"Evil"
Yeah...I See It Too....
It's Called "Evil..."
There Is, This Thing
that exists in life,
Maybe Its A Force,
It's Called Evil
Evil is so real
It Creeps Up On The Innocent
People Of The World
Like Evil is a Predator
And We All Feel Like Prey.
I Just Pray, and Use My Mind
To Think Clearly To Keep
Us All Alive, Yeah, I know it.
It's Called Evil. What Do
You Want Me To Say Of Evil?
I feel that God Charged me, in living.
To Fight Evil as I can concieve of it
Within My Life. To Protect.
To Restore. To Preserve.
To Save. TO Endure.
Life Is Sweet. The Thing
That I am Afraid Of, It, Is Evil.
Evil itself is what i think about
when i am alone or with loved ones
Evil is what makes me feel tired and old.
i always keep my eye out for danger
one minute its the christmas tree,
the next minute, its the news
I don't trust evil i hate it
I live through Faith In God.
Preserve, See. Know. Protect.
That Is Why I Am HEre On Earth.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.////
Saturday, August 27, 2016
"Death"
We all die sooner or later. People all die.
The Devil Takes Us Each From This World
And Destroys our mortal bodies, But Why?
As Surely as a baby is born, so too will they die.
It Makes me want to cry. I Ask God, "Why?
Why, Oh God, Do We All Have To Die?"
Death comes for everyone sooner or later.
we do not know what lies on the other side.
Death is, in that way, Our last Great Adventure
Not Knowing Where We Are Going To.
What is life all about? Death makes me want to cry.
I tell you, I would likely Give My Life For You.
But Lord, Tell Me, Are Christ's Promises True?
God, You Know We Can Only Pray To You.
It's a question of faith and it shoots straight through.
Friday, August 26, 2016
"Death is The Great Mystery"
Death Is The Great Mystery Of Life
It is the Ultimate battle each one of Us
Must Inevitably Lose. But Why? Why
do we die at all? Why is there death on earth?
Why Must living things die? Did Jesus
really Save our Souls When He Suffered and died?
Or, to put it differently, Is there a Heaven?
A Life After Death? Why Not? Jesus Said
That there would be...eternal life for us all.
He went to prepare a place for us that has to be
believed to be found. Believe in Him, and he
is a bridgeway to eternal life! Death is so terrifying
Yet Life Has Taught Us All, Through Experience, that
Goodness Conquers Evil, that Death is Evil, That our Prayers
Must not Go Unheard. Don't Live Your Life In Fear Of Death.
Be Strong, and of Good Faith, and Pray To JEsus to believe in
an eternal life after this one, in which all are welcome!
Why Not? Why, Not Believe? You have nothing to lose
and everything, to gain!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Death Is The Great Mystery Of Life
It is the Ultimate battle each one of Us
Must Inevitably Lose. But Why? Why
do we die at all? Why is there death on earth?
Why Must living things die? Did Jesus
really Save our Souls When He Suffered and died?
Or, to put it differently, Is there a Heaven?
A Life After Death? Why Not? Jesus Said
That there would be...eternal life for us all.
He went to prepare a place for us that has to be
believed to be found. Believe in Him, and he
is a bridgeway to eternal life! Death is so terrifying
Yet Life Has Taught Us All, Through Experience, that
Goodness Conquers Evil, that Death is Evil, That our Prayers
Must not Go Unheard. Don't Live Your Life In Fear Of Death.
Be Strong, and of Good Faith, and Pray To JEsus to believe in
an eternal life after this one, in which all are welcome!
Why Not? Why, Not Believe? You have nothing to lose
and everything, to gain!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
"Medicine"
The Sick People Came To Jesus.
There Were So Many Sick People.
They Believed in their Hearts that
He Was Able To Heal Them, and
In Faith Were They Each Made Whole.
Jesus Healed Others. He taught us to Heal.
He Sent His Disciples into all the World
To Heal The Sick and Cast Out The Devil.
Doctors and Nurses are disciples of Christ.
They do what they can, with what they have.
They Heal others. They Heal people like Me
and You. They MAke us Well. Pray, Therefore!
That They Will seek to heal, and not Harm.
In healing is the mission of Christ and the Power of God.
The Sick People Come To Them...
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
The Sick People Came To Jesus.
There Were So Many Sick People.
They Believed in their Hearts that
He Was Able To Heal Them, and
In Faith Were They Each Made Whole.
Jesus Healed Others. He taught us to Heal.
He Sent His Disciples into all the World
To Heal The Sick and Cast Out The Devil.
Doctors and Nurses are disciples of Christ.
They do what they can, with what they have.
They Heal others. They Heal people like Me
and You. They MAke us Well. Pray, Therefore!
That They Will seek to heal, and not Harm.
In healing is the mission of Christ and the Power of God.
The Sick People Come To Them...
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
That Quality Within A Living Thing
That Has The CApacity To Love Another,
That Is The Part of them that is infinity.
Capacity to love is the infinity of the stars
The CApacity to love will keep thee alive
on dogged days and ragged nights, and
in loving will you realize that you are more
more than a body--you are a soul, with the
capacity to love another creature and be kind
to another creature. That is the part in us which
is divine and eternal and goodness and hope, the
Simple Capacity to love another creature, and to
care for that loved one, doing good and kind deeds,
This is the commandment Jesus Gave us the night before
He Was crucified, that We Love One Another, even as
Even as Jesus Had Loved Us In His Life. Those were
some of his final words. And When He Wept and Cried,
The Garden of Gethsemane Held Him Like a Tiny Child.
Never before had jesus been so afraid! and when he died,
He even cried out to God that He had been betrayed!
Love others thus, as Christ loved thee, and loves thee--
this is this first and greatest commandment, and His Love
Is Forever and Ever. Heaven and Earth Will Pass Away,
Yet Jesus Will Never Pass away, and he loves each of us!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
That Has The CApacity To Love Another,
That Is The Part of them that is infinity.
Capacity to love is the infinity of the stars
The CApacity to love will keep thee alive
on dogged days and ragged nights, and
in loving will you realize that you are more
more than a body--you are a soul, with the
capacity to love another creature and be kind
to another creature. That is the part in us which
is divine and eternal and goodness and hope, the
Simple Capacity to love another creature, and to
care for that loved one, doing good and kind deeds,
This is the commandment Jesus Gave us the night before
He Was crucified, that We Love One Another, even as
Even as Jesus Had Loved Us In His Life. Those were
some of his final words. And When He Wept and Cried,
The Garden of Gethsemane Held Him Like a Tiny Child.
Never before had jesus been so afraid! and when he died,
He even cried out to God that He had been betrayed!
Love others thus, as Christ loved thee, and loves thee--
this is this first and greatest commandment, and His Love
Is Forever and Ever. Heaven and Earth Will Pass Away,
Yet Jesus Will Never Pass away, and he loves each of us!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
Monday, August 22, 2016
"My Heart Breaks."
My Heart Breaks When The People I Love Most
Refuse To Listen To Me Or Ignore or even Turn Against Me
My Loved Ones, I Carry Them Over My Heart Like A BreastPlate
In Their Love For Me Is Strong Enough To Protect me
And Strung Enough To Live On. To Survive. On./////
My Heart Breaks When they don't listen to me and make mistakes
I want to reach out, to save them, but they're being too stubborn
Nothing as sad as a fish fighting the current
I flow With, The Current, Peaceful And Still, I Am Wise
I Give Good Advice And When My Heart Breaks It NEver HEals.
It's Hard To Break, Though.////
In JEsus' Name,
Amen,////
My Heart Breaks When The People I Love Most
Refuse To Listen To Me Or Ignore or even Turn Against Me
My Loved Ones, I Carry Them Over My Heart Like A BreastPlate
In Their Love For Me Is Strong Enough To Protect me
And Strung Enough To Live On. To Survive. On./////
My Heart Breaks When they don't listen to me and make mistakes
I want to reach out, to save them, but they're being too stubborn
Nothing as sad as a fish fighting the current
I flow With, The Current, Peaceful And Still, I Am Wise
I Give Good Advice And When My Heart Breaks It NEver HEals.
It's Hard To Break, Though.////
In JEsus' Name,
Amen,////
"Intelligence as Archery"
//If Caroline Had A Logical Reasoning Skill,
It Would Definitely Be Archery...Making Points
That Any Fool Could Estimate But It Takes Sharp Wits To Hit
I am perpetually shooting arrows with my reasoning
My Bow IS My Heart, It's A Reliable Bow
Am I A Shrewd Shot? What Would The Reader Say?
Hell Yes, I'm Pretty Good Shot. Had My Days.
The Bow Is My Heart, The String My Integrity, The Arrows My Wit.
Amen.
//If Caroline Had A Logical Reasoning Skill,
It Would Definitely Be Archery...Making Points
That Any Fool Could Estimate But It Takes Sharp Wits To Hit
I am perpetually shooting arrows with my reasoning
My Bow IS My Heart, It's A Reliable Bow
Am I A Shrewd Shot? What Would The Reader Say?
Hell Yes, I'm Pretty Good Shot. Had My Days.
The Bow Is My Heart, The String My Integrity, The Arrows My Wit.
Amen.
"Something"
Something, A Flicker, A Flash of Light In Your Eyes
When I Try To Cry My Eyes Are Dry To Dry I mean What I Say
And I am not a teller of fictions, or lies, I speak truth
If angry or threatened, I can be Quiet Brave and Tactical
Intelligence, form, and Soul, within me are my being
I am proud of where I come from, and cannot Be
Displaced. Something of Danger; a threat in The Strangers
Until this shifty period ebbs, I cannot Tell You
How Paranoid I must Not Be, Or I Will No Longer Be Allowed To
Coexist with other People. Something Of Awareness of The State
Of Things, And a Culture Self-invented, OF Legend and Heroes
My Jesus, My Angels, My Gods and Fairies, My Karma, My Poetry
I Feel Like I Have A Wonderful Career, Which I Created From Nothing!
Imagination is a beautiful thing, Something in his walk
Something in my husband's Sadness and Fears, something in him
That I Would Die For, In These Time Space Ripples
That Will Settle ino Decomposing Leaves Before I
Or My People, Have Fallen. When I Do Fall, I Will Be
Damn Well Ready and Willing, like the Oak Tree or The Pecan.
But I Am Not Willing. It is Not My Will To Surrender To Man.
In JEsus' Name.
Amen!
Something, A Flicker, A Flash of Light In Your Eyes
When I Try To Cry My Eyes Are Dry To Dry I mean What I Say
And I am not a teller of fictions, or lies, I speak truth
If angry or threatened, I can be Quiet Brave and Tactical
Intelligence, form, and Soul, within me are my being
I am proud of where I come from, and cannot Be
Displaced. Something of Danger; a threat in The Strangers
Until this shifty period ebbs, I cannot Tell You
How Paranoid I must Not Be, Or I Will No Longer Be Allowed To
Coexist with other People. Something Of Awareness of The State
Of Things, And a Culture Self-invented, OF Legend and Heroes
My Jesus, My Angels, My Gods and Fairies, My Karma, My Poetry
I Feel Like I Have A Wonderful Career, Which I Created From Nothing!
