits Heaven, The Psychiatrist Inherits Hell
The Poet Studies Love With The Heart And Looks To Love All Things
The Phsychiatrist Simply Breaks The Hearts Of Poets and Tears Down Their Dreams
The Most Fond Of Dreams Become Destroyed By Those Who Envy Them
But It Does Not Matter To The Dreamers That Dream These Dreams
Because Dreams Are forever and they belong to eternity
Dreams can only be seen by the human heart and through Loving Hearts
How Dare They Try To Understand The Human Heart
Those That Tear Down The DReams Of Others Are Surely Going To Hell
But The Dreamers BElong To A Paradise Beyond The Concept of Invention
Even Invention Itself! Love and Dreams Are Deeper Than Creativity
Love Is Madness Itself!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Friday, July 28, 2017
"The Soul"
The Soul Cannot Be Intruded Upon
And It Cannot Be Altered Nor Broken Nor Stolen
The Soul Is What It Is And Nobody Can Take It Away From Anyone
The Man That Infringes Upon The Soul
Has Trespassed Upon The Welcome Mat Of Hell Itself
There Is Something Sacred that Cannot Be Decoded nor Stolen
The Reason We Die is that eternity In ourselves that gets so tired of all the pain
The Eternity Within Us Is The Soul
I don't care what they say I Don't care what they do I will never die
There is something in me that will never ever give up
No matter how lost I may seem I am just slowly coming home
I am slowly yet surely making my way back home to heaven
and /the Peace Therin Is Something Holy That Cannot Be Trodden Upon
How Dare The Mad Scientists Invade The Very Soul!
In Hell they will lift up their abandoned hearts and cry for redemtion
But By Then It Will Have Been Too Late
Better Repent! Because Hell Is The deepest remorse in sadness
and being Completely alone and utterly unloved and lonely
is not nearly as bad as being in hell for being cruel and making the wotld a sadder place
there are those of us who build up the world and those of us who tear it down
when we are able to choose which part we will play in life
to do good to the world is the surest path to heaven
to do evil in the world is the surest path to hell
I say a prayer and try not to cry when i see scientists
I Pray For Them and I keep on walking!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen
The Soul Cannot Be Intruded Upon
And It Cannot Be Altered Nor Broken Nor Stolen
The Soul Is What It Is And Nobody Can Take It Away From Anyone
The Man That Infringes Upon The Soul
Has Trespassed Upon The Welcome Mat Of Hell Itself
There Is Something Sacred that Cannot Be Decoded nor Stolen
The Reason We Die is that eternity In ourselves that gets so tired of all the pain
The Eternity Within Us Is The Soul
I don't care what they say I Don't care what they do I will never die
There is something in me that will never ever give up
No matter how lost I may seem I am just slowly coming home
I am slowly yet surely making my way back home to heaven
and /the Peace Therin Is Something Holy That Cannot Be Trodden Upon
How Dare The Mad Scientists Invade The Very Soul!
In Hell they will lift up their abandoned hearts and cry for redemtion
But By Then It Will Have Been Too Late
Better Repent! Because Hell Is The deepest remorse in sadness
and being Completely alone and utterly unloved and lonely
is not nearly as bad as being in hell for being cruel and making the wotld a sadder place
there are those of us who build up the world and those of us who tear it down
when we are able to choose which part we will play in life
to do good to the world is the surest path to heaven
to do evil in the world is the surest path to hell
I say a prayer and try not to cry when i see scientists
I Pray For Them and I keep on walking!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen
"Little Steps"
You Tell Yourself You're Going To Do A Little Bit More Every Day
Like Today You're Going To Eat Ice Cream Alone Without Crying
And Tomorrow You're Going To Walk To The Laundromat By Yourself
Little Things Prove Courage To The Faint Of Heart
By Little Steps Repeated we can get through things that would seem so impossible
as though noone could survive the situation, just keep pushing forward
You'll stay alive and get stronger all the time if you forge bravely ahead
Little Steps
You Tell Yourself You're Going To Do A Little Bit More Every Day
Like Today You're Going To Eat Ice Cream Alone Without Crying
And Tomorrow You're Going To Walk To The Laundromat By Yourself
Little Things Prove Courage To The Faint Of Heart
By Little Steps Repeated we can get through things that would seem so impossible
as though noone could survive the situation, just keep pushing forward
You'll stay alive and get stronger all the time if you forge bravely ahead
Little Steps
"Being Alone"
He Loved Me And Used Me And He Threw Me Away
Cast Out Into The Howling Storm I Felt Alone For The First Time
For The First Time Since I Belonged To Him I Found Myself Alone
Alone For The First Time In One's Life Is Pretty Terrifying
The Days Go By That I Just Wait For His Footfall On The Front Door
I Thought To Kill Myself But I Didn't Have The Heart To Do It
I realized with a sudden awareness that I am at this point incredibly alone
unnerving for the first time all i ever wanted was to belong
and I did belong in his arms when he loved me he was home
then flew startled like a frightened bird leaving the nest
I thought i could never find a way out of this dark tomb
like my life would end exactly where it had suddenly begun
as though forced awake for the first time i was utterly unloved
and for the first time i actually didn't feel a need to belong anywhere anymore
i had a thought to wander the world aimlessly and enjoy my life as random as it seems
sometimes when we belong in someone's arms we never get to look outside our front door
you take a timid step and then another and the days go by you feel stronger
being alone can be the most beautiful feeling
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
He Loved Me And Used Me And He Threw Me Away
Cast Out Into The Howling Storm I Felt Alone For The First Time
For The First Time Since I Belonged To Him I Found Myself Alone
Alone For The First Time In One's Life Is Pretty Terrifying
The Days Go By That I Just Wait For His Footfall On The Front Door
I Thought To Kill Myself But I Didn't Have The Heart To Do It
I realized with a sudden awareness that I am at this point incredibly alone
unnerving for the first time all i ever wanted was to belong
and I did belong in his arms when he loved me he was home
then flew startled like a frightened bird leaving the nest
I thought i could never find a way out of this dark tomb
like my life would end exactly where it had suddenly begun
as though forced awake for the first time i was utterly unloved
and for the first time i actually didn't feel a need to belong anywhere anymore
i had a thought to wander the world aimlessly and enjoy my life as random as it seems
sometimes when we belong in someone's arms we never get to look outside our front door
you take a timid step and then another and the days go by you feel stronger
being alone can be the most beautiful feeling
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Freedom is the most beautiful feeling in the world
Just To Go Out Along A Dream Wherever Your Heart Can Lead
They May Think You're Lost But Somehow You Know Where You Are
Sometimes When One Appears Lost One Knows Precisely Where One Is
Have You Ever Felt So Lost and Found that the world seems blurringly to pass you by
Like Wherever you go, there you are
Sometimes people kill themselves because they panic because they are afraid to be free
i think the reason most people commit suicide is because they discover freedom for the first time
and that freedom is so beautiful and overwhelming that they are terrified and end their lives
we run and run towards the exit but when one gets there, so many people commit suicide
then, upon reaching freedom, they just want to hide freedom is terrifying for so many
it takes great courage to live unchained to the material and tangible obligations of the world
so many of our elders say that those of us who are free are "No Good" or "Worthless"
But being free isn't worthless it's a beautiful virtue there is nothing more beautifully free
than the leaves blowing about the sidewalk or the homeless people asking for spare change
when i see someone sleeping on the street I jump with excitement in my heart and say a prayer
I pray that somehow i could someday be so effortlessly free
Our heroes Wander Around Until The Adventures Find Them It's Easy
There seems always something driving us mad with fear and desparation
I went looking for freedom today and I found It amidst the concept of being Lost
It isn't "No Good" To Be Free And Bound To Noone The Old People Can Wag Their Heads
