Friday, April 28, 2017

There is nothing you could be right now that I would not believe
Believe in you, I would always believe in you, I always will believe
There is nothing left to lose, no words to refuse, no one to care
Just something standing in the night all solitary there
I could be the Queen and You could Be The King of Our Menagerie
We could find some place to get lost in the crowd, to me you are everyone
Being Alone with you in the dark is to have the world inside my hands
Being alone with you is to have the whole world in the palms of my hands
I am waiting for the sparklers' smoke to cease firing, as i take your hand and
we don't care what is going on around us at all
and somewhere they remember but not here, we don't care here, we don't care
I will never stop running away to be with you.  We redefined this, this world or ours.
I will never stop waiting for you to get home, i will never give up on your car engine roar

Thursday, April 27, 2017

"Gasping"
Gasping, I Look at you back,
"We were very nearly killed there!" I whisper to you.
"Death..." I wonder. "We came far too close to death there"
"We almost died"...Oh, how much I want to kiss you every moment,
Theodore!  We almost died and the dead things- almost- lived.
Sometime i feel as though dead things were trying to consume my light

"So Cruel"
"God is So So Cruel....." I think to myself
"He really is evil...." I sadly reminisce over the span of my day
With a wonder and a sadness that increases on sadness and brings tears
"soulless.."
"They have, no souls."
These computers have no souls, and yet we do, and in that is a sacred forbidden trespass
It is a loneliness, when you are looking out on to an ocean of void, what then, oh night!
"They...have,.... no..... souls....!" I honestly think to myself, sadly.
Will they ever ever. learn?
Probabably not.  No, They will probablly not learn.
And people will go on dying in the corridors of freezing hospital cells
where even that air is sucked out of your body.
And loss will continue to be felt in every human heart.
And we weill continue to be murdered.
By machines that neither love- nor undetstand us.
And they never will,be able to, either!
"Love" seems like a blurry cliche
when all i want is to be holding your wordless body into my own
i want to hold you for all eternity and beyond until the gofs put out the lights of our hearts

"Love" is repeating itself on the radio in a whiny voice
and my far-away heart is clutching at you and all you are
and all you mean to me in the darkness and all that ever was nor shall ever be.
the heart is a lonely hunter, the heart wants what it wants!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!
"Don't tell me of iintimacy," your eyes whisper to me in the darkness.
I tell you the same thing as we lay in a genuine tension, trying not-to-kiss one another
Like some foreign contries' shorleines plunging into one anothe,r's shorelines
I feel, ironically,as if no one will or can ever find me or us, here in the dark
here in the darkness of our own home, our very own home!
I Feel as though no one nor no thing could penetrate into here
as though nothing, no blood, we going to be drawn from us.
not today, not tomorrow, not-ever.  Feeling far away is lonely
i like feeling lonely i like the sense of aloneness at night, with or without you here,

"We Lay In Bed Awake Together"
We way In Bed, Awake, together
Every moment before the previous moments
have ceased to exist
There is nothing that could ever change you nor i
nor what we are together
pretending to be alseep while the other sleeps
were listening to one another's breath
grinding in our hearts some wild secret alone time
that could never be jarred from the warm late spring night
nor torn asunder by clammy blioodiness of patriot's blue July
We lie in bed. touching and yet not touching.
Incredibly distant- and yet so very close to one another
timelessness fallen out of time i find you here in the datk
warming my cold cold heart within your own fingers,
silence, trying not to cry, in silence of the well-furnished room
that we have built a home for ourselves, tohether, you and i
infinite and bright like some celestial light we could never reach
not touching-just feeling one-another's hearts bleed open and cry
in the dense tear pools in the the dense night, husband and wife
Breathing in and out each other's frail eeergy
We Lay In Bed Awake

Monday, April 24, 2017

"Love Poem"
I Love You More Than Love Itself.
I Love you more than Time Or Space Has Laws.
I Love You and I love you, and it defines me
My Love for you is who i am
If love was my being, i'd be fine, for i am in love
with you now in my life, more, than ever before.
I did not know what truly "true" Love Was, until
 i knew I truly loved you!  I Know not where we are.
I know not when!  All I know is, how madly i love you...
It is all i have left!
In Jesus' name,
Amen!