Imagination is a beautiful thing, Something in his walk
Something in my husband's Sadness and Fears, something in him
That I Would Die For, In These Time Space Ripples
That Will Settle ino Decomposing Leaves Before I
Or My People, Have Fallen. When I Do Fall, I Will Be
Damn Well Ready and Willing, like the Oak Tree or The Pecan.
But I Am Not Willing. It is Not My Will To Surrender To Man.
In JEsus' Name.
Amen!
"This Is Our HomeTown"
In The Darkness Of A Hot Muggy Summer Night
Holding each other's Hands, You and I, Alive, and Real
Real and deep like Water Or Treeroots, elements of nature
Male and female, a pair, You and I, Aware of existence
Aware of the dew in the grass, in the dripping gutters into the trees
that trickle down the tree branches as softly it rains
and flow into the alluvial soils of the ground, we are of the ground
We came from the ground, the ground is our home, and we will return to it
I Take Comfort in the earth underneath my bare feet, the thickness of it
How it never really ends, of the indians who were here and the dinosaurs
Who Were Here, when the ocean covered this part of South Carolina long ago
Of The Sea, Of The Mountains, Of The Forests here and a little further out, the meadows
Of this home building was built on top of a former forest
How I Try and Get Lichens and Mosses To Grow, Mushrooms rise in the morning
in my planters lit delicate umbrellas after a hard rain, and dry away by midafternoon
The Things I look forward to returning to the ground when i die and am buried in it
all the good deeds, all the sweetness taken in and given and felt and shared
Things That Make Us A Part Of Our Home Town, this is our home town!
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen
In The Darkness Of A Hot Muggy Summer Night
Holding each other's Hands, You and I, Alive, and Real
Real and deep like Water Or Treeroots, elements of nature
Male and female, a pair, You and I, Aware of existence
Aware of the dew in the grass, in the dripping gutters into the trees
that trickle down the tree branches as softly it rains
and flow into the alluvial soils of the ground, we are of the ground
We came from the ground, the ground is our home, and we will return to it
I Take Comfort in the earth underneath my bare feet, the thickness of it
How it never really ends, of the indians who were here and the dinosaurs
Who Were Here, when the ocean covered this part of South Carolina long ago
Of The Sea, Of The Mountains, Of The Forests here and a little further out, the meadows
Of this home building was built on top of a former forest
How I Try and Get Lichens and Mosses To Grow, Mushrooms rise in the morning
in my planters lit delicate umbrellas after a hard rain, and dry away by midafternoon
The Things I look forward to returning to the ground when i die and am buried in it
all the good deeds, all the sweetness taken in and given and felt and shared
Things That Make Us A Part Of Our Home Town, this is our home town!
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen
"Pride"
The Tears I'm Too Proud To Cry
The Details I'm Too Proud To Write Down
The Little things like a leaf on a branch rustling
The Things That Make us Alive
The Tears I'm Too Proud To Cry
The Reasons I'm Too Proud To Tell You
The Jokes I'm Too Proud To Laugh At
The Honesty of it all, amidst the lying and bullying
The Honesty of a Genuine Smile
The Pride In The Honesty Of A Genuine Grin
The Reason acts of Kindness Are A Part Of Living
The Reasons The Historians Won't Admit To Knowing
The Pride One's Personal and Ancestral History
The Silence When Approaching A Waterfall
The Rising of the Sun and the Waning and Waxing Moon
The Tears I'm Too Proud To Cry
The Tears I'm Too Proud To Cry
The Details I'm Too Proud To Write Down
The Little things like a leaf on a branch rustling
The Things That Make us Alive
The Tears I'm Too Proud To Cry
The Reasons I'm Too Proud To Tell You
The Jokes I'm Too Proud To Laugh At
The Honesty of it all, amidst the lying and bullying
The Honesty of a Genuine Smile
The Pride In The Honesty Of A Genuine Grin
The Reason acts of Kindness Are A Part Of Living
The Reasons The Historians Won't Admit To Knowing
The Pride One's Personal and Ancestral History
The Silence When Approaching A Waterfall
The Rising of the Sun and the Waning and Waxing Moon
The Tears I'm Too Proud To Cry
When I Was A Little Girl My Mommea The Former Ballerina
Would Float Up And Down The Stairs Softly As a Whisper or Kiss
And Flutter like dove's wings Up And Down The Halls As The Great House
Creaked and Groaned, and the drafty air conditioners took attention
lacy pale pink, white, and apricot gowns of satin always sheathed her tiny frame
as she tended to the children and tended the house, floating around
like a dream. Even when she isn't home, i can her her swish down the halls
She is always somehow present, at least her heart is there, in such grand architecture!
Would Float Up And Down The Stairs Softly As a Whisper or Kiss
And Flutter like dove's wings Up And Down The Halls As The Great House
Creaked and Groaned, and the drafty air conditioners took attention
lacy pale pink, white, and apricot gowns of satin always sheathed her tiny frame
as she tended to the children and tended the house, floating around
like a dream. Even when she isn't home, i can her her swish down the halls
She is always somehow present, at least her heart is there, in such grand architecture!
"Willolyn's Gardens"
Spring Unfolds Like a Flower At Willolyn Hall
The January Snows and Ice Storms Fill The Deep Woods
Like Glass The Twigs Are Covered in layers of ice
The Wind and thaw shakes off the cold wet Glass
And It Trickles Into The Treeroots and Pine needles.
At Willolyn Hall, The Daffodils humbly and silently
start pushing up through the ground in spots of green
in february, and their Yellow Sundresses Bloom in March
The Hyacinths and Crocus are next to bloom, and while they do,
Green buds are sprouting for every living tree and plant,
And Little Plants are waking Up. Next Comes The China Trees
Also Called Snowball Bushes by my family, these trees explode
into great fat clumps of white lacy blossoms thick and abundant
Rich creamy White Flowers, about a million clusters bloom in april
The children pick them and throw the snowball of flowers at each other
That's Easter. They Drop their Petals over a period of Weeks, they fall
Like little weeping prayers or dreams The Weeping Cherry And Pear Trees Bloom
Then The Azaleas Take over in April, Fuschia and White, Hot Pink And Magenta,
These Bushes of Tropical Flowers Explode All At Once And Bloom Throughout The Woods.
All up and down the drive they exclaim themselves awake! And the butterflies are reborn
and fly, making kisses to one another in the blue sky as it heads into may
and the roses start blooming, and the other countless flowers. Then the vines and trees
become a Jungle By June-July, Filled With Cicadas and Spiders of all Sorts
Shrilling, The insects Cry Their undeciphered Shreiks into the summer days and long nights.
By Summer The Treefrogs are grown from tadpoles in still waters and croaking away
The little goldfish swim all about the pond and snakes and deer migrate
through the green ferny bosom of the forest, through which The South Tyger River Runs.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Spring Unfolds Like a Flower At Willolyn Hall
The January Snows and Ice Storms Fill The Deep Woods
Like Glass The Twigs Are Covered in layers of ice
The Wind and thaw shakes off the cold wet Glass
And It Trickles Into The Treeroots and Pine needles.
At Willolyn Hall, The Daffodils humbly and silently
start pushing up through the ground in spots of green
in february, and their Yellow Sundresses Bloom in March
The Hyacinths and Crocus are next to bloom, and while they do,
Green buds are sprouting for every living tree and plant,
And Little Plants are waking Up. Next Comes The China Trees
Also Called Snowball Bushes by my family, these trees explode
into great fat clumps of white lacy blossoms thick and abundant
Rich creamy White Flowers, about a million clusters bloom in april
The children pick them and throw the snowball of flowers at each other
That's Easter. They Drop their Petals over a period of Weeks, they fall
Like little weeping prayers or dreams The Weeping Cherry And Pear Trees Bloom
Then The Azaleas Take over in April, Fuschia and White, Hot Pink And Magenta,
These Bushes of Tropical Flowers Explode All At Once And Bloom Throughout The Woods.
All up and down the drive they exclaim themselves awake! And the butterflies are reborn
and fly, making kisses to one another in the blue sky as it heads into may
and the roses start blooming, and the other countless flowers. Then the vines and trees
become a Jungle By June-July, Filled With Cicadas and Spiders of all Sorts
Shrilling, The insects Cry Their undeciphered Shreiks into the summer days and long nights.
By Summer The Treefrogs are grown from tadpoles in still waters and croaking away
The little goldfish swim all about the pond and snakes and deer migrate
through the green ferny bosom of the forest, through which The South Tyger River Runs.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
"Glue Traps"
A Svelte black striped skink lay contorted
And a Soft Little Grey Mouse, recently Drowned,
And A Spider And A Ladybug, and
On A Glue Trap Found In The Garage,
My Grandfather Showed me the Photograph
He Had Taken of His Recent Find.
"What Do You Think?" He asked me, intently.
I Said It Was Interesting, he said,
"That's Art, Caroline, That's Life And Death
And The Meaning of Life, All in a Photograph!"
"What Do You See?" He Asked Me, I Said,
"I Found a similar little mouse stuck in one
of your glue traps about ten years ago. he was alive.
And quite frightened. Sharp little teeth. I know because
He bit through my hand several times
as I was freeing his fingers and delicate tail
from the sticky surface of one of your glue traps.
I freed him and he ran into the air conditioner
"It's really Sad," I agreed. Why do you put
Those Damn Things Out Anyway, Bumpaw?"
He Just Got This Sad, Faraway look in his eyes
squinted into the distance, snorted away a tear, and
shook his head. "It needs to be done," He Determined.
I Just Smiled Sadly, and went on making a spinach bacon Quiche.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
A Svelte black striped skink lay contorted
And a Soft Little Grey Mouse, recently Drowned,
And A Spider And A Ladybug, and
On A Glue Trap Found In The Garage,
My Grandfather Showed me the Photograph
He Had Taken of His Recent Find.
"What Do You Think?" He asked me, intently.
I Said It Was Interesting, he said,
"That's Art, Caroline, That's Life And Death
And The Meaning of Life, All in a Photograph!"
"What Do You See?" He Asked Me, I Said,
"I Found a similar little mouse stuck in one
of your glue traps about ten years ago. he was alive.
And quite frightened. Sharp little teeth. I know because
He bit through my hand several times
as I was freeing his fingers and delicate tail
from the sticky surface of one of your glue traps.
I freed him and he ran into the air conditioner
"It's really Sad," I agreed. Why do you put
Those Damn Things Out Anyway, Bumpaw?"
He Just Got This Sad, Faraway look in his eyes
squinted into the distance, snorted away a tear, and
shook his head. "It needs to be done," He Determined.
I Just Smiled Sadly, and went on making a spinach bacon Quiche.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Sunday, August 21, 2016
Sometimes God Doesn't Come Out And Tell You
What He Wants You To Do-- Sometimes he hints it
Nudges you with acts of kindness that inspire you to care
Or shows you injustices that you realize shouldn't be there
Sometimes He is in a fun sunshiny day or a springtime breeze
God's Wishes For You, He Shows Them To You For You To Realize!
What He Wants You To Do-- Sometimes he hints it
Nudges you with acts of kindness that inspire you to care
Or shows you injustices that you realize shouldn't be there
Sometimes He is in a fun sunshiny day or a springtime breeze
God's Wishes For You, He Shows Them To You For You To Realize!