Because Freedom isn't a situation and it isn't a fact--it's a state of mind
Freedom is something you feel when you are brave and full of hope
and noone can take that away from you running and running we are free forever
to be free is the greatest thing you can learn
not to be happy and not to be loved... just to be free
If you are brave enough to be free you will find happiness
and being loved isn't as important as loving those around you
if you have a big heart you can love the whole world itself and be complete
not having to worry about whether anyone loves you in return
When You do not care if you are loved you can never be lonely
Just To Go Out Along A Dream Wherever Your Heart Can Lead
They May Think You're Lost But Somehow You Know Where You Are
Sometimes When One Appears Lost One Knows Precisely Where One Is
Have You Ever Felt So Lost and Found that the world seems blurringly to pass you by
Like Wherever you go, there you are
Sometimes people kill themselves because they panic because they are afraid to be free
i think the reason most people commit suicide is because they discover freedom for the first time
and that freedom is so beautiful and overwhelming that they are terrified and end their lives
we run and run towards the exit but when one gets there, so many people commit suicide
then, upon reaching freedom, they just want to hide freedom is terrifying for so many
it takes great courage to live unchained to the material and tangible obligations of the world
so many of our elders say that those of us who are free are "No Good" or "Worthless"
But being free isn't worthless it's a beautiful virtue there is nothing more beautifully free
than the leaves blowing about the sidewalk or the homeless people asking for spare change
when i see someone sleeping on the street I jump with excitement in my heart and say a prayer
I pray that somehow i could someday be so effortlessly free
Our heroes Wander Around Until The Adventures Find Them It's Easy
There seems always something driving us mad with fear and desparation
I went looking for freedom today and I found It amidst the concept of being Lost
It isn't "No Good" To Be Free And Bound To Noone The Old People Can Wag Their Heads
Because Freedom isn't a situation and it isn't a fact--it's a state of mind
Freedom is something you feel when you are brave and full of hope
and noone can take that away from you running and running we are free forever
to be free is the greatest thing you can learn
not to be happy and not to be loved... just to be free
If you are brave enough to be free you will find happiness
and being loved isn't as important as loving those around you
if you have a big heart you can love the whole world itself and be complete
not having to worry about whether anyone loves you in return
When You do not care if you are loved you can never be lonely
There are nights I fall on my knees and Pray for Help
Some Days I wonder if anyone Even Cares Anymore
Deep In My heart I know they don't But I still Pray For Help
When It seems that there is nothing left I just keep going
No matter what, I look for another way out and another
Never giving up hope finding myself crawling through dark corridors of time
When You think you can't go on, you can, you can go on, noone's stopping you
Don't ever give up and don't ever stop looking for a way to escape
You'll find, as I have found, that you can open secret doors out of nowhere
You can find meaning in things that seemed before to hold no meaning
Alot of people are spoiled and they don't enjoy some of life's simple pleasures
like the sunlight dying in the evening or the rustle of the wind or having a home
or watching time pass by and being okay or getting through life without dying
or your health or being free with time to yourself freedom is essential
there is nothing worse than being tied down to obligations that you don't want
life is alot happier when one stops caring about other people and lets go of all the rules
there are less rules than there appear to be and sometimes being lost isn't such a bad thing
sometimes being lost is a way of getting wherever it is you dream of going
wandering is God's Way of directing our paths have you ever wandered
To Choose this way or that and idly head off in that direction
there is no lack of hope in wandering and there is everything to gain
Some Days I wonder if anyone Even Cares Anymore
Deep In My heart I know they don't But I still Pray For Help
When It seems that there is nothing left I just keep going
No matter what, I look for another way out and another
Never giving up hope finding myself crawling through dark corridors of time
When You think you can't go on, you can, you can go on, noone's stopping you
Don't ever give up and don't ever stop looking for a way to escape
You'll find, as I have found, that you can open secret doors out of nowhere
You can find meaning in things that seemed before to hold no meaning
Alot of people are spoiled and they don't enjoy some of life's simple pleasures
like the sunlight dying in the evening or the rustle of the wind or having a home
or watching time pass by and being okay or getting through life without dying
or your health or being free with time to yourself freedom is essential
there is nothing worse than being tied down to obligations that you don't want
life is alot happier when one stops caring about other people and lets go of all the rules
there are less rules than there appear to be and sometimes being lost isn't such a bad thing
sometimes being lost is a way of getting wherever it is you dream of going
wandering is God's Way of directing our paths have you ever wandered
To Choose this way or that and idly head off in that direction
there is no lack of hope in wandering and there is everything to gain
"Happily Ever After"
I Dream of living Happily Ever After
And Every Day I wake up and Work Towards That Goal
I try to keep that in mind when I make Decisions
And Sometimes I Pray I have already possibly arrived there
I'll never know if I've actually gotten there
Maybe the destination isn't the point
But in somehow heading in that direction
I slowly but surely Find My Way
I Dream of living Happily Ever After
And Every Day I wake up and Work Towards That Goal
I try to keep that in mind when I make Decisions
And Sometimes I Pray I have already possibly arrived there
I'll never know if I've actually gotten there
Maybe the destination isn't the point
But in somehow heading in that direction
I slowly but surely Find My Way
Saturday, July 22, 2017
He Slides His Arms Around Me And I Forget Everything
Everything It doesn't matter where we are what we are doing
at his touch I forget what I am doing and I feel so happy
What Is it in that Boy's eyes that makes me want to run away with him
I look in his eyes and I'm home and nothing matters
He Gently takes my purpose weightlessly from my hands and heals me
Without a single word it wouldnt matter if we were homeless
a bit of cardboard scrap on the street is fine and a perfumed bed is fine too
I lose all sight of meaning in his tender arms It's just Happiness
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Everything It doesn't matter where we are what we are doing
at his touch I forget what I am doing and I feel so happy
What Is it in that Boy's eyes that makes me want to run away with him
I look in his eyes and I'm home and nothing matters
He Gently takes my purpose weightlessly from my hands and heals me
Without a single word it wouldnt matter if we were homeless
a bit of cardboard scrap on the street is fine and a perfumed bed is fine too
I lose all sight of meaning in his tender arms It's just Happiness
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Friday, July 21, 2017
"Hope"
Many Years Ago I Spoke To A Shining Star
A Bright Star Twinkling In The Sky
"Hope
Is
The
Bird
With
Feathers"
Was The Message
The Star Was Singing In The Night
With A Flickering Of Its Holy Light
And I Wrote The Words Down In My Heart
I've Never Given Up Hope
I Do Not Think I Ever Will
Don't Ever Give Up Hope!
The Message From Heaven Many Years Ago Was This
And I still haven't Given Up Hope!
I Probably Never Will
I Can Look Up At The Night Sky And Smile
Because I've Never Given Up Hope
I Just Keep On Going
No Matter What
I Don't Give Up
The Important Thing Is To Keep Going
When The Odds Are Against You Stay Alive
They Can't Bend You
They Can't Break You
OutLive It
Hope Is A Beautiful Thing
A Star Twinkling In The Night
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Many Years Ago I Spoke To A Shining Star
A Bright Star Twinkling In The Sky
"Hope
Is
The
Bird
With
Feathers"
Was The Message
The Star Was Singing In The Night
With A Flickering Of Its Holy Light
And I Wrote The Words Down In My Heart
I've Never Given Up Hope
I Do Not Think I Ever Will
Don't Ever Give Up Hope!
