doubt and pain

In my moments
Of doubt and pain
I cling to my faith
Jesus will not forsake me
Even if even I myself
Am too dim and afraidafraid
Smothered in doubt and pain,
Too consumed by darkness
ToTo venture my heart to dream! 
To dream, of stars and flowers,
Roots and shoots and tubers,
Leaves, and stems and buds of Blossoms
That tenderly press themselves firmly
Pushing up up through darkness
Seeking the light of God and goodness!
In moments of doubt and pain,
Yet Jesus waters this flower with hope
Looking up at the stars in the morning sky
One cannot help but to dream!
Poetry cometh thus, with hope and
Dreaming.
In Jesus name,
Amen!