"Angels Are On Earth"
God Has Angels He loves On Earth
He Sends His Angels Down With Gifts
Of Beauty and Hard Work,
Gifts of Wisdom and Kindness
Gifts of Beauty And Selflessness
Gifts Of Giving And Gifts Of Caring,
Acts of Kindness that make the world smile
These Angels are sent on a heavenly mission
Although they may not know it, they are
The Angels of God and if you need some then Pray
Pray and God Will Send These Earth Angels to You
To Come And Make All Your Dearest Wishes Come True!
I am one of God's Heaven-Sent angels and so is Theodore
If You Want To Be An Angel of God, Just Do Good Things to others!
Do Things that will make God Smile, All Day, Every Day!
Then You Will Feel The Love Of God and Be an Angel, Too!
Doesn't matter what you look like, only matters if you care
And if, when God gives you the chance to do His Will, You Share.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
God Has Angels He loves On Earth
He Sends His Angels Down With Gifts
Of Beauty and Hard Work,
Gifts of Wisdom and Kindness
Gifts of Beauty And Selflessness
Gifts Of Giving And Gifts Of Caring,
Acts of Kindness that make the world smile
These Angels are sent on a heavenly mission
Although they may not know it, they are
The Angels of God and if you need some then Pray
Pray and God Will Send These Earth Angels to You
To Come And Make All Your Dearest Wishes Come True!
I am one of God's Heaven-Sent angels and so is Theodore
If You Want To Be An Angel of God, Just Do Good Things to others!
Do Things that will make God Smile, All Day, Every Day!
Then You Will Feel The Love Of God and Be an Angel, Too!
Doesn't matter what you look like, only matters if you care
And if, when God gives you the chance to do His Will, You Share.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
"Little Acts of Goodness"
Little Acts of Goodness In Unlikely Places
Strike Suddenly, Without Warning! These Acts
Come, After One Has Been Struggling in life
Earth Angels, God Sends His Little Helpers
To Your Door To Tidy Up Your House
And Make Your Bed And Wash Your Dishes
Little Acts Of Kindness, all of a sudden!
When Hopes are low and hearts are broken,
These Little Helpers of God Show Up In Life,
People You've loved all your life, your family,
They suprise you and come clear away the cobwebs
Clearing away darkness and shining light
into dark places, they Come To Show They Care
And To Make you giggle and smile until you're well,
My Family comes to my house with a suprise party
And they all love on me and hug and clean and giggle
until all the darkness clouding over your heart is gone
And then they take you home with them and cuddle
Listening to the beatles and eating mexican food hungrily
God's little helpers come, his Earth Angels, Wonders to Perform!
May They come to you in your darkest hours or any time
May you find goodness finds you there, always,
and takes you home with them at close of day.
Drfiting one off to sleep with a lazy daisy meal
and falling into a soft and blissful sleep!
May God Bless You With His Earth Angels Of God!
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen!
Little Acts of Goodness In Unlikely Places
Strike Suddenly, Without Warning! These Acts
Come, After One Has Been Struggling in life
Earth Angels, God Sends His Little Helpers
To Your Door To Tidy Up Your House
And Make Your Bed And Wash Your Dishes
Little Acts Of Kindness, all of a sudden!
When Hopes are low and hearts are broken,
These Little Helpers of God Show Up In Life,
People You've loved all your life, your family,
They suprise you and come clear away the cobwebs
Clearing away darkness and shining light
into dark places, they Come To Show They Care
And To Make you giggle and smile until you're well,
My Family comes to my house with a suprise party
And they all love on me and hug and clean and giggle
until all the darkness clouding over your heart is gone
And then they take you home with them and cuddle
Listening to the beatles and eating mexican food hungrily
God's little helpers come, his Earth Angels, Wonders to Perform!
May They come to you in your darkest hours or any time
May you find goodness finds you there, always,
and takes you home with them at close of day.
Drfiting one off to sleep with a lazy daisy meal
and falling into a soft and blissful sleep!
May God Bless You With His Earth Angels Of God!
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen!
Saturday, August 20, 2016
Monday, August 15, 2016
"Have Faith!"
When We Walk Into Deep Waters, GOD
Will Be With Each Of Us, Yea, Even Into Death!
Yea, Even as we face the deep waters of death we will not be afraid
For, When Each of You Goes Into Deep Waters, God Is With You There.
Although You May Seem Alone Sometimes,
Sweetheart, None of You Is Ever Alone. GOD is With You In Deep Waters.
Before Thee, Above Thee, Behind Thee, Beneath Thee, God Is With Us All
We Need Only Believe To Feel His All-Loving Omnipotent Presence
When Each Of Us Goes Into Deeper Waters, We Should Not Fear, God Is With
Every Single One Of Us, All The Time. His Rod And Staff They Comfort Thee
//There are worse things than death--Like Being evil, or sinning, That is worse than death.
Death is a deep water each one of us faces. When it comes for each one of Us,
Each One Of Us Must Have Faith, Strength Of Heart, And Not Fear, For GOD
Will Go With Them. Into Whatever Eternity May Or May Not Hold.
GOD Almighty Is More Omnipotent than even death. He Goes With Us.
Do Not Walk In Fear and Do Not Feel Alone.
God Is With Each One Of Us, When We Go Into Deep Waters.
Have Faith!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
When We Walk Into Deep Waters, GOD
Will Be With Each Of Us, Yea, Even Into Death!
Yea, Even as we face the deep waters of death we will not be afraid
For, When Each of You Goes Into Deep Waters, God Is With You There.
Although You May Seem Alone Sometimes,
Sweetheart, None of You Is Ever Alone. GOD is With You In Deep Waters.
Before Thee, Above Thee, Behind Thee, Beneath Thee, God Is With Us All
We Need Only Believe To Feel His All-Loving Omnipotent Presence
When Each Of Us Goes Into Deeper Waters, We Should Not Fear, God Is With
Every Single One Of Us, All The Time. His Rod And Staff They Comfort Thee
//There are worse things than death--Like Being evil, or sinning, That is worse than death.
Death is a deep water each one of us faces. When it comes for each one of Us,
Each One Of Us Must Have Faith, Strength Of Heart, And Not Fear, For GOD
Will Go With Them. Into Whatever Eternity May Or May Not Hold.
GOD Almighty Is More Omnipotent than even death. He Goes With Us.
Do Not Walk In Fear and Do Not Feel Alone.
God Is With Each One Of Us, When We Go Into Deep Waters.
Have Faith!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
Sunday, August 14, 2016
I Met Another Homeless Boy, Like Theodore, Without Hope,
And I Fell In Love, Naturally, Decided to Save His Life
But How Can One Bring Soothing Balm To The Soul
On An Angel So Virtuous And Fair and Long-Suffering
That There is Verily No Greater, Wiser, More Beautiful Man?
I See Him Suffering In Life's Mortal Agonies And I Pray To God,
I Pray That He Find Comfort Somewhere, Somehow, Nos So Much
Comfort To His Body, But Peace, To His Very Heart And Soul.
I Pray That If This Homeless Boy Suffers Long Enough and Seeks God,
Verily He Shall Find His Happiness and all His Answers, and his Peace
For I Am A Christian, And I Pray For A Man Afflicted With Demons
For I, Too, Am afflicted by these same demons, and reacheth out mine hand
To Lift Up Another, Even In His Suffering, Dare I Quench His Thirst
In My Comfortable Home? Cursed, Accursed! Boy, I Pray For Thee!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.////
And I Fell In Love, Naturally, Decided to Save His Life
But How Can One Bring Soothing Balm To The Soul
On An Angel So Virtuous And Fair and Long-Suffering
That There is Verily No Greater, Wiser, More Beautiful Man?
I See Him Suffering In Life's Mortal Agonies And I Pray To God,
I Pray That He Find Comfort Somewhere, Somehow, Nos So Much
Comfort To His Body, But Peace, To His Very Heart And Soul.
I Pray That If This Homeless Boy Suffers Long Enough and Seeks God,
Verily He Shall Find His Happiness and all His Answers, and his Peace
For I Am A Christian, And I Pray For A Man Afflicted With Demons
For I, Too, Am afflicted by these same demons, and reacheth out mine hand
To Lift Up Another, Even In His Suffering, Dare I Quench His Thirst
In My Comfortable Home? Cursed, Accursed! Boy, I Pray For Thee!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.////
"Come," Beckons Fortune To A Little Child
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver, and Gold"
"Come," Beckons Fortune to the Child as they grow,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver, And Gold"
Troubles Come, Trespass Forbidden One is Cast Out
Of One's heaven, One's Home-- and Still Fortune Calls,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver, and Gold"
Yet Life Grows Harder and many fall by the wayside
Troubles engulf Oneself like the little boat at Sea
And Still The Servants Are Scraping Away at Grime,
And Still The Bakers Rise Before Morning
And Still The Dangers Lurk In The Corners of Shadows
Hope is A Guiding Star to a ship at Sea,
Yet We Find Ourselves facing a dilemma, for
"Come," Beckons Fortune to The Artists and Dreamers,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver And Gold"
Madness Claims many of these souls' lives as they seek and still,
"Come," Beckons Fortune To The Manual Workers And Laborers,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver, and Gold"
Meanwhile so many are falling, going hungry and homeless, yet still.
"Come," Beckons Fortune to the Mothers and Fathers,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver, and Gold"
On and on through life we seek these things
Yet Further And Further, The Fewer and Fewer Are Even Alive!
"Come," Beckons Fortune to the Business People,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver And Gold"
And What Is To Come of this wishing, but a mirage,
For No one ever Attains Diamonds, Silver or Gold
Without leaving behind kindness, Virtue, and The Love of God
Fortune is the Devil taunting us all, making us each feel poor,
Yet in this hysteria at this point Jesus Calls, a Still Small Voice,
"Come," Beckons Jesus, "My Yoke is Easy and My Burden Light!"
"Is Not The Kingdom Of God Worth More Than
Diamonds, Silver and Gold?" And We Listen
We Grow Old and Sickness and Infirmity Comes,
And Sadness, and Despair, Yet Jesus Whispers in our Hearts,
"There Are Greater Thins Than Diamonds, Silver and Gold!"
"Carry You Crosses, Greivous To Bear, Ye Are My Saints!"
And We Do. Fortune is the devil and it is a mirage.
Listen to your own little heart, and nothing else.
Be Good, Virtuous and Kind and Brave, Carry Your Crosses,
There are Things at Work Mightier than
Diamonds, Silver And Gold. Be Ye Not Fooled By Satan.
Walk The Straight and Narrow Path, and Inherit Heaven!
In Jesus' Name, Amen.////
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver, and Gold"
"Come," Beckons Fortune to the Child as they grow,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver, And Gold"
Troubles Come, Trespass Forbidden One is Cast Out
Of One's heaven, One's Home-- and Still Fortune Calls,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver, and Gold"
Yet Life Grows Harder and many fall by the wayside
Troubles engulf Oneself like the little boat at Sea
And Still The Servants Are Scraping Away at Grime,
And Still The Bakers Rise Before Morning
And Still The Dangers Lurk In The Corners of Shadows
Hope is A Guiding Star to a ship at Sea,
Yet We Find Ourselves facing a dilemma, for
"Come," Beckons Fortune to The Artists and Dreamers,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver And Gold"
Madness Claims many of these souls' lives as they seek and still,
"Come," Beckons Fortune To The Manual Workers And Laborers,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver, and Gold"
Meanwhile so many are falling, going hungry and homeless, yet still.