The Message From Heaven Many Years Ago Was This
And I still haven't Given Up Hope!
I Probably Never Will
I Can Look Up At The Night Sky And Smile
Because I've Never Given Up Hope
I Just Keep On Going
No Matter What
I Don't Give Up
The Important Thing Is To Keep Going
When The Odds Are Against You Stay Alive
They Can't Bend You
They Can't Break You
OutLive It
Hope Is A Beautiful Thing
A Star Twinkling In The Night
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
"Every Word"
The Truth Is, The Poems I Write Are All True
I Believe Every Poem I've Written Is Completely True
Every Word
I Read Them And I Realize They Are all True
I live my Life By Them
They Are Completely True
Every Word
And No, I'm Not Afraid
Not Afraid In This Life
Would rather Die Than Live A Lie
Would Never Change
Don't Fear The Judgement Day
I Live For These Words
I Believe In Them
Every Word
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
The Truth Is, The Poems I Write Are All True
I Believe Every Poem I've Written Is Completely True
Every Word
I Read Them And I Realize They Are all True
I live my Life By Them
They Are Completely True
Every Word
And No, I'm Not Afraid
Not Afraid In This Life
Would rather Die Than Live A Lie
Would Never Change
Don't Fear The Judgement Day
I Live For These Words
I Believe In Them
Every Word
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
"Don't Ever Give Up"
If There Is A Heaven, I'll Be There
Sometimes I have to Wonder If There Is At All
But I have faith and Pull Through
Courage Is A Golden Twine
One Carries Through The Labyrinth of Life
Courage Is One Of The Only Ways To Get Home
When Everything seems Hopeless
You Just Have To Push On
Keep Going and Don't Give Up
If I Can Do It You Can Do It
Stay Alive
It's Important. And When I Get There
I'll Be Happy
Everything Will Finally Be Okay
I've Never Seen Such A Sad Town Before
Stay Alive
Through The Sleet and Pouring Rain
Don't Ever Give Up
I Still Haven't Given Up
Truth Is, I took all my Poems Literally
I really Think The Things I Say Are True
And I can smile knowing that In my life,
I'm Kind of Proving my Poems To Be True
All Of Them Especially The Ones On Love and Hope
Hope Is Such a Precious Quantity
Nothing Can Really Destroy It
I've Stayed Alive
When People Begged My To Kill Myself I've Ignored Them
And I seem to be alive
Don't Ever Give Up
Anything You Think You Can Do, You Can Do It
I Didn't Think I Could Write All These Poems
But I Did
I Just Set My Mind To Work and Never Gave Up
I Wrote Every Poem One By One and I Write Every Day
I Never Give Up Hope
And You Know What, I'm Going to be OK!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
If There Is A Heaven, I'll Be There
Sometimes I have to Wonder If There Is At All
But I have faith and Pull Through
Courage Is A Golden Twine
One Carries Through The Labyrinth of Life
Courage Is One Of The Only Ways To Get Home
When Everything seems Hopeless
You Just Have To Push On
Keep Going and Don't Give Up
If I Can Do It You Can Do It
Stay Alive
It's Important. And When I Get There
I'll Be Happy
Everything Will Finally Be Okay
I've Never Seen Such A Sad Town Before
Stay Alive
Through The Sleet and Pouring Rain
Don't Ever Give Up
I Still Haven't Given Up
Truth Is, I took all my Poems Literally
I really Think The Things I Say Are True
And I can smile knowing that In my life,
I'm Kind of Proving my Poems To Be True
All Of Them Especially The Ones On Love and Hope
Hope Is Such a Precious Quantity
Nothing Can Really Destroy It
I've Stayed Alive
When People Begged My To Kill Myself I've Ignored Them
And I seem to be alive
Don't Ever Give Up
Anything You Think You Can Do, You Can Do It
I Didn't Think I Could Write All These Poems
But I Did
I Just Set My Mind To Work and Never Gave Up
I Wrote Every Poem One By One and I Write Every Day
I Never Give Up Hope
And You Know What, I'm Going to be OK!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
"Going To Heaven"
I really believe I am going Go To Heaven Someday
If Anyone Deserves To Go To Heaven, I do
I've been through things I never wanted to go through
And I've Never Hurt Anyone In My Entire Life
My Dreams At Night Are So Sweet
I don't want to wake up from them anymore
I really Believe I Will Go To Heaven
I am willing to bet money on it
I have never hurt anyone I've never been cruel
I am not a criminal and I am Schizophrenic
I have been committed to insane asylums over 15 times
I went to college for eight years
I am a Great Poet, I write about Love
And I've done alot of random and Kind Things
In This Life I've Helped More Than I've Harmed
If There is a Heaven I Hope I Get There
Heaven Is The Reason I Live My Live so Chastely
It's the Hope I Put Aside after a hard life
and sometimes it seems to be the only good thing left
I Believe I Am Going To Heaven!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen~
I really believe I am going Go To Heaven Someday
If Anyone Deserves To Go To Heaven, I do
I've been through things I never wanted to go through
And I've Never Hurt Anyone In My Entire Life
My Dreams At Night Are So Sweet
I don't want to wake up from them anymore
I really Believe I Will Go To Heaven
I am willing to bet money on it
I have never hurt anyone I've never been cruel
I am not a criminal and I am Schizophrenic
I have been committed to insane asylums over 15 times
I went to college for eight years
I am a Great Poet, I write about Love
And I've done alot of random and Kind Things
In This Life I've Helped More Than I've Harmed
If There is a Heaven I Hope I Get There
Heaven Is The Reason I Live My Live so Chastely
It's the Hope I Put Aside after a hard life
and sometimes it seems to be the only good thing left
I Believe I Am Going To Heaven!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen~
I was tired and it showed
Sad little smile back at you
You know that I've been crying
I have the most fragile smile now
like i don't know whether to hit you
or kiss you and then start crying
Life slips by. I miss You; there is
nothing at all left, to do! Rumors
are going around but voices don't count
They say I should get better I try
not to cry nobody understands me
I was tired and it showed
Sad little smile back at you
You know that I've been crying
I have the most fragile smile now
like i don't know whether to hit you
or kiss you and then start crying
Life slips by. I miss You; there is
nothing at all left, to do! Rumors
are going around but voices don't count
They say I should get better I try
not to cry nobody understands me
I was tired and it showed
"Bad Day"
Wooden Elephant
Makeup Smeared from tears
Everything is dirty
There is no way out
Wooden Sailing Ship
Black Cotton Sails
float across the room
There is nothing to do
All life seems passed by
like dreams or memories
sadness is like green wallpaper
or a vase of white daisies
a little tired looking
the afternoon light is melancholy
The Time never passes
Some sadnesx lingering
Things were never so bad
Tea Pot White Porcelain
Cold Rooms and Hot Summer
Warm food rice and chicken
Life seems passed over
Seriously I consider Ending it all
But Not for certain
It's just a bad day
In JEsus' Name,
Amen
Wooden Elephant
Makeup Smeared from tears
Everything is dirty
There is no way out
Wooden Sailing Ship
Black Cotton Sails
float across the room
There is nothing to do
All life seems passed by
like dreams or memories
sadness is like green wallpaper
or a vase of white daisies
a little tired looking
the afternoon light is melancholy
The Time never passes
Some sadnesx lingering
Things were never so bad
Tea Pot White Porcelain
Cold Rooms and Hot Summer
Warm food rice and chicken
Life seems passed over
Seriously I consider Ending it all
But Not for certain
It's just a bad day
In JEsus' Name,
Amen
Wednesday, July 19, 2017
"Alone"
In My Dreams I Wait For My Husband
He is always just about to arrive
I fear a little and yet hope a little that if he ever came
If He Kissed Me There, Then I Would Be Too Happy
To Ever Wake Up Again
If He Ever Kisses Me In Heaven
Then I Could Stay There For The Rest Of All Time
I wouldn't need this painful world
I could go home
Unfortunately I keep waking Up
Just Before He Gets There
It Is Perhaps My Version Of Hell
To Be Without Him In A Strange City Alone
Perhaps Heaven Is Waking Up In His Arms
I Awaken In The Morning all cuddled safely in His Bed
And That Is Enough To Bring Me Home From Any Fate
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
