...The Sadness In My HEart Is So HEavy And Great,
That I Cannot Bear It Easily Without Tears.  I am in Pain.
Not Physical pain but Spiritual Pain.  There Are So Many Things
I Will Never Get To See Or Do.  And I really Don't believe in an afterlife.
I really believe We "Rest In Peace" When We All Die.  I Think Its The End.
I Don't Thin There is an Afterlife and It Comforts Me To Believe There is None.
I Just Want Peace In Death and an End To all my mortal sufferings.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.