"Come," Beckons Fortune to the Mothers and Fathers,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver, and Gold"
On and on through life we seek these things
Yet Further And Further, The Fewer and Fewer Are Even Alive!
"Come," Beckons Fortune to the Business People,
"We Shall Have Diamonds, Silver And Gold"
And What Is To Come of this wishing, but a mirage,
For No one ever Attains Diamonds, Silver or Gold
Without leaving behind kindness, Virtue, and The Love of God
Fortune is the Devil taunting us all, making us each feel poor,
Yet in this hysteria at this point Jesus Calls, a Still Small Voice,
"Come," Beckons Jesus, "My Yoke is Easy and My Burden Light!"
"Is Not The Kingdom Of God Worth More Than
Diamonds, Silver and Gold?" And We Listen
We Grow Old and Sickness and Infirmity Comes,
And Sadness, and Despair, Yet Jesus Whispers in our Hearts,
"There Are Greater Thins Than Diamonds, Silver and Gold!"
"Carry You Crosses, Greivous To Bear, Ye Are My Saints!"
And We Do. Fortune is the devil and it is a mirage.
Listen to your own little heart, and nothing else.
Be Good, Virtuous and Kind and Brave, Carry Your Crosses,
There are Things at Work Mightier than
Diamonds, Silver And Gold. Be Ye Not Fooled By Satan.
Walk The Straight and Narrow Path, and Inherit Heaven!
In Jesus' Name, Amen.////
Saturday, August 13, 2016
"Fighting My Baby's Demons"
Because I'm His Mother.
So I'm Going To Stay Up
All Night every Night
To Fight Theodore's Demons.
According to Him, They're
Crawling Up The Rafters.
I Know He's So Scared, he
Put It Onto Me. And I
Am Strong, I Understand,
I am Not Afraid Of Satan
I Won't Let My Baby Fall Apart
I Will Hold Him Until All
The Fear And Pain Subsides
I Am His Human Shield.
I always was. If there
are these demons out there, then
I'm going to stay up
all night every night
to Keep Watch And Protect Him.
I Refuse To Let Harm
Come To My Baby
I Feel Deeply Protective,
Motherly. I Want To Hold Him
But He Says There's Demons
Crawling Up The Rafters
And I See He's So Scared
That's Why He Told Me.
Because Demons Are Coming.
And I'm Fucking Going
To Be Ready When They Come.
I Will Hold You Until
All The Pain Has Passed Over.
I Will Be Your Human Shield.
I Will Protect My Theodore.
Gaurdian angel. Mother. Wife.
Find Your Balls and Rise Up.
I Did. I'm Ready for Danger.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN!////
Because I'm His Mother.
So I'm Going To Stay Up
All Night every Night
To Fight Theodore's Demons.
According to Him, They're
Crawling Up The Rafters.
I Know He's So Scared, he
Put It Onto Me. And I
Am Strong, I Understand,
I am Not Afraid Of Satan
I Won't Let My Baby Fall Apart
I Will Hold Him Until All
The Fear And Pain Subsides
I Am His Human Shield.
I always was. If there
are these demons out there, then
I'm going to stay up
all night every night
to Keep Watch And Protect Him.
I Refuse To Let Harm
Come To My Baby
I Feel Deeply Protective,
Motherly. I Want To Hold Him
But He Says There's Demons
Crawling Up The Rafters
And I See He's So Scared
That's Why He Told Me.
Because Demons Are Coming.
And I'm Fucking Going
To Be Ready When They Come.
I Will Hold You Until
All The Pain Has Passed Over.
I Will Be Your Human Shield.
I Will Protect My Theodore.
Gaurdian angel. Mother. Wife.
Find Your Balls and Rise Up.
I Did. I'm Ready for Danger.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN!////
"Happiness"
Look Left---Look Right
One Way Leads To Lifelong Happiness
And an end to all your loneliness
Acceptance, Humour, Romance
Peace of Mind, Tranquility,
living happily ever after with
your husband theodore.
The Other is the end to everything you know
The one you Would Die For, the One You Love,
losing him with unknown consequences, and
many other bad potential things could happen.
I Was Given The Choice.
I Choose Happiness.
Lifelong Happiness
And an end to all my loneliness
Acceptance, Humour, Romance
Peace of Mind, Tranquility,
Living Happily ever after with
my Husband THeodore./////
Now Leave Me Alone.
Theodore, Please Don't
Break My Heart! I Love You!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
Look Left---Look Right
One Way Leads To Lifelong Happiness
And an end to all your loneliness
Acceptance, Humour, Romance
Peace of Mind, Tranquility,
living happily ever after with
your husband theodore.
The Other is the end to everything you know
The one you Would Die For, the One You Love,
losing him with unknown consequences, and
many other bad potential things could happen.
I Was Given The Choice.
I Choose Happiness.
Lifelong Happiness
And an end to all my loneliness
Acceptance, Humour, Romance
Peace of Mind, Tranquility,
Living Happily ever after with
my Husband THeodore./////
Now Leave Me Alone.
Theodore, Please Don't
Break My Heart! I Love You!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
Tuesday, August 9, 2016
I feel like my children are safer in heaven,
than being brought into being,
that i will see them in heaven in eternity,
which is better than watching one's own babies
suffer and not be able to provide things for them.
i would also never risk haveing my children
taken AWAY from me. My children Are In
My Heart, And They Are Cheering Me On Wildly
From Heaven!!! One Reason I Look Forward To
Afterlife is, meeting all my children, and
how strong i was to refuse to force them
to be born in this hellish future!
Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Hallelujah!!!!!!
AMEN!!!!!
than being brought into being,
that i will see them in heaven in eternity,
which is better than watching one's own babies
suffer and not be able to provide things for them.
i would also never risk haveing my children
taken AWAY from me. My children Are In
My Heart, And They Are Cheering Me On Wildly
From Heaven!!! One Reason I Look Forward To
Afterlife is, meeting all my children, and
how strong i was to refuse to force them
to be born in this hellish future!
Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Hallelujah!!!!!!
AMEN!!!!!
"I'm The Same Person as Ever"
I am realizing as i read and reread my childhood writings
and my other writings throughout my life, that
up to this point i have Not Changed A Bit
My Beliefs are the same, My Ethics are the same,
I have Never Compromised Any Of The Principles I Ever Had,
I Fulfilled My Lifelong Dream Of Becoming A "Great" Writer
I Married The Man Of My Dreams and Yes, Love IS All I hoped it would be.
Looking back, and looking ahead, i would say that i'm too steady to die
That I'm too strong of a Person, That I Will Keep Writing and Painting
And Meanwhile Live Into Old Age With My Theodore. I Believe
I Will never stop writing or painting because it fills me with the meaning of life
I have the same lifestyle, attitudes, personality, and purpose
I haven't Changed a bit since I was a Little Girl, Teenager, College Student, To Now
I Do have a Career, it is writing, and the last seven years weren't wasted
In Fact, they've been my happiest and most productive years
I write more every Day! And I Love THeodore More Every Day!
I Don't Dream of Being Famous anymore...because the quality of the work
is so superior to anything i've ever read, that i don't care who reads them
I WROTE them. I Write them everyday, The Books are basically
Who I Am in Words, and they never ever end. I Pray We Live To Be 125 years old!
I Love You More Than Ever, Theodore! Success!
Thank You God... For Everything.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN!!!!!!/////
I am realizing as i read and reread my childhood writings
and my other writings throughout my life, that
up to this point i have Not Changed A Bit
My Beliefs are the same, My Ethics are the same,
I have Never Compromised Any Of The Principles I Ever Had,
I Fulfilled My Lifelong Dream Of Becoming A "Great" Writer
I Married The Man Of My Dreams and Yes, Love IS All I hoped it would be.
Looking back, and looking ahead, i would say that i'm too steady to die
That I'm too strong of a Person, That I Will Keep Writing and Painting
And Meanwhile Live Into Old Age With My Theodore. I Believe
I Will never stop writing or painting because it fills me with the meaning of life
I have the same lifestyle, attitudes, personality, and purpose
I haven't Changed a bit since I was a Little Girl, Teenager, College Student, To Now
I Do have a Career, it is writing, and the last seven years weren't wasted
In Fact, they've been my happiest and most productive years
I write more every Day! And I Love THeodore More Every Day!
I Don't Dream of Being Famous anymore...because the quality of the work
is so superior to anything i've ever read, that i don't care who reads them
I WROTE them. I Write them everyday, The Books are basically
Who I Am in Words, and they never ever end. I Pray We Live To Be 125 years old!
I Love You More Than Ever, Theodore! Success!
Thank You God... For Everything.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN!!!!!!/////
"People Are All Equals, Every Single One"
//First of All,////I See All People As Equals.
There Are No "Types" of People!
There are Just Human People!
I See All People As Equal People, Regardless
Of The Things That Make Them Unique.
We Are All Unique. They Don't See That.
They Don't See, That Everyone is Special,
Precious, and Must Be Loved. I Don't Know
What People See When They Look At One Another...
I See Equals, i See Humanity, I see Goodness,
I see beauty and hope for the world.
And I see that in other animals and plants on earth.
In fact, I See All Living Things as Goodness, as
A Light In Darkness. I Don't really Believe in Justice.
Punishment shouldn't exist. We should Forgive One Another.
Judge Not, Lest Ye Be Judged...Turn The Other Cheek.
What Jesus Said. I Can't Believe That Anyone
Could Be So PRejudice as to lump all animals into
A "Humanlike" Social Society. Life is Various And PRecious.
Love, Don't Hate. I Don't See Better or Worse PEople or Animals.
I see Living Things, Equal Living Things, That Need To
Love One ANother. When, oh When, Will Anyone See
What I See When I Look At My Fellow Man?
Nonetheless, I Will Turn The Other Cheek To
Ther Prejudice against me, all racial prejudice,
all mental prejudice, all disrespect out of envy,
I am determined to Turn The Other Cheek,
Judge Not, And Take It One Day At A Time.
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen!
//First of All,////I See All People As Equals.
There Are No "Types" of People!
There are Just Human People!
I See All People As Equal People, Regardless
Of The Things That Make Them Unique.
We Are All Unique. They Don't See That.
They Don't See, That Everyone is Special,
Precious, and Must Be Loved. I Don't Know
What People See When They Look At One Another...
I See Equals, i See Humanity, I see Goodness,
I see beauty and hope for the world.
And I see that in other animals and plants on earth.
In fact, I See All Living Things as Goodness, as
A Light In Darkness. I Don't really Believe in Justice.
Punishment shouldn't exist. We should Forgive One Another.
Judge Not, Lest Ye Be Judged...Turn The Other Cheek.
What Jesus Said. I Can't Believe That Anyone
Could Be So PRejudice as to lump all animals into
A "Humanlike" Social Society. Life is Various And PRecious.
Love, Don't Hate. I Don't See Better or Worse PEople or Animals.