In My Dreams I Wait For My Husband
He is always just about to arrive
I fear a little and yet hope a little that if he ever came
If He Kissed Me There, Then I Would Be Too Happy
To Ever Wake Up Again
If He Ever Kisses Me In Heaven
Then I Could Stay There For The Rest Of All Time
I wouldn't need this painful world
I could go home
Unfortunately I keep waking Up
Just Before He Gets There
It Is Perhaps My Version Of Hell
To Be Without Him In A Strange City Alone
Perhaps Heaven Is Waking Up In His Arms
I Awaken In The Morning all cuddled safely in His Bed
And That Is Enough To Bring Me Home From Any Fate
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
"Poor"
The People I Knew As A Girl Like To Tell Me,
As They Shake Their Heads, "You are So Poor"
But They Would Probably Stop Yelling at Me and pray
If I told them that I was actually Happy For Once
That In all my life I'd never been quite so free
That to wait for my Theodore like a bride on a groom
Was a fairer prospect than all middle class mediocrity
that to sleep to the melody of a softly sweet dream
is the only true paradise, a paradise in which You are coming
That I am truly happy for the first time
That I pray for them too, that I like my life
that the circumstances of poverty don't really frighten me
That The Gates of hell seem to really be in greed and riches
That Heaven Is A Walk Through Cold and Lonely Rain
On a street that Hasn't got a name in a Spring beyond time
Lost and dim is the world when I am dreaming and I wouldn't trade
my dreams are still and real and deep
If We are poor our Treasure is in Heaven!
I don't feel poor at all!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
The People I Knew As A Girl Like To Tell Me,
As They Shake Their Heads, "You are So Poor"
But They Would Probably Stop Yelling at Me and pray
If I told them that I was actually Happy For Once
That In all my life I'd never been quite so free
That to wait for my Theodore like a bride on a groom
Was a fairer prospect than all middle class mediocrity
that to sleep to the melody of a softly sweet dream
is the only true paradise, a paradise in which You are coming
That I am truly happy for the first time
That I pray for them too, that I like my life
that the circumstances of poverty don't really frighten me
That The Gates of hell seem to really be in greed and riches
That Heaven Is A Walk Through Cold and Lonely Rain
On a street that Hasn't got a name in a Spring beyond time
Lost and dim is the world when I am dreaming and I wouldn't trade
my dreams are still and real and deep
If We are poor our Treasure is in Heaven!
I don't feel poor at all!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
"Dream"
Still Calm Cold Wintery Night
The Snow Is Falling Hard And Fast
You Are In A Fur Coat Bundled Warm
You Pace By A Stone Wall And Pray
Pressing Your Hands To its Cold Concrete Blocks
A Door Opens From The Inside With The Sweetness of Prayer
And Whisks You In shaking off your umbrella
An Old Library Full of people eating and drinking
You Come Inside and see people you know
Everyone is happy to see you there is no one lost
You are hungry and there is always plenty of money
You wait in line for a huge slice of pizza
People are reading books on tables all around
Everyone is busy with their work
This is surely the Kingdom of heaven
Still Calm Cold Wintery Night
The Snow Is Falling Hard And Fast
You Are In A Fur Coat Bundled Warm
You Pace By A Stone Wall And Pray
Pressing Your Hands To its Cold Concrete Blocks
A Door Opens From The Inside With The Sweetness of Prayer
And Whisks You In shaking off your umbrella
An Old Library Full of people eating and drinking
You Come Inside and see people you know
Everyone is happy to see you there is no one lost
You are hungry and there is always plenty of money
You wait in line for a huge slice of pizza
People are reading books on tables all around
Everyone is busy with their work
This is surely the Kingdom of heaven
My Sweetest Love, Sweeter Than The Flowers
Sweeter than the Morning Dew Oh Little One
How Many Nights Finds Me Journeying Towards You
In The Ebb of all my suffering I meet your Eyes
Or Your gentle touch and it to me restores all hope
There is nothing I would not do for you
If I do one thing right for the rest of my life
Let Me Live On To Love You and Protect You
Life is so Very Hard and Sometimes Seems so dark
I fear we shall never escape these crazy mines
How Much I love you has no reason and no rhyme
all madness balks at sight of thee and flees
far over the hills and into the valleys far beyond
no loss for me my heart full of love for thee
In love I'm Living In Pain I'm Dying
and On love I wait for thee my gentlest lover
To Hold me is to Heal Me from wounds that scar
And Noone Knows if I shall ever be better
The Pain of loss is so intense I cannot live on
Oh Hold Me In Your Arms Lest I Go Insane
The Madness Is When You Are Ripped Ajar from me
and Every Night Returned to me oh Blessed Reunion
There is no crueler place than to be away from thee
I cry and pray at the very thought
my heart goes still as though Ice were being driven into it
when I try to imagine my life lived alone
Oh cruel world and vain mockery that I should suffer
to be driven and dredged from the face of One I Call My Home!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Sweeter than the Morning Dew Oh Little One
How Many Nights Finds Me Journeying Towards You
In The Ebb of all my suffering I meet your Eyes
Or Your gentle touch and it to me restores all hope
There is nothing I would not do for you
If I do one thing right for the rest of my life
Let Me Live On To Love You and Protect You
Life is so Very Hard and Sometimes Seems so dark
I fear we shall never escape these crazy mines
How Much I love you has no reason and no rhyme
all madness balks at sight of thee and flees
far over the hills and into the valleys far beyond
no loss for me my heart full of love for thee
In love I'm Living In Pain I'm Dying
and On love I wait for thee my gentlest lover
To Hold me is to Heal Me from wounds that scar
And Noone Knows if I shall ever be better
The Pain of loss is so intense I cannot live on
Oh Hold Me In Your Arms Lest I Go Insane
The Madness Is When You Are Ripped Ajar from me
and Every Night Returned to me oh Blessed Reunion
There is no crueler place than to be away from thee
I cry and pray at the very thought
my heart goes still as though Ice were being driven into it
when I try to imagine my life lived alone
Oh cruel world and vain mockery that I should suffer
to be driven and dredged from the face of One I Call My Home!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
"The Chill"
Oh Chill Oh Chill Of Night And Storm
In Thee Am I Forever Reborn
How Hard At Night I Softly Pray
For Brooding Night To Bring The Day
My Heart is Sad And I Can Cry
That Grateful that I did not Die
My Heart all sad and wearily spent
I Pray Thee Learn To Repent
For Scorn I Could have easily died
A Million tears Love's falsest Pride
And When I collapse On God's Shores
I pray to suffer no more no more
Oh Chill of night and dark and Bones
Forever will I seek my Home
In Jesus Name,
Amen
Oh Chill Oh Chill Of Night And Storm
In Thee Am I Forever Reborn
How Hard At Night I Softly Pray
For Brooding Night To Bring The Day
My Heart is Sad And I Can Cry
That Grateful that I did not Die
My Heart all sad and wearily spent
I Pray Thee Learn To Repent
For Scorn I Could have easily died
A Million tears Love's falsest Pride
And When I collapse On God's Shores
I pray to suffer no more no more
Oh Chill of night and dark and Bones
Forever will I seek my Home
In Jesus Name,
Amen
"Weary"
Weary In Heart And Mind And Soul
I Lay Me Down Asleep At Last
The Wounds Forsaken Cannot Control
And In My Heart Unraveling Fast
The Weary Pain Of The Sad Delirious
Makes Me Pray to God and Feign Impervious
How Dare Mankind Spoil my poor life
and anarchy reign and all end in strife
How dare the life outlive the pain
How dare they speak to me again
How Dare The Tears Fall Hard and Fast
The Pain In Me My Heart Shall Outlast
And Though I Hide my self in walls
On Fate of Man Dare See Man Fall
Dare See Man Fall And Gather Dust
How Weary I am and Pale with Frost
How tired I am and bitter too
And Honestly I pray for you
How Hard My little wounded heart
How Dare The Arrow How Dare The Dart
In Where I Lie In So Much Fear
The Devil Has Trespassed Here!
