"Do not curse God, But Know He Loves The Meek"
You Will Find, if you are
 special
and anyone reading this would have to be
 special
to have the patience to read my humble
poems, so one would assume that thee art;
special
That to navigate by the stars as it were is to be
a dreamer
to value oneself according to oneself and those one admires;
to exceed various limits without difficulty,
to dare limits with or without the capacity to see oneself through
takes courage, and genius, and a good heart.
To Strive
to be anything out of the ordinary is to achieve greatness
ordinary people pass me by and i know that they are ordinary because
-Because, they have absolutely no troubles fitting in
with one another, there is nothing extraordinary about them,
nothing horrid or exquisite, nothing that would leave oneself
an outcast, like me.  It seems only the homeless have the capacity to dream.
i took a path less followed upon, at the risk of the embarrassment of God Himself
for creating such an ordinary and uninteresting world, and therefore
i must suffer all his anger and wrath at being emberrassed of my existence
by tormenting outcast and leaving me alone and marked and cursed and ugly
but it is a mark of my excellence which embarrasses God so, i muse sadly--
and therefore, my excellence is all i have left to cling to in the gale.
God would never hurt me.... in fact, it his His tenderest mercies that
are our Sufferings.  God Loves Me and All People.
God Has A Plan.  When Things Are Difficult
 or You Feel Alone, do not blame God.  Instead, look to him.
Pray to him.  He Has His Eye On The Sparrow.
He Will Not See His Children ..... His Eye on the sparrow....
cling to god and have faith instead!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.