I see Living Things, Equal Living Things, That Need To
Love One ANother. When, oh When, Will Anyone See
What I See When I Look At My Fellow Man?
Nonetheless, I Will Turn The Other Cheek To
Ther Prejudice against me, all racial prejudice,
all mental prejudice, all disrespect out of envy,
I am determined to Turn The Other Cheek,
Judge Not, And Take It One Day At A Time.
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen!
If There Is Hope For The Human Race, Then
It Lies In Putting One Foot In Front Of The Other
Tirelessly, To Perservere, It is Just these Little Moments
That Make Up Eternity, That Separate Good From Evil,
And Suicide From A Happy Life. It is Just The Moments
That Separate life from death-- putting one foot
in front of the other...and then,
putting the other foot in front
of the other. "The Journey of a thousand Miles
Begins With A Single Step"...And Therefore, putting
One Foot In Front Of The Other And Living From Day To Day,
Well---Things Are Sure To Get Better! We're Learning. Healing.
We're Becoming More Human. More Kind. More Alive.
Sometimes the battle with feeling valueless completely, is
to realize that, To The World, I Am Just One Person....Yet,
To Theodore, I Am The World. And When He Wraps His Arms
around me i feel like i am safe, i feel loved, i feel like he's going to
protect me. When he brings me food from the grocery, i love it.
When he provides for us, i love it, When he smiles, I love it.
I've Just been having a really hard time these last months.
In Jesus' NAme, I Pray To Live On And Survive.
Amen.
It Lies In Putting One Foot In Front Of The Other
Tirelessly, To Perservere, It is Just these Little Moments
That Make Up Eternity, That Separate Good From Evil,
And Suicide From A Happy Life. It is Just The Moments
That Separate life from death-- putting one foot
in front of the other...and then,
putting the other foot in front
of the other. "The Journey of a thousand Miles
Begins With A Single Step"...And Therefore, putting
One Foot In Front Of The Other And Living From Day To Day,
Well---Things Are Sure To Get Better! We're Learning. Healing.
We're Becoming More Human. More Kind. More Alive.
Sometimes the battle with feeling valueless completely, is
to realize that, To The World, I Am Just One Person....Yet,
To Theodore, I Am The World. And When He Wraps His Arms
around me i feel like i am safe, i feel loved, i feel like he's going to
protect me. When he brings me food from the grocery, i love it.
When he provides for us, i love it, When he smiles, I love it.
I've Just been having a really hard time these last months.
In Jesus' NAme, I Pray To Live On And Survive.
Amen.
"Theodore Is Saving My Life!"
Theodore is saving My Life Itself
He knows Well That I've Been Suicidal
For Several Months, And So He
Wraps His Arms Around Me Tightly All Night
Holding me Tenderly To His Chest,
Monitoring My Breathing, Making Sure
I Know This is Home Now, That He Loves Me
That He Loves Me As Much As I Love Him
He is Saving My Life. When He Holds me so Tight,
I am constantly, gradually, healing, and realizing
That I Am Really Loved, That I am Worth Loving,
That I am Valuable To My Husband, That I Am Precious
To Him, Even To His Very Life
That My Life DOES Matter. It Matters A Great Deal.
My Life Matters Because I Am Saving Theodore.
And Theodore Is Saving Me. They Write Love Stories,
Love Poems, But Very Few Loves in time actually
LIVED for one another, as he and i do. We are all
and the only loved one that one each of us has.
So When He's Home, and Holds Me, I know he knows,
That I've Been Suicidal, And He Realizes How Much
I Love Him, How Much His Existence Matters To Me.
In Jesus Name I PRay.
AMEN.////
Theodore is saving My Life Itself
He knows Well That I've Been Suicidal
For Several Months, And So He
Wraps His Arms Around Me Tightly All Night
Holding me Tenderly To His Chest,
Monitoring My Breathing, Making Sure
I Know This is Home Now, That He Loves Me
That He Loves Me As Much As I Love Him
He is Saving My Life. When He Holds me so Tight,
I am constantly, gradually, healing, and realizing
That I Am Really Loved, That I am Worth Loving,
That I am Valuable To My Husband, That I Am Precious
To Him, Even To His Very Life
That My Life DOES Matter. It Matters A Great Deal.
My Life Matters Because I Am Saving Theodore.
And Theodore Is Saving Me. They Write Love Stories,
Love Poems, But Very Few Loves in time actually
LIVED for one another, as he and i do. We are all
and the only loved one that one each of us has.
So When He's Home, and Holds Me, I know he knows,
That I've Been Suicidal, And He Realizes How Much
I Love Him, How Much His Existence Matters To Me.
In Jesus Name I PRay.
AMEN.////
Monday, August 8, 2016
"Alone"
When I feel lost and sometimes Cry In Pain,
I feel that there is noone left in the world to understand me
i feel alone in a crowded city, in a future which
has left me behind in the past, a memory for ex-friends to be sad about
the parts of me that you will never understand are these parts,
these nights i cry unheard in my lonely room, you in the other
i wish you could feel what it feels like to be me!
When I feel lost and sometimes Cry In Pain,
I feel that there is noone left in the world to understand me
i feel alone in a crowded city, in a future which
has left me behind in the past, a memory for ex-friends to be sad about
the parts of me that you will never understand are these parts,
these nights i cry unheard in my lonely room, you in the other
i wish you could feel what it feels like to be me!
"You Hold Me"
You Hold Me In Your Arms
As I Drift Into and Out of Sleep
How I Want To Make Love To You
Or You To Make Love To Me
We Can Take Turns Nurse At My Breasts
Like A Little Baby, And I Will Hold Your Head up
When Your Arms is around me it saves my life
I realize i almost lost my you, my everything
Almost lost you, only to find you, you found me,
I was stilled by sedatives, and yet-i was awake
So you held me and filled me with your love assurance
we were too in love to make love at that moment
the pain of nearly losing one another is overwhelming
i just wanted to sleep with you holding me so firm
3am, i wake up, find you in the fetal position panting hard
I feel your body, run my fingers through your sleeping hair
kiss your shoulder and pat your rump and caress your curves
Then Rise, Saved, Into a blue black morning
After this night i can face any hardship, any evil that may come
I want to run through the night free light water and wind
There is nothing more wonderful than to be loved by You!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
You Hold Me In Your Arms
As I Drift Into and Out of Sleep
How I Want To Make Love To You
Or You To Make Love To Me
We Can Take Turns Nurse At My Breasts
Like A Little Baby, And I Will Hold Your Head up
When Your Arms is around me it saves my life
I realize i almost lost my you, my everything
Almost lost you, only to find you, you found me,
I was stilled by sedatives, and yet-i was awake
So you held me and filled me with your love assurance
we were too in love to make love at that moment
the pain of nearly losing one another is overwhelming
i just wanted to sleep with you holding me so firm
3am, i wake up, find you in the fetal position panting hard
I feel your body, run my fingers through your sleeping hair
kiss your shoulder and pat your rump and caress your curves
Then Rise, Saved, Into a blue black morning
After this night i can face any hardship, any evil that may come
I want to run through the night free light water and wind
There is nothing more wonderful than to be loved by You!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
Sunday, August 7, 2016
"A Sign From God"
//I've been taking Too Many Sleeping Pills To Ease The PAin, To Sleep Hard.
Every morning God Has been Waking me up in late afternoon, gorggy,
but healed, and he tells me in the sunlight coming through my curtains,
"My Daughter, It Is My Will For You To Live On And Not Die"
"My Daughter, Take All The Pills You Need. I Will Bring Life
Into Your Loyal Heart, Again and Again!"
//I've been taking Too Many Sleeping Pills To Ease The PAin, To Sleep Hard.
Every morning God Has been Waking me up in late afternoon, gorggy,
but healed, and he tells me in the sunlight coming through my curtains,
"My Daughter, It Is My Will For You To Live On And Not Die"
"My Daughter, Take All The Pills You Need. I Will Bring Life
Into Your Loyal Heart, Again and Again!"
////...I Don't Think They're Human,
Because They Do Not Feel Humanism
All The Virtues I Feel, I Seek Them
All Around Me, Though I am Trapped In a Cage
And When I Pray, My God Will Answer
And When I Tell God I Want To Go Home,
He Kisses Me On The Forehead and Wakes Me Up
From My Drug-Induced Sleep, Ready To Start Again.
//I Don't think they're capable of feeling human emotions.
That;s why i never leave my House.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN!!!.////
Because They Do Not Feel Humanism
All The Virtues I Feel, I Seek Them
All Around Me, Though I am Trapped In a Cage
And When I Pray, My God Will Answer
And When I Tell God I Want To Go Home,
He Kisses Me On The Forehead and Wakes Me Up
From My Drug-Induced Sleep, Ready To Start Again.
//I Don't think they're capable of feeling human emotions.
That;s why i never leave my House.
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN!!!.////
"A Light In Darkness"
When Children or Old People Or Sick People
Or PEople in any kind of need, when they look at me
with questioning eyes, and i reassure them with my eyes,
and with my body language, and i try to communicate
with my living physical body language, a Deep And Powerful
Secret: "I Know What You're Going Through. I Will Help You"
"They Don't Care Because...They Aren't Human."
"I Recognize our fellow humanness and You are my friend"
"Don't tell them, I Am an Angel. I'm Looking For Fellow Angels"
"and above All, Do Not Give Up Hope! Look Into My Eyes and find Peace"
"Find the Serenity to be at Peace with this cruel world"
"I know how you are feeling..........i see you, i recognize your soul...."
That is what i communicate with body language and with my eyes
when i see someone who i think needs help or is sweet or human or special
The rest of the people, I Walk through them, passing like an alien on my own planet,
an outcast, a light in darkness
When Children or Old People Or Sick People
Or PEople in any kind of need, when they look at me
with questioning eyes, and i reassure them with my eyes,
and with my body language, and i try to communicate
with my living physical body language, a Deep And Powerful
Secret: "I Know What You're Going Through. I Will Help You"
"They Don't Care Because...They Aren't Human."
"I Recognize our fellow humanness and You are my friend"
"Don't tell them, I Am an Angel. I'm Looking For Fellow Angels"
"and above All, Do Not Give Up Hope! Look Into My Eyes and find Peace"
"Find the Serenity to be at Peace with this cruel world"
"I know how you are feeling..........i see you, i recognize your soul...."
That is what i communicate with body language and with my eyes
when i see someone who i think needs help or is sweet or human or special
The rest of the people, I Walk through them, passing like an alien on my own planet,
an outcast, a light in darkness
.i wanted to tell you a sweet sad story about my life.....chris has been coming home after three in the morning every night for the last week, he works at a bar,...but i thought he was cheating on me, and after awhile i overdosed on drugs two days ago just so i could sleep without him because i cant sleep without him....last night i stayed up till three am again and he came home,,,,he had a slice of birthday cake and he was scared, he made himself a can of tomato soup and we didnt speak for an hour and i said, "how was your day" and he cried out "Shut Up!" And I Knew he was in pain, he was having a hard time, that he was scared....long story short, he gets in bed with me and i massaged his back and he held each other and it was so sad, that he nearly came home to his wife being dead....and i prayed to god, hard....and i kissed him and stayedup all night to protect him,...he isn't cheating! He misses me too.....and i almost killed myself because i missed him so bad.... but i didn't,...and i never will again! =*)
If You HAven't suffered, then you cannot know
what it is to be human, to be alive. Hunger. Cruelty.