Weary In Heart And Mind And Soul
I Lay Me Down Asleep At Last
The Wounds Forsaken Cannot Control
And In My Heart Unraveling Fast
The Weary Pain Of The Sad Delirious
Makes Me Pray to God and Feign Impervious
How Dare Mankind Spoil my poor life
and anarchy reign and all end in strife
How dare the life outlive the pain
How dare they speak to me again
How Dare The Tears Fall Hard and Fast
The Pain In Me My Heart Shall Outlast
And Though I Hide my self in walls
On Fate of Man Dare See Man Fall
Dare See Man Fall And Gather Dust
How Weary I am and Pale with Frost
How tired I am and bitter too
And Honestly I pray for you
How Hard My little wounded heart
How Dare The Arrow How Dare The Dart
In Where I Lie In So Much Fear
The Devil Has Trespassed Here!
"The Fall Of Man"
I Have Lived To See The Fall Of Man
Strangely I never thought I would see it
The Cruelty of the twisted Human Heart
Freezes To Icicles The Kindest Meanings
Cruelty Shall Surely Be Mankind's Decline
It Is The Most Terrifying Of Weapons and Deceitful
By Cruelty The World Is Sold As A Slave
And In Cruelty Shall Mankind Fall from grace
into pits of shame and sadness, for I am sad
when people are cruel to me I can smile
because I have endured blows no one could withstand
People have beaten and maimed me and tortured me
They have left me for dead and I survived
They Have been so cruel an animal couldn't have endured
and I pray for them all one by one
so much evil has been dealt my way I walk alone
and in this solitude find inner peace
thank God they can no longer hurt me
because they will never get the chance to, again!
Sadly I look down on those I once Loved
Their cruelty fills me with horrible shame
I will no longer let my enemies into my heart
because I will never let anybody into my heart at all
I will endure a long and lonely road alone
and death can take me when I fall Down
As For Life, I am Not Yet Done With It
But As For Others, I've Had My Share
Enough is enough for me
enough heartbreak to survive any blow
enough wicked speech to overcome all woe
enough blows to wince and wither the soul
and I've had it all enough by now
enough toil to weary any heart
the mind is a prison to the pure of heart
Entangled in the snares of God
We Find Our Fellow Man So Very Odd
And Stifled By Brash Cruelty
We Cease And Fail Their Hearts To See
We Cease To Burden Their Remorse
And Seek the less divergent course
that running swiftly to the sea
our course, once run shall gentle be!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Sunday, July 16, 2017
"Sorrow"
In The Dead Of Night
When You Can't Sleep
And Sadness is Heavy
And The Pain Is So Deep
Though You Can Try To Stay Alive
And All there is is to survive
though noone loves you anymore
though the world has passed you by
In The darkest hours of night
when everything seems so hopeless
you just want to give up
you just want to go to heaven
when life is just too hard
all there is is to cry
In The Dead Of Night
When You Can't Sleep
And Sadness is Heavy
And The Pain Is So Deep
Though You Can Try To Stay Alive
And All there is is to survive
though noone loves you anymore
though the world has passed you by
In The darkest hours of night
when everything seems so hopeless
you just want to give up
you just want to go to heaven
when life is just too hard
all there is is to cry
Wednesday, July 12, 2017
"The Dream"
Dream I:
I was laying in my bedroom that I had when I was a Little Girl and looking out of the window...As I did, a butterfly materialized in front of the window. It was flapping its wings and flying in one place but it was transparent...and as I watched, the color came to its wings and it was an orange butterfly. I started crying and called out to the butterfly and outstretched my hand...and i think i prayed to God...Suddenly it flew over to me and landed on my finger
I held it and I was happy but its wings suddenly fell off
and it became a fuzzy black caterpiller with a blood trail. I found it and carried it into another room. Then I spent a long time with the caterpillar. I fed it and we both ate. It had a cat that was our pet. The caterpillar crawled into my hand and nuzzled me for a long time. I was loving this caterpillar and suddenly I was awake In My Bed.
Dream II: A Baby Duckling with broken feet...I have this yellow duckling with a black beak and he has broken feet. There is a whole litter of ducklings in my dreams, but this one Is the one I really love, he has broken feet...I carry him through the dream world. He is the sweetest duckling by far. I hold him night after night...different dreams.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Dream I:
I was laying in my bedroom that I had when I was a Little Girl and looking out of the window...As I did, a butterfly materialized in front of the window. It was flapping its wings and flying in one place but it was transparent...and as I watched, the color came to its wings and it was an orange butterfly. I started crying and called out to the butterfly and outstretched my hand...and i think i prayed to God...Suddenly it flew over to me and landed on my finger
I held it and I was happy but its wings suddenly fell off
and it became a fuzzy black caterpiller with a blood trail. I found it and carried it into another room. Then I spent a long time with the caterpillar. I fed it and we both ate. It had a cat that was our pet. The caterpillar crawled into my hand and nuzzled me for a long time. I was loving this caterpillar and suddenly I was awake In My Bed.
Dream II: A Baby Duckling with broken feet...I have this yellow duckling with a black beak and he has broken feet. There is a whole litter of ducklings in my dreams, but this one Is the one I really love, he has broken feet...I carry him through the dream world. He is the sweetest duckling by far. I hold him night after night...different dreams.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
"To My Husband Theodore"
O, What Is It That Makes a Man A Man?
The Gods Will Never Tell
It Is The Spider Web That Separates
The Heavens From All Hell
Oh What Is It That Makes A Man A Man?
Tis Something Pure and True-
A Heart Of Gold Is All It Takes
And That Is What I See In You!
To Be A Man Is In The Heart
And To Be A Woman Is Too
There is no Heavens the earth can tear asunder
that would rip apart the cloth of night, than to
take the man from the woman
or the woman from the man
There is nothing left to do in life
Love is the reason we were all born
It is the gift of the Gods and the end-all and Be-all
It is the reason we are even alive
there is no greater rhyme nor reason
and to be a man is to love a woman
and to be a woman is to love a man
and if we love one another that love is true
and noone can steal that truth away from you
To be a man is to be in love
and to be a woman is to love a man
and when a man and woman love each other,
it is a sacred union called a Marriage
And marriages are forever!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
O, What Is It That Makes a Man A Man?
