"Grace"
God, I could Use
A Little of Your Grace Now
A Little Of Your Understanding
A Little Of Your Compassion
A Little Of Your Mercy
In My Life
Right Now
And Every Day.
My Life is Hard
There is Heartbreak
And Poverty
Barrenness
Despair
Loneliness
Hunger
Lack and Need
There is so much
Lack and Need in me
And in my life, that I Pray
That You, God, Will Shine Your Light
Shine Your Light Down On Me
Bless Us With Your Grace
Get Us Through Each Day
Life is too hard
There is no hope.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.

"Silent Noise"
Silent Noise, Silent Worlds
Go Past In Darkness yet Lord
Lord I am running back
into your arms if i ever
lose my faith in you God
I don't know i couldn't go on
The devil Playing Tricks
He was a liar and a murderer
from the start
I am running into your arms, God.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!

"Lord, Let Me Live For Theodore"
I Pray thee, Lord Let Me Live For Him,
My Love, My Life, My Theodore!
Take Not This Sweet Breath from our lips
for all the whispers we've shared so recently
no ticker-tape runneth we up, so let us dream
and in this possible madness that is love and poetry
let us live on to love, Oh Lord, Let us live on!
My Theodore and I must live, Oh God, Else This Life
Shall Have No Pretty Children To Nod Upon!
I Praythee, Help My Little Child Each Day To Live,
And Strengthen me thus, that i make care fore him!
Let us Live, Lord!  Theodore and I,
In Jesus' Name,
Amen!

When My Well Runs Dry,
Oh Lord!  Will I still, then,
Be your Child, Lord, even
when i cannot find the words?
A life well lived is priceless
A Life of good deeds is priceless
A Life of love and kindness
is the only life i want to have
and when i rest in the earth,
i hope my energy benefits the
 universe and makes a light shine
there is so much darkness, Lord
Shining a little light is all i wanna do.
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.

"To Theodore"
I Held You In My Warm Arms
Never Loved You More than now
I Hold you my child like my last embrace
every embrace is fit to be my last
so that if anything ever happens to me
and i am unable to take care of you,
i will have always said i love and therefore
never regret a thing!  The road goes on and on
you and i are one we Have Forged A Paradise
From Pure Wilderness We Built This Home
Every Single Thing In It and We Live In It
I Don't Believe anyone could ever take that away
But if they did, we'd start over.

I didn't know how to feel back then
at least i have a heart now im real
more real now than ive ever been
and im going to grow and grow!
I'm going to say what i think without fear
I'm going to really, really write
without being afraid of what anyone thinks
im really going to start writing!

"Choosing a Path"
I came into
a Point of My Life
When I Had To Decide
Which Road I Would Take
And Take it To The End
And Temptation Tempted me
And I Tried To Shrug off Virtue
And I Tried to calm down
And I Tried not to feel it
But I could Feel it
And I Could Know It
And I Could Name It
And I Followed My Heart
And Left The Person I Was
Behind and all that I seemed
And How I have Changed
And How I am different
And how i am weakened
and how my weakness
is what makes me strong now
and how i cannot lie
and how i look you in the eye
and everything that i hold dear
and my reason for living
and my purpose is changed
i cannot go back
i cannot go back
i can, and i am tempted to
but if i go a little further, then
i wont be able to come back to it
two paths of life
i had to follow my heart
my heart betrayed my dream
i flew like a free bird away
and i am going to name it
and i am going to find it
and i am going to do it
because ive come this far
we cant go back
im going down a path
i wouldn't have foreseen
three years ago!
In Jesus' Name,
Amen.////