Loneliness. Suicide Attempts. Pain. Depression. These things
Make Us More Human if We Survive. There are good people in life.
There are bad people in life. There Are Many, many people
who have never felt true Pain, and therefore can feel no Compassion.
If You've Never Felt Pain, I Dont feel You Have It In You To Care.
Compassion comes from seeing the pain you've have personally felt
for yourself, within another human being, and to life them up.
The first step to being human, is to Care about Others,
To Empathize, To Feel Their Pain, To Be Selfless, To
Look Outside of Your Own Needs and Pain, and to see
To See, In Every Other PErson, or just One, A Whole World in them,
a unique world in them, in who they are, in their potential, their feelings
A Kind Soul Like Me Has To Live A Hungry, Painful, Lonely Hermit Life
So That in suffering i can see the suffering that the priveledged refuse to see
in others, that they perhaps cannot see, nor comprehend the sick and hungry and cold
That As Long A I Am ALive, I Am A Light Shining In Darkness called Compassion
If you need help with anything, you can come, come, to me and tell me anything
Sweethearts are rare. I'll bloom my love over you and learn to love you, anyone,
and I'll Be Your Mother. I am A Mother To The World.
I Chose to become poor because it makes me a human, not a glutton
I may be homeless but my heart is full. I Pity The Rich , Who have
Never Felt The Ecstasy Of Fragile, sustaining life, day to day, and the joy
in a warm meal, or a cup of tea!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.
what it is to be human, to be alive. Hunger. Cruelty.
Loneliness. Suicide Attempts. Pain. Depression. These things
Make Us More Human if We Survive. There are good people in life.
There are bad people in life. There Are Many, many people
who have never felt true Pain, and therefore can feel no Compassion.
If You've Never Felt Pain, I Dont feel You Have It In You To Care.
Compassion comes from seeing the pain you've have personally felt
for yourself, within another human being, and to life them up.
The first step to being human, is to Care about Others,
To Empathize, To Feel Their Pain, To Be Selfless, To
Look Outside of Your Own Needs and Pain, and to see
To See, In Every Other PErson, or just One, A Whole World in them,
a unique world in them, in who they are, in their potential, their feelings
A Kind Soul Like Me Has To Live A Hungry, Painful, Lonely Hermit Life
So That in suffering i can see the suffering that the priveledged refuse to see
in others, that they perhaps cannot see, nor comprehend the sick and hungry and cold
That As Long A I Am ALive, I Am A Light Shining In Darkness called Compassion
If you need help with anything, you can come, come, to me and tell me anything
Sweethearts are rare. I'll bloom my love over you and learn to love you, anyone,
and I'll Be Your Mother. I am A Mother To The World.
I Chose to become poor because it makes me a human, not a glutton
I may be homeless but my heart is full. I Pity The Rich , Who have
Never Felt The Ecstasy Of Fragile, sustaining life, day to day, and the joy
in a warm meal, or a cup of tea!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.
"Cruelty, From When Didst Thee Spring?"
Cruelty, Cruelty Cruelty Cruelty, Cruelty
The Word Sounds So Sweet in my merciful heart
It sounds like mercy when i realize they're being cruel
that it isnt me, that they just dont care. I wonder
Why Satan got to plant sin and heartlessness in the hearts
of people, ordinary people, just normal people
seeing a homeless person and not helping them out
Knowing your grandchild is lonely and putting them over to voicemail
How Cruel thee art! When I Slept for two days, God Told Me
In My Heart, "Walk on. I Have Given You Your Life Back. Get Up."
For MY God Knoweth the plans he hath made for me and i trust him
i didnt care if i woke up or not just wanted to salve the agonizing pain
of loneliness, i just wanted to feel better, i just wanted to feel better
but i dont think there really is a medicine for being mistreated,
for a broken heart. Likewise, what angel could remove the cruel barbs
knotted and wrenching their mechanical hearts that only see the ordinary
and have not the capacity to dream, as i do? Dreamer I Will Dream On.
Writing is my life. I live to write and paint. pain is a fuel now, i got up
And God Told Me It Wasn't My Time, That He Still NEeds Me In The World
I Wish Satan Would Stop Attacking me! If i do look back, i will know now
that they are heartless compared to me, and they don't feel the heart emotions i do.
They Aren't fully Human. They Arent' fully alive! I will look into their eyes knowing that,
from this point on. I gave up on a lot of loved ones recently. Now I am alone.
I am excited about the chance to find a new life in God's Mercy And His Love For Me!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen/////
Cruelty, Cruelty Cruelty Cruelty, Cruelty
The Word Sounds So Sweet in my merciful heart
It sounds like mercy when i realize they're being cruel
that it isnt me, that they just dont care. I wonder
Why Satan got to plant sin and heartlessness in the hearts
of people, ordinary people, just normal people
seeing a homeless person and not helping them out
Knowing your grandchild is lonely and putting them over to voicemail
How Cruel thee art! When I Slept for two days, God Told Me
In My Heart, "Walk on. I Have Given You Your Life Back. Get Up."
For MY God Knoweth the plans he hath made for me and i trust him
i didnt care if i woke up or not just wanted to salve the agonizing pain
of loneliness, i just wanted to feel better, i just wanted to feel better
but i dont think there really is a medicine for being mistreated,
for a broken heart. Likewise, what angel could remove the cruel barbs
knotted and wrenching their mechanical hearts that only see the ordinary
and have not the capacity to dream, as i do? Dreamer I Will Dream On.
Writing is my life. I live to write and paint. pain is a fuel now, i got up
And God Told Me It Wasn't My Time, That He Still NEeds Me In The World
I Wish Satan Would Stop Attacking me! If i do look back, i will know now
that they are heartless compared to me, and they don't feel the heart emotions i do.
They Aren't fully Human. They Arent' fully alive! I will look into their eyes knowing that,
from this point on. I gave up on a lot of loved ones recently. Now I am alone.
I am excited about the chance to find a new life in God's Mercy And His Love For Me!
In JEsus' Name,
Amen/////
"The Cruelty of The Everyday People You Love"
The Cruelty of the Everyday People That You Love
It's a Rabbit Hole, That Subject... Cruelty, oh Cruelty,
From What Demon's Dream Didst Thee Spring
Into Human Hearts And Take Root And Grow so that
PEople Are So Apathetic And HEartless Clinical Almost
Tears MEan Nothin To Your Friends and Family they ignore you
Heartless they all are, heartless...! He comes home at 3AM every night
and Leaves at 8AM every morning....The Rest is Up To You.
The Goal Is Not To Die. Happiness has long been surrendered
Hope is the only thing left to shove in the faces of the bullies
Who Don't Care, They Don't Care about you, They Don't, and
In That Apathy is the pain of not being loved. So I tried to
kill myself. I woke up a day and a half later, like I had reached
a shore after drifting through an ocean of sorrow and pain, and so i got up
and I started walked on this brave new shore. Ready to put them
all into the past, if it is the only Answer To Suicide or Life. Because
They Don't Care They Never Will They will tell me that to my face
and i am tired of crying. And they say I'm the one with issues.
I don't have issues, I'm lonely. Kindness was the answer but for them,
it's too late, i want to start my life over again, i almost died
Apathy can be the most careless heartless cruelty God Ever Found In Them.
Apathy
The Cruelty of the Everyday People That You Love
It's a Rabbit Hole, That Subject... Cruelty, oh Cruelty,
From What Demon's Dream Didst Thee Spring
Into Human Hearts And Take Root And Grow so that
PEople Are So Apathetic And HEartless Clinical Almost
Tears MEan Nothin To Your Friends and Family they ignore you
Heartless they all are, heartless...! He comes home at 3AM every night
and Leaves at 8AM every morning....The Rest is Up To You.
The Goal Is Not To Die. Happiness has long been surrendered
Hope is the only thing left to shove in the faces of the bullies
Who Don't Care, They Don't Care about you, They Don't, and
In That Apathy is the pain of not being loved. So I tried to
kill myself. I woke up a day and a half later, like I had reached
a shore after drifting through an ocean of sorrow and pain, and so i got up
and I started walked on this brave new shore. Ready to put them
all into the past, if it is the only Answer To Suicide or Life. Because
They Don't Care They Never Will They will tell me that to my face
and i am tired of crying. And they say I'm the one with issues.
I don't have issues, I'm lonely. Kindness was the answer but for them,
it's too late, i want to start my life over again, i almost died
Apathy can be the most careless heartless cruelty God Ever Found In Them.
Apathy
Saturday, August 6, 2016
In The Darkness of My Weaker Hours
I Wonder if you've overdosed by now
I wonder if you're in jail for decades,
I wonder if you're happy but most of all
I know that I will Never See You Again
Not in this life ,maybe in heaven, who knows
I pray for you i can't help praying when im blitzed
on xanax and psych meds, and my breathing is heavy and slow,
I pray to God to see me through another day.
I can take another day if i can keep breathing
I know it is all my fault and i am so sorry
I just want to get some sleep.
I Wonder if you've overdosed by now
I wonder if you're in jail for decades,
I wonder if you're happy but most of all
I know that I will Never See You Again
Not in this life ,maybe in heaven, who knows
I pray for you i can't help praying when im blitzed
on xanax and psych meds, and my breathing is heavy and slow,
I pray to God to see me through another day.
I can take another day if i can keep breathing
I know it is all my fault and i am so sorry
I just want to get some sleep.
"You're Killing Me"
Time passes agonizingly slow
when you aren't here in my arms
i don't want to exist when you're gone
i want to overdose on my drugs and die
i tried last night when you came home at 3am
but i honestly just wanted to get some sleep
Suicide comes in and it dances its smoke-dance with me
i get up, open the curtains, say a prayer, shake death off me
i take it one day at a time now, you're killing me
i wish you loved me the way i love you
In JEsus' Name,
Amen
Time passes agonizingly slow
when you aren't here in my arms
i don't want to exist when you're gone
i want to overdose on my drugs and die
i tried last night when you came home at 3am
but i honestly just wanted to get some sleep
Suicide comes in and it dances its smoke-dance with me
i get up, open the curtains, say a prayer, shake death off me
i take it one day at a time now, you're killing me
i wish you loved me the way i love you
In JEsus' Name,
Amen
"Gaurdian Angel"
4AM...That's My Baby In There, Sleeping Softly!
4 AM.... Dont Give a Damn, cause baby,
That's my whole world sleeping in my bed
Hes Is My Life, My Love, Hes a beautiful Enigma
I'll never understand how i never can turn on him
i always blame myself....I swore to protect him
and if i could be anything, i'd be a gaurdian angel
full time, and Theodore, well he's an orphan homeless//
Aint nobody gon help him if he falls....Nobody But Me
I Am Theodore's Gaurdian Angel. Live To Protect.
Sleep Not, must keep vigil for the beautiful man i Treasure
My Baby Sleeping next to me at night is all i ever asked for
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN!
4AM...That's My Baby In There, Sleeping Softly!