The Gods Will Never Tell
It Is The Spider Web That Separates
The Heavens From All Hell
Oh What Is It That Makes A Man A Man?
Tis Something Pure and True-
A Heart Of Gold Is All It Takes
And That Is What I See In You!
To Be A Man Is In The Heart
And To Be A Woman Is Too
There is no Heavens the earth can tear asunder
that would rip apart the cloth of night, than to
take the man from the woman
or the woman from the man
There is nothing left to do in life
Love is the reason we were all born
It is the gift of the Gods and the end-all and Be-all
It is the reason we are even alive
there is no greater rhyme nor reason
and to be a man is to love a woman
and to be a woman is to love a man
and if we love one another that love is true
and noone can steal that truth away from you
To be a man is to be in love
and to be a woman is to love a man
and when a man and woman love each other,
it is a sacred union called a Marriage
And marriages are forever!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
"O Humble"
To Theodore Christopher Land
O Humble Little Meek One
O Humble One of Mine
Noone shall ever abuse thee
No stormcloud to trouble thee
all for you a sweet dream
O Humble Little Child
O Baby In A Manger
You Are My Once and Future King
Hallelujah to the High King of Glory and Grace
Time Is Short so To Hell With Time
May You Reign On and On ForeverMore!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
To Theodore Christopher Land
O Humble Little Meek One
O Humble One of Mine
Noone shall ever abuse thee
No stormcloud to trouble thee
all for you a sweet dream
O Humble Little Child
O Baby In A Manger
You Are My Once and Future King
Hallelujah to the High King of Glory and Grace
Time Is Short so To Hell With Time
May You Reign On and On ForeverMore!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
"Poem To Theodore Chris Land"
You Are A Man and More Than A Man To Me Theodore
You are all that ever mattered anymore
You are the reason we all cry and die for what we believe in
You are the reason we all Cry your battle Cry As We Rush Into Battle
You are the Reason anything matters in the first place
And if you fall we will all lay ourselves down and die with thee!
You are quite simply our king.
In JEsus Name,
Amen!
You Are A Man and More Than A Man To Me Theodore
You are all that ever mattered anymore
You are the reason we all cry and die for what we believe in
You are the reason we all Cry your battle Cry As We Rush Into Battle
You are the Reason anything matters in the first place
And if you fall we will all lay ourselves down and die with thee!
You are quite simply our king.
In JEsus Name,
Amen!
"If I could Be King"
To Theodore Christopher Land, My Husband:
If I Could Be King I Would Give The World To You
Tied Up In A Ribbon and A Bow In The most wonderful box
No one could ever take that from me or you, God will reign
If I could be King I would make you the King in My Place
I would Make you the King of the World as You are the King Of My Heart!
If I could be King I would give you all that I could
and you would never be in want
If I Could Be King I would Give The World To You
Like A Soft Trinket To Wear about your neck, a Jewel of God!
If I Could Be King I Would Give You The World As A Necklace
You Could Wear It Over Your Heart Where It Belongs
Then Nothing bad would ever happen to anyone again
If I could be King naturally you would be the Boss of everything
and all devils would hold sway and bow down low to you
because you deserve to be bowed down to
And there is no other man I could Bow Down To But You
You Are The King Of My Heart
And I Will Give You everything and I will rest on your hand
And You Can Keep the World over your heart where it belongs
and when the sea and the sky are moving in and out there will be you
you to silence the storm you to calm the heavens
There is no greater love nor never could be
If I Could be King you would be King
And noone would rule in our place
and noone would ever take that away from us
we would reign on and on forever
and mercy and peace and pity and love would be our anthem
compassion would reign and we would be safe and happy and free
If I were King you would never hurt again
in fact noone would ever hurt again
There would be no more wars, only peace
noone would have the heart to ever go to war again
because love would reign supreme and all would be well with the world
a time of peace and love
and You would be the Boss forever My Theodore Christopher Land
You are the greatest Man The World has ever seen!
And I am so proud of You!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
To Theodore Christopher Land, My Husband:
If I Could Be King I Would Give The World To You
Tied Up In A Ribbon and A Bow In The most wonderful box
No one could ever take that from me or you, God will reign
If I could be King I would make you the King in My Place
I would Make you the King of the World as You are the King Of My Heart!
If I could be King I would give you all that I could
and you would never be in want
If I Could Be King I would Give The World To You
Like A Soft Trinket To Wear about your neck, a Jewel of God!
If I Could Be King I Would Give You The World As A Necklace
You Could Wear It Over Your Heart Where It Belongs
Then Nothing bad would ever happen to anyone again
If I could be King naturally you would be the Boss of everything
and all devils would hold sway and bow down low to you
because you deserve to be bowed down to
And there is no other man I could Bow Down To But You
You Are The King Of My Heart
And I Will Give You everything and I will rest on your hand
And You Can Keep the World over your heart where it belongs
and when the sea and the sky are moving in and out there will be you
you to silence the storm you to calm the heavens
There is no greater love nor never could be
If I Could be King you would be King
And noone would rule in our place
and noone would ever take that away from us
we would reign on and on forever
and mercy and peace and pity and love would be our anthem
compassion would reign and we would be safe and happy and free
If I were King you would never hurt again
in fact noone would ever hurt again
There would be no more wars, only peace
noone would have the heart to ever go to war again
because love would reign supreme and all would be well with the world
a time of peace and love
and You would be the Boss forever My Theodore Christopher Land
You are the greatest Man The World has ever seen!
And I am so proud of You!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
"Love Poem IV"
I love you with the purity of heart that a Child Has
I Love You As much as the small Gentle Hands of the Rain
No Trespass To Annoy Thee No Harm to befall Thee
No Storm Cloud to Trouble Thee Never A Bad Dream
In My Arms Safe and sound you are and may you always Be
No one understands the reason for being and I don't care anymore
Noone knows what I know in my heart, is that I Love You
and no love nor hate could ever tear that love asunder
If God troubles this love he creates a rip in time and space
a rip that will forever grow and grow into eternity
No Love could break my heart because my love is ever true
purity of heart and goodness of soul coming into you
i have stood off a million armies and climbed a million mountains
Yeah but even though I rule the world, I shall drop it to run into your arms!
You are all that ever mattered to me and if the world wants to break apart,
let them rip my husband from my arms for that is what keeps the world afloat
among the seas of stars the gravity keeping the world glued together
is the tenderness of this embrace me holding you deeply into my arms
my heart dies when I think of you and I pray for them with all I have
If i die today or tomorrow I will be reborn to fall into your arms!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
I love you with the purity of heart that a Child Has
I Love You As much as the small Gentle Hands of the Rain
No Trespass To Annoy Thee No Harm to befall Thee
No Storm Cloud to Trouble Thee Never A Bad Dream
In My Arms Safe and sound you are and may you always Be
No one understands the reason for being and I don't care anymore
Noone knows what I know in my heart, is that I Love You
and no love nor hate could ever tear that love asunder
If God troubles this love he creates a rip in time and space
a rip that will forever grow and grow into eternity
No Love could break my heart because my love is ever true
purity of heart and goodness of soul coming into you
i have stood off a million armies and climbed a million mountains
Yeah but even though I rule the world, I shall drop it to run into your arms!
You are all that ever mattered to me and if the world wants to break apart,
let them rip my husband from my arms for that is what keeps the world afloat
among the seas of stars the gravity keeping the world glued together
is the tenderness of this embrace me holding you deeply into my arms
my heart dies when I think of you and I pray for them with all I have
If i die today or tomorrow I will be reborn to fall into your arms!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
"Love Poem III"
I love you more than the world has time to live
I love you further than the imagination has the heart to dream
I love you more than the purity of the little birds in the trees
I love you rarer than the lilies blooming in the meadows of Summer
I love you more than my life is willing to live without you
I love you more than God could ever love me unless God Is You
I Love you more than i love Anything
I Love You!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
I love you more than the world has time to live
I love you further than the imagination has the heart to dream
I love you more than the purity of the little birds in the trees
I love you rarer than the lilies blooming in the meadows of Summer
I love you more than my life is willing to live without you
I love you more than God could ever love me unless God Is You
I Love you more than i love Anything
I Love You!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
"Love Poem II"
I Love You More Than Rhyme Has Reason
I Love You More Than I could ever explain
Life Lost its meaning when I saw you cry
And when I saw you crying in the night,
all meaning of life flew out the window and died
there will never be a greater meaning than you
all there ever is or was is you and all i will ever be
there is no greater reason and there is no greater rhyme
if I go on singing for eternity, then let me sing of you
my heart is dying when you are not in my arms
i am waiting to hold you in my arms where we can be safe
and my only home is in your arms and it is all i ever have
i gave up my world for you and you gave up your life for me
we will marry in the cool of evening where we discovered,
that we are the same soul and no one can tear us apart!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
I Love You More Than Rhyme Has Reason
I Love You More Than I could ever explain
Life Lost its meaning when I saw you cry
And when I saw you crying in the night,
all meaning of life flew out the window and died
there will never be a greater meaning than you
all there ever is or was is you and all i will ever be
there is no greater reason and there is no greater rhyme
if I go on singing for eternity, then let me sing of you
my heart is dying when you are not in my arms
i am waiting to hold you in my arms where we can be safe
and my only home is in your arms and it is all i ever have
i gave up my world for you and you gave up your life for me
we will marry in the cool of evening where we discovered,
that we are the same soul and no one can tear us apart!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
"Love Poem To My Husband"
If I told you my Love, It Would Begin at Infinity and End at Eternity, Because my love for you never ends!
If I tried to explain my love for you, It would begin with The Creation when God Created Light and Saw That It Was Very Good. And It Would End Long After the Seas had all dried up and the forests had withered away, and the last clocks finished ticking and time wound down to the end of life itself and all meaning.
And My Love for you would continue forever, long, loing after the world came to an end. It Would be Made Up Of Eternity, and Live on Forever. It would Go On and On Without a beginning and without an ending- a timeless, uncreated, eternal thing. The seas might dry up, and time right run down into nothing, but my love for you goes on and on like the meaning of life. For me, it Is the beginning and the End, the meaning to all life, the creation. It is the reason God created the world
and it is the reason we were born.
When I kiss you, there is nothing else that matters. there is no greater meaning to life, for me. My heaven is in your arms. The more you fall into my arms with your elegant desperation, the more helplessly I adore you. If if were possible to love you more and more every minute of every day, then I always do. You have never disappointed me and you never will. You never fail to rescue me and save my life from danger. You are the reason We Have Faith. You are the Beginning and the Ending.
I love You!
If I told you my Love, It Would Begin at Infinity and End at Eternity, Because my love for you never ends!
If I tried to explain my love for you, It would begin with The Creation when God Created Light and Saw That It Was Very Good. And It Would End Long After the Seas had all dried up and the forests had withered away, and the last clocks finished ticking and time wound down to the end of life itself and all meaning.
And My Love for you would continue forever, long, loing after the world came to an end. It Would be Made Up Of Eternity, and Live on Forever. It would Go On and On Without a beginning and without an ending- a timeless, uncreated, eternal thing. The seas might dry up, and time right run down into nothing, but my love for you goes on and on like the meaning of life. For me, it Is the beginning and the End, the meaning to all life, the creation. It is the reason God created the world
and it is the reason we were born.
When I kiss you, there is nothing else that matters. there is no greater meaning to life, for me. My heaven is in your arms. The more you fall into my arms with your elegant desperation, the more helplessly I adore you. If if were possible to love you more and more every minute of every day, then I always do. You have never disappointed me and you never will. You never fail to rescue me and save my life from danger. You are the reason We Have Faith. You are the Beginning and the Ending.
I love You!
"True Love"
There was Once a Peasant Woman, living in a little house, and she knew what it was to be poor.
She Had a Husband who could turn into the most beautiful animals. OR at least he seemed like a husband, because he was the ethereal spirit among the trees or seeweed like the mist on the dark of night that treads without a sound. He always turns into the most extraordinary creatures. Now he is the most beautiful man, and the next minute he becomes the sweetest little child, innocent and naiive deep in his heart. Noone could ever take that away from Them. The woman and the man loved one another with a powerful love that defines time and space and explains why they both exist in the first place. He could become a lion with eagles' wings, and run home and jump into her arms. Every day she waited for him to get home from working in the fields...he would come to her in the form of a hawk and fly on the wings of the wind, lifting for the light. He would become the wind and cradle her soft hair in his breath. He could be the spirit of the water, and comfort her when he was away at work, working in the fields. She never felt alone, because He came to her in spirit, he was her constant companion and she was never alone. She could pray to him and He would give her the saddest smile. But it was so sad there was light and hope in that smile, and she would feel as though she could conquer armies and command the world with her heart. She felt strong. He strengthened her heart. She strengthened him. What was he? He was the spirit of Being- the softness of Wind, the Coolness of water. He could be anything and anyone. Had he died, he would have been reborn in this life or the next.
The woman was content to be a peasant woman, baking bread in the house kitchen and tending the herb garden. She was full deep within her heart because she was in love with her husband. He completed her. And she completed him. Life was simple. And life was beautiful. Had they died, they would have been reborn together, onlly to fall in love over and over again for eternity.
This is the meaning of life...to Love And Be Loved. To love someone who loves you back. To be just happy in your life because your life is complete. This is the greatest happiness it seems. There is no greater happiness than to love someone who loves you, to be in love. This is the greatest Gift of God. There is no greater joy. Destiny and space and time had created them for one another and noone nor nothing could or would ever tear them apart.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
There was Once a Peasant Woman, living in a little house, and she knew what it was to be poor.
She Had a Husband who could turn into the most beautiful animals. OR at least he seemed like a husband, because he was the ethereal spirit among the trees or seeweed like the mist on the dark of night that treads without a sound. He always turns into the most extraordinary creatures. Now he is the most beautiful man, and the next minute he becomes the sweetest little child, innocent and naiive deep in his heart. Noone could ever take that away from Them. The woman and the man loved one another with a powerful love that defines time and space and explains why they both exist in the first place. He could become a lion with eagles' wings, and run home and jump into her arms. Every day she waited for him to get home from working in the fields...he would come to her in the form of a hawk and fly on the wings of the wind, lifting for the light. He would become the wind and cradle her soft hair in his breath. He could be the spirit of the water, and comfort her when he was away at work, working in the fields. She never felt alone, because He came to her in spirit, he was her constant companion and she was never alone. She could pray to him and He would give her the saddest smile. But it was so sad there was light and hope in that smile, and she would feel as though she could conquer armies and command the world with her heart. She felt strong. He strengthened her heart. She strengthened him. What was he? He was the spirit of Being- the softness of Wind, the Coolness of water. He could be anything and anyone. Had he died, he would have been reborn in this life or the next.
The woman was content to be a peasant woman, baking bread in the house kitchen and tending the herb garden. She was full deep within her heart because she was in love with her husband. He completed her. And she completed him. Life was simple. And life was beautiful. Had they died, they would have been reborn together, onlly to fall in love over and over again for eternity.