4 AM.... Dont Give a Damn, cause baby,
That's my whole world sleeping in my bed
Hes Is My Life, My Love, Hes a beautiful Enigma
I'll never understand how i never can turn on him
i always blame myself....I swore to protect him
and if i could be anything, i'd be a gaurdian angel
full time, and Theodore, well he's an orphan homeless//
Aint nobody gon help him if he falls....Nobody But Me
I Am Theodore's Gaurdian Angel. Live To Protect.
Sleep Not, must keep vigil for the beautiful man i Treasure
My Baby Sleeping next to me at night is all i ever asked for
In Jesus' Name,
AMEN!
Friday, August 5, 2016
"My Heart's Wound"
In My Huge Loving Heart,
I have a Gaping, Chilling Wound.
But I Have Healed Myself
I Never Told Anyone It Was There
It's a Website and They All Hate Me
Everyone I Ever Knew, What do they
Know Of Love....Nothing, I say! And So
I set about meagerly patching and healing
my gaping, embarrassing wound in my heart
It took years...walking alone takes courage
When The Support Goup is only your
immediate family, it's hard. They make thousands
of friends; I can't even make one. its sad
yeat i have set about with my motherly warmth
to Heal! Over the years I have Healed My Heart
It still breaks when i remember all the ones i lost,
Yet the Loved Ones I Do Have, They really love me!
My Loved Ones are a small pack, we love one another
Call us a Family. We speak daily. I keep us together
We Love One Another.
So To Hell With My Heart's Wound.//
It's Healed mostly! And Will heal with time.
It's beautiful that God Provides Loved Ones
and So I Consider My Family My Little World
And They Call Me On My Birthday, One By One!
Love. And Courage. We Are Wolves, Not Dogs.////
In Jesus' Name, Amen////
"On My Birthday"
On My Birthday, about six people call me.
They are my loved ones the ones i call every day
I look forward to my birthday because they remember it.
And They Make Sure I Know How Loved I Am.
Not as a group, but one by one, my loved ones,
each calls separately, not knowing one another also called.
I am so very grateful that my loved ones love me in return,
that's all i really want out of life. Conversations with family
are Everything to Me. And That Is Why I Have A Good Heart!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
On My Birthday, about six people call me.
They are my loved ones the ones i call every day
I look forward to my birthday because they remember it.
And They Make Sure I Know How Loved I Am.
Not as a group, but one by one, my loved ones,
each calls separately, not knowing one another also called.
I am so very grateful that my loved ones love me in return,
that's all i really want out of life. Conversations with family
are Everything to Me. And That Is Why I Have A Good Heart!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
Tuesday, August 2, 2016
"Thank You, Father God"
Thank You, Father God, For
Driving Out The Cold In Winter
And Cooling The Home in Summer. Thank you for
Providing this home for us year after year without fear
of losing it. Thank you for
keeping the stars and sun and moon hanging in the sky
and thank you for keeping the land separate from the heavens,
and thank you for the rain and sunshine. Thank you for
the warmth, and the food, and the clothing, and the
Love of The Holy Spirit. Thank you for
Your Companionship in my Solitude. Thank you for
my ability to write, Thank you for
always providing, even the slightest smallest things, that
We never be in want. Thank you for the 100-1-dollar bills
that poured out of a fashion magazine i was reading, like
a fountain of miracles. For An instant, I was Rich! For an Instant,
I didn't need to worry about Christmas money. But Lord, Thank You
Most of all For Your Presence In My Life, and always guiding me in
The Right Paths To Follow And Finding All The Happiness and Joy We Have.
Thank You, Lord Father God! I have been so long ungrateful.
Christmas money isn't the most important thing in the world....We will make do.
I just want to thank you for always being with me, in day and in night.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
Thank You, Father God, For
Driving Out The Cold In Winter
And Cooling The Home in Summer. Thank you for
Providing this home for us year after year without fear
of losing it. Thank you for
keeping the stars and sun and moon hanging in the sky
and thank you for keeping the land separate from the heavens,
and thank you for the rain and sunshine. Thank you for
the warmth, and the food, and the clothing, and the
Love of The Holy Spirit. Thank you for
Your Companionship in my Solitude. Thank you for
my ability to write, Thank you for
always providing, even the slightest smallest things, that
We never be in want. Thank you for the 100-1-dollar bills
that poured out of a fashion magazine i was reading, like
a fountain of miracles. For An instant, I was Rich! For an Instant,
I didn't need to worry about Christmas money. But Lord, Thank You
Most of all For Your Presence In My Life, and always guiding me in
The Right Paths To Follow And Finding All The Happiness and Joy We Have.
Thank You, Lord Father God! I have been so long ungrateful.
Christmas money isn't the most important thing in the world....We will make do.
I just want to thank you for always being with me, in day and in night.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!////
"Our Treasures"
The Treasures Of This House
Are Of My Husband, Within Him.
Keep Them Secret, Keep Them Close
They Are Verily The True Value Of Our Home
Don't Disrespect Them Respect Them
Value Them As Holy Things, For They Are!
Without Thy Husband, Thy HEart Cannot Live
Treasure them above Jewels, above Yourself.
PReserve Them From Humanity, and from yourself!
The Kinder You Are To Him, The Better Off Wilt Thee Be.
Keep Them Secret and Safe and Treasured!
For In Them Lies The Seecrets of Eternity
And The Creatrix of all Our Wildest Dreams.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
The Treasures Of This House
Are Of My Husband, Within Him.
Keep Them Secret, Keep Them Close
They Are Verily The True Value Of Our Home
Don't Disrespect Them Respect Them
Value Them As Holy Things, For They Are!
Without Thy Husband, Thy HEart Cannot Live
Treasure them above Jewels, above Yourself.
PReserve Them From Humanity, and from yourself!
The Kinder You Are To Him, The Better Off Wilt Thee Be.
Keep Them Secret and Safe and Treasured!
For In Them Lies The Seecrets of Eternity
And The Creatrix of all Our Wildest Dreams.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!
With A Darkness So Vast and Terrible
Surrounding The Earth On All Sides,
How Could We Not Pray To Our God,
The God Who Banishes Shadow and
Gives Life, The God Who Banisheth Darkness
and Keepeth out Cold, God For Whom Seeds Grow
God Towards Whom The Trees Spread Their Wings
God In Whom We Trust,
How Could We Not Pray To Our God?
In JEsus Name,
Amen////
Surrounding The Earth On All Sides,
How Could We Not Pray To Our God,
The God Who Banishes Shadow and
Gives Life, The God Who Banisheth Darkness
and Keepeth out Cold, God For Whom Seeds Grow
God Towards Whom The Trees Spread Their Wings
God In Whom We Trust,
How Could We Not Pray To Our God?
In JEsus Name,
Amen////
Oh, God Who Cradles The Babies In Mother's Arms,
God Who Gave Us all Good Hearts, God OF Oceans
God Of Seas, God of Little Wooden Boats Floating
Across the Sea, God Of Whales in the Deep and Lions
In The Jungle, Of The Creeping Thing and The Winged Things,
Of all that Goeth Forth On This Beautiful Earth!
God, I've Seen enough of Your Wonders in my life
That I Can Easily Praise God From This Comfortable
Little Home. God is sometimes sweetest in a cup of tea
at one's Writing desk in one's warm home, in a soft chair
I hope to comfort those in life who do not have what i have
It is my mission in life, to comfort those who need things
and when an evil man turns from you and condemns your presence,
Know that he is pent upon the Devil. Know that he is of Satan
Towards you, and avoid him. Take Comfort In Your Own God.
Pray For Those That Won't Respect You. If Only They Saw The Light!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
God Who Gave Us all Good Hearts, God OF Oceans
God Of Seas, God of Little Wooden Boats Floating
Across the Sea, God Of Whales in the Deep and Lions
In The Jungle, Of The Creeping Thing and The Winged Things,
Of all that Goeth Forth On This Beautiful Earth!
God, I've Seen enough of Your Wonders in my life
That I Can Easily Praise God From This Comfortable
Little Home. God is sometimes sweetest in a cup of tea
at one's Writing desk in one's warm home, in a soft chair
I hope to comfort those in life who do not have what i have
It is my mission in life, to comfort those who need things
and when an evil man turns from you and condemns your presence,
Know that he is pent upon the Devil. Know that he is of Satan
Towards you, and avoid him. Take Comfort In Your Own God.
Pray For Those That Won't Respect You. If Only They Saw The Light!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen
God IS With Us Most
When It Seems Least Possible
for him to be or to want to be
God Forgives All. They are the same.
God and Jesus are the SAme Person
To MAnkind, God is Jesus.
Love Him. To others, he is others.
But To Me, God Is Equal to Jesus
someone once told me, "You can't trust
a non-christian because they don't follow Christ"
I thought hard about that for a long time
I decided that they were wrong because
my heart Told Me That Was Wrong.
God Gave Each Of Us A Heart
that knows right from wrong,
Good from Evil. It is God-Given.
You Can Trust a non-Christian.
You can trust anyone with a good heart.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen
When It Seems Least Possible
for him to be or to want to be
God Forgives All. They are the same.
God and Jesus are the SAme Person
To MAnkind, God is Jesus.
Love Him. To others, he is others.
But To Me, God Is Equal to Jesus
someone once told me, "You can't trust
a non-christian because they don't follow Christ"
I thought hard about that for a long time
I decided that they were wrong because
my heart Told Me That Was Wrong.
God Gave Each Of Us A Heart
that knows right from wrong,
Good from Evil. It is God-Given.
You Can Trust a non-Christian.
You can trust anyone with a good heart.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen
God Is Kind. Kinder Than I am.
He Is Gentler And More Loving
Than Anyone On Earth He is Loyal
He Loves Those That Love Him
Those Who Are Loyal To God,
Have A Loyal Friend In God.
If You Have Sinned, Then Confess It.
There IS No Sin Too Great for God.
God Can Forgives Any Sin, No Matter
How Embarrassing. People Turn to Evil
Because they feel shame at their deeds,
or they feel that God Could Not Love Them
God Loves Those That Love Him.
God Is A Spirit. If He Corrects you,
then you must do better next time.
God is Patient. God is Kind.
God Never Expects More than
Each of Us Is Able or Willing to Give
He doesn't expect anything, in fact
You could live your whole life
Without Believing In God. But
Wouldn't that be a dark, sad life,
always alone, always in fear, tending
towards evil and filled with shame?
Turn To God, He Will Open Your HEart
Feel The Love God Has For You
As Much As You Possibly Can, and He
Will Love You In Return.
A Life Without God Isn't Worth Living.
In JEsus' NAme,
Amen.////
He Is Gentler And More Loving
Than Anyone On Earth He is Loyal
He Loves Those That Love Him
Those Who Are Loyal To God,
Have A Loyal Friend In God.
If You Have Sinned, Then Confess It.
There IS No Sin Too Great for God.
God Can Forgives Any Sin, No Matter
How Embarrassing. People Turn to Evil
Because they feel shame at their deeds,
or they feel that God Could Not Love Them
God Loves Those That Love Him.
God Is A Spirit. If He Corrects you,
then you must do better next time.
God is Patient. God is Kind.
God Never Expects More than
Each of Us Is Able or Willing to Give
He doesn't expect anything, in fact
You could live your whole life
Without Believing In God. But
Wouldn't that be a dark, sad life,
always alone, always in fear, tending
towards evil and filled with shame?
Turn To God, He Will Open Your HEart
Feel The Love God Has For You
As Much As You Possibly Can, and He
Will Love You In Return.
A Life Without God Isn't Worth Living.
In JEsus' NAme,
Amen.////
All Living Things Are The Children of God
And God Loves Us All. He Has A Plan for us all
Big and small, The Lord Has Plans for every One
He Provides Crumbs for the mice and birds and
leaves for the caterpillars and he turns them into butterflies
God is Very, Very Kind...If You Knew How Kind God Is,
Then You Wouldn't Sin. You Can Find Him In Your HEart.
The Holy Spirit dwells with us, he loves us all. if i could
give everyone a gift, it would be The Presence Of God
In Their Lives. Then They would never Be Lonely.
Sometimes I think God knows how much I love him
But Sometimes I feel a need to remind him in a Poem.
God is my Best Friend. He is with us All.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.
And God Loves Us All. He Has A Plan for us all
Big and small, The Lord Has Plans for every One
He Provides Crumbs for the mice and birds and
leaves for the caterpillars and he turns them into butterflies
God is Very, Very Kind...If You Knew How Kind God Is,
Then You Wouldn't Sin. You Can Find Him In Your HEart.
The Holy Spirit dwells with us, he loves us all. if i could
give everyone a gift, it would be The Presence Of God
In Their Lives. Then They would never Be Lonely.
Sometimes I think God knows how much I love him
But Sometimes I feel a need to remind him in a Poem.
God is my Best Friend. He is with us All.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.
"My God, My Deliverer"
When I Walk In The Shadow of Darkness, I am Not Afraid
For I Know The Lord Is With Me. When I Walk, I do not have to fear
Because My God Is Causing Me To Walk, and Protecting me from harm
Even if I was Harmed, My God Would Heal Me, and On The Day I Die,
My God Will Be With Me, And So I Will Not Fear. God is an All Present Spirit
He Rests in the hearts and hearths of Those That Believe In Him. If You Believe
In Him, He Will Come To You Too, And Dwell With You In Your Spirit
Then You Will Not Have To Be afraid of Danger, For If The Lord Your God
Is With You, There is Nothing To Fear. How fortunate are those that walk with God!
when Someone Smites me, God is there, When I am afraid, God is there.
When I am sick, God is there. When I am weary, God comforts me.
We Walk Hand in Hand All The Days Of My Life, down the road of time
and when i get to heaven, I will be reunited With Him. I never feel alone
I never doubt, I can walk on dangerous places because I have Faith, I Can
Do Things without fear of harm. I should Praise God Much More in Poetry!
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen.
When I Walk In The Shadow of Darkness, I am Not Afraid
For I Know The Lord Is With Me. When I Walk, I do not have to fear
Because My God Is Causing Me To Walk, and Protecting me from harm
Even if I was Harmed, My God Would Heal Me, and On The Day I Die,
My God Will Be With Me, And So I Will Not Fear. God is an All Present Spirit
He Rests in the hearts and hearths of Those That Believe In Him. If You Believe
In Him, He Will Come To You Too, And Dwell With You In Your Spirit
Then You Will Not Have To Be afraid of Danger, For If The Lord Your God
Is With You, There is Nothing To Fear. How fortunate are those that walk with God!
when Someone Smites me, God is there, When I am afraid, God is there.
When I am sick, God is there. When I am weary, God comforts me.
We Walk Hand in Hand All The Days Of My Life, down the road of time
and when i get to heaven, I will be reunited With Him. I never feel alone
I never doubt, I can walk on dangerous places because I have Faith, I Can
Do Things without fear of harm. I should Praise God Much More in Poetry!
In Jesus' NAme,
Amen.
Monday, August 1, 2016
"Red And Gold Horses"
Perhaps My Red and Gold Horses
Weren't Magnificent Enough For Another Soul,
Yet, For Me, They are The Realization
Of A Dream! The Red And Gold Horses
Prance Majestically in my Heart, Wild and Furious
Unlike The Docile Yard That Watches Me Here
The Emerald Saddle Was In My Heart Made of Satin
The Flower Was Growing On A Loved Ones Tombstone
The Wishing Puff Was Full Of Wishes, Many Hopes Ahead
The Red Rose Was Crimson As Blood, And Thorny as Glass
The Nighttime Island Was Encircled in sloped Steps to the cliff's Base
I wish the moon could be hung about with such Damask Stars!
Wouldst that Thee Couldst See What I Saw In My Heart As I Made Them.
They Were Mighty Like Ezekiel's Visions as I Dreamed of Them.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!////
Perhaps My Red and Gold Horses
Weren't Magnificent Enough For Another Soul,
Yet, For Me, They are The Realization
Of A Dream! The Red And Gold Horses
Prance Majestically in my Heart, Wild and Furious
Unlike The Docile Yard That Watches Me Here
The Emerald Saddle Was In My Heart Made of Satin
The Flower Was Growing On A Loved Ones Tombstone
The Wishing Puff Was Full Of Wishes, Many Hopes Ahead
The Red Rose Was Crimson As Blood, And Thorny as Glass
The Nighttime Island Was Encircled in sloped Steps to the cliff's Base
I wish the moon could be hung about with such Damask Stars!
Wouldst that Thee Couldst See What I Saw In My Heart As I Made Them.
They Were Mighty Like Ezekiel's Visions as I Dreamed of Them.
In JEsus' Name,
Amen!////
...And So, Dreaming, I wandered to the Ocean's Edge
A Stranger In A Land Content To Go On Without My Being
As The Ocean Lapped My Bare Feet, I Wondered At The Ships Passing
To Wander Into the Ocean Is Certainly To Drown
Why, God, Did Thee Create Such An Abyss For Me To Fall Into?
As Though a bird on a shaken Bough, I Flew Off
A Madness Echoing In My Head and Cliffs of Stones
Visions Red Flowers in the Mouths Of Red Horses
Golden Lions About To Attack, Fierce and Still
How I Miss You As You Are Away, Theodore!
The Blue Sky Could Not Contain My Heart, It Seems
And I Feel Lost As I Wander My Mind's Chasms
They Are So Full Of Dreams. Upon A Day, One may Say,
There Is No Value Therein. Yet, Give It A Year, And Yet There May Prove
So Many More Than You Had Ever Estimated!
A Stranger In A Land Content To Go On Without My Being
As The Ocean Lapped My Bare Feet, I Wondered At The Ships Passing
To Wander Into the Ocean Is Certainly To Drown
Why, God, Did Thee Create Such An Abyss For Me To Fall Into?
As Though a bird on a shaken Bough, I Flew Off
A Madness Echoing In My Head and Cliffs of Stones
Visions Red Flowers in the Mouths Of Red Horses
Golden Lions About To Attack, Fierce and Still
How I Miss You As You Are Away, Theodore!
The Blue Sky Could Not Contain My Heart, It Seems
And I Feel Lost As I Wander My Mind's Chasms
They Are So Full Of Dreams. Upon A Day, One may Say,
There Is No Value Therein. Yet, Give It A Year, And Yet There May Prove
So Many More Than You Had Ever Estimated!
"Create Dreams Yourself"
I thought, "I Crave Material Things"
Yet There is more beauty in thine self-made dreams
Weave Thine Own Tapestries, Write what thee longs to read
For in Creation Thy Shall Shall Achieve
Paper Thy Walls With Your Own Paintings
Strangers' Art Are Not An Honest Plaintiff
The dreams of others cannot enrich thy heart as
thy own dreams can show thee what within thee art and
When thee crave material things, use restraint
Tis Far more industrious and productive to paint
If thee envision a horse standing upright magnificent
The Paint it Yourself, And Create Thy Vision!
If Thee Envision An Endless Banquet before thee,
Meditate on the thirsty and hungry!
Whereof if for thy needs thy money be lacking
In Thy dignity Create your dreams, do not be slacking
From thy imagination springeth thy being
Create, and Shun What Pleases Kings!
I thought, "I Crave Material Things"
Yet There is more beauty in thine self-made dreams
Weave Thine Own Tapestries, Write what thee longs to read
For in Creation Thy Shall Shall Achieve
Paper Thy Walls With Your Own Paintings
Strangers' Art Are Not An Honest Plaintiff
The dreams of others cannot enrich thy heart as
thy own dreams can show thee what within thee art and
When thee crave material things, use restraint
Tis Far more industrious and productive to paint
If thee envision a horse standing upright magnificent
The Paint it Yourself, And Create Thy Vision!
If Thee Envision An Endless Banquet before thee,
Meditate on the thirsty and hungry!
Whereof if for thy needs thy money be lacking
In Thy dignity Create your dreams, do not be slacking
From thy imagination springeth thy being
Create, and Shun What Pleases Kings!
"Follow Your Heart"
A Soothing Balm, A Bird In Flight
A Streetlamp Lighting Up The Night
When Darkness Comes, In Hope Stand Fast
Your dreams, they will come true at last!
And when you're sad and in despair
Cast One The Lord All Of Thy Cares
And Worry Not What Each Day Shall Bring
The hearts of the poor are as the hearts of Kings!
And if to your conscience you will be true
Your heart shall brim with love and virtue
The conscience of a man is God-Given
Through Christianity is Precept Given
They Say One Cannot Trust a Non-Christian
For Their Thoughts are their own, not Christ's intentions
But I Say, In The Conscience is One God-Given Truth
Be Faithful To Thy Heart and No Other Proof!
For Where Thy Religion Leadeth thee Astray
The Heart That Chose That Faith Shall lead your Way
Religion is imperfect, Only the heart can see
And We Shall Find What Dreams may yet still Be!
A Dove in An Orange Tree A Wren In a Pear,
The Limits of the heart are not truly there
and if the judge with the heart and not taught doctrines
Thee Shall Follow thy own truth in all its perfections!
For from birth are we given these hearts with these dreams
Religion and Science are not as True As They Seem
Religion and Science Shall Lead Thee Astray
Thine Heart Alone Must Find The Way
A Soothing Balm, A Bird In Flight
A Streetlamp Lighting Up The Night
When Darkness Comes, In Hope Stand Fast
Your dreams, they will come true at last!
And when you're sad and in despair
Cast One The Lord All Of Thy Cares
And Worry Not What Each Day Shall Bring
The hearts of the poor are as the hearts of Kings!
And if to your conscience you will be true
Your heart shall brim with love and virtue
The conscience of a man is God-Given
Through Christianity is Precept Given
They Say One Cannot Trust a Non-Christian
For Their Thoughts are their own, not Christ's intentions
But I Say, In The Conscience is One God-Given Truth
Be Faithful To Thy Heart and No Other Proof!
For Where Thy Religion Leadeth thee Astray
The Heart That Chose That Faith Shall lead your Way
Religion is imperfect, Only the heart can see
And We Shall Find What Dreams may yet still Be!
A Dove in An Orange Tree A Wren In a Pear,
The Limits of the heart are not truly there
and if the judge with the heart and not taught doctrines
Thee Shall Follow thy own truth in all its perfections!
For from birth are we given these hearts with these dreams
Religion and Science are not as True As They Seem
Religion and Science Shall Lead Thee Astray
Thine Heart Alone Must Find The Way
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