This is the meaning of life...to Love And Be Loved. To love someone who loves you back. To be just happy in your life because your life is complete. This is the greatest happiness it seems. There is no greater happiness than to love someone who loves you, to be in love. This is the greatest Gift of God. There is no greater joy. Destiny and space and time had created them for one another and noone nor nothing could or would ever tear them apart.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Friday, July 7, 2017
Friday, July 7, 2017
Love's Blindness
and It's courage too
No matter what the ending
I Love and that Is All I have
And Life Has Lost its meaning
As though a Star to a Wandering Ship
On A Cold and Thankless Sea
Love's heart the One I Love So Much
Forever Comes To Me
I feel a love so dearly sweet
It's aching in my heart
My love so tender and profound
all hope is in my heart
there is no greater love than this
nor sadder time of pain
all life all love and God above
to See My Theodore Again!
I hold thee in my grateful arms
and weary on thy shores
the heart can only love you child
my love's my ruin perforce
and It's courage too
No matter what the ending
I Love and that Is All I have
And Life Has Lost its meaning
As though a Star to a Wandering Ship
On A Cold and Thankless Sea
Love's heart the One I Love So Much
Forever Comes To Me
I feel a love so dearly sweet
It's aching in my heart
My love so tender and profound
all hope is in my heart
there is no greater love than this
nor sadder time of pain
all life all love and God above
to See My Theodore Again!
I hold thee in my grateful arms
and weary on thy shores
the heart can only love you child
my love's my ruin perforce
"An Angel"
An Angel In My Heart
Thy Love's Sake Ever Enduring
This Life Too Long With Me
For Thee Forever Yearning
When I Walk On The Sand Of Time
When I am Sore Afraid
I Dream About The One I Love
And On My Love I Pray
There is no heart that loved so much
Nor Face that were held so dear
That In my arms I've Loved You so
So kind, so sweet, so dear!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
An Angel In My Heart
Thy Love's Sake Ever Enduring
This Life Too Long With Me
For Thee Forever Yearning
When I Walk On The Sand Of Time
When I am Sore Afraid
I Dream About The One I Love
And On My Love I Pray
There is no heart that loved so much
Nor Face that were held so dear
That In my arms I've Loved You so
So kind, so sweet, so dear!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
Where Does One Go In Times of Darkness
When Shadows are Growing All Around
When All Despair Weighs Heavy Upon You
And You Struggle Just To Make A Sound
When Hope Seems Like a Memory
And Your Heart Is Fading Away
What Light Will Find Us In Our Pain
What Hope Will Find The Way
When All The World Has Been Forsaken
Is It Yet Too Late
To Do The Thing Our Heart Is Dreaming
Where Is God Tonight
When All My life Before me fading
And Tears Have Stained my eyes
When Prayers come like little meanings
Where all my sadness lies
I pray to rest With my sweet Husband
I pray when Life is Done
To sleep with him in pale eternity
My heaven when day is done
To Let my dreams pass by like memories
And Let my heart be still
my life, my life, my darted arrow
I'll find you I will
In darkness I will lift mine eyes up
and Cast my cares on God
when time is vanquished, loves eternal
and I am weary and sad
I'd rather die for thee alone
than live without thy love
if all that's real is in thine eyes
my peace is with the Lord Above
I pray for you when I am crying
I pray when I am not
I love you more than fear of dying
I love you more than God!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
When Shadows are Growing All Around
When All Despair Weighs Heavy Upon You
And You Struggle Just To Make A Sound
When Hope Seems Like a Memory
And Your Heart Is Fading Away
What Light Will Find Us In Our Pain
What Hope Will Find The Way
When All The World Has Been Forsaken
Is It Yet Too Late
To Do The Thing Our Heart Is Dreaming
Where Is God Tonight
When All My life Before me fading
And Tears Have Stained my eyes
When Prayers come like little meanings
Where all my sadness lies
I pray to rest With my sweet Husband
I pray when Life is Done
To sleep with him in pale eternity
My heaven when day is done
To Let my dreams pass by like memories
And Let my heart be still
my life, my life, my darted arrow
I'll find you I will
In darkness I will lift mine eyes up
and Cast my cares on God
when time is vanquished, loves eternal
and I am weary and sad
I'd rather die for thee alone
than live without thy love
if all that's real is in thine eyes
my peace is with the Lord Above
I pray for you when I am crying
I pray when I am not
I love you more than fear of dying
I love you more than God!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
"Love Poem"
I Love Him With a Fiery Madness
I love Him Without Limits
I Love Him so much my heart aches all day
I love him like there is nothing left for me in life
I love him more than i have ever loved anyone else
I love him tragically
I don't care about the details
I want to get lost in the world with him
I don't care if we both forget who we are
I don't care if we lose everything we ever had
If I live my life I will be buried by his side someday
I am terrifed of having to live without my Theodore
I don't even think that I could live without him
I pray and I hope and I stay alive
This little task of survival awards me my Theodore
If I can stay alive I can love him
There is nothing left for me to do
In life, that I love Theodore, it is clear
When I Hold him in my arms I am truly happy
I feel as though my whole life were answered
Like my prayers had all come true
The only thing I could ever want from Heaven
Id the time I have to be with Theodore!
I will love him all the days of my life
and I'll likely love him even better in death
There is nothing I would rather be than his wife
there is nothing I would rather do
There is nothing left to care about
life seems to havel ost its meaning
I go weak at his touch
that is enough for me!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen
I Love Him With a Fiery Madness
I love Him Without Limits
I Love Him so much my heart aches all day
I love him like there is nothing left for me in life
I love him more than i have ever loved anyone else
I love him tragically
I don't care about the details
I want to get lost in the world with him
I don't care if we both forget who we are
I don't care if we lose everything we ever had
If I live my life I will be buried by his side someday
I am terrifed of having to live without my Theodore
I don't even think that I could live without him
I pray and I hope and I stay alive
This little task of survival awards me my Theodore
If I can stay alive I can love him
There is nothing left for me to do
In life, that I love Theodore, it is clear
When I Hold him in my arms I am truly happy
I feel as though my whole life were answered
Like my prayers had all come true
The only thing I could ever want from Heaven
Id the time I have to be with Theodore!
I will love him all the days of my life
and I'll likely love him even better in death
There is nothing I would rather be than his wife
there is nothing I would rather do
There is nothing left to care about
life seems to havel ost its meaning
I go weak at his touch
that is enough for me!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen
Saturday, July 1, 2017
"The Most BEautiful Garden"
The most beautiful garden
A meadow of lavender, white daisies and roses and sunflowers
a forest of azaeleas and dogwoods trees and roses
little containers of herbs and mosses all over the ground
sleeping puddles of little swimming creatures
vegetables, pumkins squash watermelons and cucumbers
tomatoes, carrots, bellpeppers and corn
i would cover the world with the most beautiful garden
the devil would lose his power to the growing things all around
and i would plant all variety of fruits and vegetables, flowers and herbs
the most beautiful garden!
The most beautiful garden
A meadow of lavender, white daisies and roses and sunflowers
a forest of azaeleas and dogwoods trees and roses
little containers of herbs and mosses all over the ground
sleeping puddles of little swimming creatures
vegetables, pumkins squash watermelons and cucumbers
tomatoes, carrots, bellpeppers and corn
i would cover the world with the most beautiful garden
the devil would lose his power to the growing things all around
and i would plant all variety of fruits and vegetables, flowers and herbs
the most beautiful garden!
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